"He is.. He is my brother.." Luhan said between his sob

"Your what?"

"My brother.. My oldest brother.."

"You.. Angel.. Have.. Brother? Brother.. Like.. Brother in..family.. I mean.. Human family?" 

"All angels are brothers, Kris.." Luhan scoffed 

"Oookaayy.. I think you should tell me the complete story NOW, Luhan.." 

***

Kris walked back to the bed, bringing a cup of tea for Luhan. He now was sitting on the edge of the bed, playing with the hem of his shirt nervously. Kris took the chair, put it right on front of Luhan and sat facing Luhan.

They need to talk. At first Kris wanted to wait until Luhan felt ready to tell him. But after what happened, the nightmare Luhan got, and Luhan's words about brother. Kris need to talk with Luhan now. 

"So.. Uhm.. You can start to tell me.."

"Where do you want me to start?" Luhan asked 

"Well.. I dont know.. Up to you, Lu..." Kris saw Luhan's face full of confusion..like confused.. Like he had lot of stories and he confused choosing which one he should tell first. 

"Uhm.. How about your.. Family..?" Kris paused to see Luhan's response. When he saw Luhan was fine, he continued 

"You said you have brother, right?" Luhan nodded

"Tell me.." Kris smiled. 

"Well let me ask you first. What do you think about angel?"

"Uhm.. Well.. So far, i know that Angel is exist. But they live in Heaven. Just live there. Fly around watching human from above. And..yeah..something like that.." Kris explained

"What about family.. What is your definition, as human, about family?"

"Family? Family consists of father, mother, children, brother, sister. But in your case, i dont think an angel have family like.." Kris saw Luhan before he continued

"I know that you have father.. Yeah..Father.. But mother.. Since you didnt have it, how you can have.. Brother?"

"I know.. Okay.. Let me tell you now.." Luhan took a deep breath before started

"Angel is just like what you said earlier. We do live in heaven. We just watch human from there. We watch you like a supervisor.. You know.. Like watching you and reporting all your activities to Father." Luhan chuckled a bit

"Angel do have Father but doesnt mean we're His children. Angel isnt like a child who born from a mother. We, Angel, are the chosen people"

"Father chose us. He looked at our previous life. We're like a bunch of good people. Well i think good isnt the right word. I prefer dumb and stupid people." Luhan scoffed

"The brother i told you before is like angel's leader.. Not leader like God.. He is like the oldest among all angels. We respect him just like he is our leader. He becomes like Father's representative... Father's right hand.. And he becomes arrogant because of that.." Kris saw Luhan's eyes full of anger when he talked about his brother

"He has name?"

"His name is Minseok... And his partner is Jongdae.. I was so close with Jongdae.. But now they just..." Luhan looked down, hiding his teary eyes

"I hate them so much.." Luhan continued in shaky voice. Kris braved himself to hold Luhan's hand which made Luhan directly looked up at him

"You don't have to continue it if you don't want to.." Kris smiled sincerely

"No.. I'm fine.. I have to tell you so there will be no misunderstanding between us.." Luhan hold Kris' hand back, like he needed to get some strength from Kris.

"So..why you hate them?" Kris continued

"They are the one who made me like this.." Luhan looked at his injuries

"They made me hurt.." Luhan started to cry again

"How?" Kris asked carefully

"Because I..." Luhan paused to look at Kris' eyes "I break the rule.."

***

Angel lives in heaven. True! Angel's job are just looking at human, their attitude every day and reporting it to God. True. Human usually say that Angel live that job happily in heaven. Not all is true! Human usually say that Angel doesn't have feeling. For Luhan, that's definitely not true!

Luhan has feeling. Luhan, one of the angel, has feeling... 

Luhan will always remember that day..

The day he started to feel that feeling.. 

Happy, angry, sad, love... 

When he saw that human.. 

***

who's that human, Luhan-ssi?

who do you think he is, my readers?

sorry, just short update

before we back to Luhan's past, before he fallen to Kris' arms (?)

comment please