The night is cold, she doesn't feel it though, the cold, the rain...the weather. Nothing affects her anymore. People would try to speak to her. All they would earn is a glare.

An Ice cold look that penetrates their souls imediately scaring them away. She was once different. But now she's like this...cold.

She was good. Good? She's lost that part of herself sometime ago, doesn't know if she can get it back, doesn't know if she wants it back. Define good? Can you do it? What made her like this? Love did. Destiny did. All that remained were sorrows of a lost and uncertain destiny that could've been but never was. She wonders if she saw her, what would she think? What would she think of the lifeless being she has become. She wanders the streets aimlessly thinking of the only thing she still finds good. Kwon Yuri is always in her thoughts. She wonders if she's in Yuri's thoughts as well. If at that moment. That very same second she's also thinking of her. This would've never happened if she...she confessed. But she let her go, it was for Yuri's sake that she let her go...She didn't want to, but still she did. Jessica Jung is a girl of a cold soul and freezing heart. She was not always like this but ever since her friend and only love Kwon Yuri was gone 2 years ago she started to become like this? And suddenly she was already too comfortable to ever change. This coldness, this ice...it kept people and trouble away. Trouble? Define trouble. For her trouble was love for her trouble was feeling, caring and any other feelings. These days she didn't felt much of anything... Was she inhuman? No. Sometimes and just sometimes the tears would stream down her face as she remembered the sweet and long gone moments they once had. Would Yuri ever come back? And if she did...what would she think?

Jessica never believed Yuri would be back though. She wondered if Yuri ever thought of her as much as she did of her. Did she miss her? Jessica didn't do much of anything, she was a lifeless being roaming around, all her self-esteem was gone with Yuri. The first weeks were bearable but as the months passed she became less and less active and less and less "human" soon she got to the point of only laying down on her bed staring at the ceiling reliving past and gone memories she knew wouldn't come back.

 

-"Yuri...Do you miss me?" Jessica whispered as she sat on a rail and looked at the rainy night landscape of the city.