—YOUR POV—

——-IN CLASS——

I walked in class going to my seat.

My walk was a bit sleepy id say? i could feel my eyelids so heavy i felt like if i stayed still i would start snoring my head off. i didnt get much sleep yesterday i was all night up thinking things and goodness knows when i finally slept.

i sat down taking my bag of my shoulders and putting it down.

Till i heard a voice behind me say

“Yah!Wake up sleeping beauty.” the voice sounded familiar.

I turned around and looked behind me blinking quite a few times to see clear my vision

L.Joe. i was so not in the mood right now.

i gave him a sleepy glare. and turned around putting my arms on the desk and then resting my head on them.

“What did you do yesterday?Partyed all night?”

“Nuhhhhhn” i said i was so sleepy i couldnt even talk properly

“What?”

“NO!” i said and lifted my head up again as i heard the door open.

Suzzy! yay! she runned to me 

“Hey!Im so so sorry i didnt wait for you yesterday!” she said

“Dont worry about it…….” i said

“Wow you look beat..what did you yesterday?”

“Thinking??”

“Well you look like a zombie!”

“Zombies are---”

“Yeah thats exactly how you look like!”

i heard L.Joe laughing behind me

i turned around to see.

A circle of girls had been formed around L.Joes desk and they were flirting with him…ugh..what ever..i sighed and turned back to Suzzy

she was smiling at me

“Whats up with that smile?” i said

“Jealous?” she said

“NO!”

“Yeah okay”

“No really! “

“Yes really i know!” she laughed and went to her seat

The teacher came in and all class went quiet.

“Students about yesterdays incedent dont worry.Everything is taken care of okay?”

“Yes” we all said together. Some were relieved,some didnt care,some were too busy gossiping new news.

the teacher then began the lesson.

I tried really hard on not falling asleep in class and giving all my attention on what she was say.

——-THE BELL RANG——

and the teacher spoke “Please everyone!Wait a moment.You” she said pointing at me “take the homework from every student here and then come to office to give me them.Okay?”

i nodded.she left and i sighed

I asked everyone to give me their homework they did most of them were rude.but i ignored them…

“Want any help?” Suzzy said

“Nah , i’m ok thanks!”

“Okay well im gonna get going in now “

i hold all the notebooks in my hands holding them tight close to my chest making sure i wont drope them.

i started walking down the hall . i saw L.Joe with another buddy of his gang talking to a bunch of girls.

it was starting to bother me but i had to get used to this… i sighed

Suddenly as i was walking i saw L.Joe coming to me.

What does he want?if he dropes them im gonna slap him so hard his teeth will fall off.

but instead he took half of the notebooks i was holding.

WHOA!HE IS HELPING ME?!

i looked at him surprised and then i looked at the girls he was talking at.

GOD! the look they gave me was like they were some starving hyenas ready to attack their prey.

THANK YOU L.JOE FOR MAKING EVERY GIRL IN THIS SCHOOL NOW HATE ME——-

“Thanks” i said biting my lip

“No problem” he said giving me a smile

“Cut it off now!!”i whispered to him as we were walking

“Cut what off?” he said

“Shhhh!Being so kind to me!” i whispered at him again

“Okay i have a question..” he whispered

“What?” (whispering)

“Why are we whispering?”

“UGH!You're such a pabo!Please really i have already enough haters i dont need the girls turning into maniac killers chasing me around with a knife or what ever sharp they find infront of them.

i pictured what i just said in my mind and it made me shiver.

“Come on,you are over reacting now..they arent that crazy..”

“Yeah?Thats why everytime you’ll smile or wink at them they fall like a domino or like something blinded them and i dont think that the sun is that strong.” i said

he laughed “When did that happen?”

“I dont know” i shrugged

he had a little smile on his face

we went in the office.

——-TEACHERS OFFICE——-

she was stanind by the photocopy printing out some stuff i didnt notice

“Oh you are here leave them on my desk” she pointed at a little desk in the corner full of envelops and and different papers it was kinda messy.

Me and L.Joe left the notebooks there and went to leave till she spoke

“Thank you very much both of you!”she smiled

——THE BELL RANG—-

“and Lee Byung Hun this is rare seeing you help someone,is she your girlfriend and  you’re watching out for her?” she said

At the moment she said the word GIRLFRIEND i could feel my pulse going faster,i could feel my face burning red, and my eyes had widen.i lowered my head

the atmoshpere had become awkward

“NO!HE IS NOT MY BOYFRIEND”

both of us said at the same time.

“NO!SHE IS NOT MY GIRLFRIEND”

we looked at each other and then as soon as our eyes met both of us looked away i started biting my lip and he was scratching his head

“Oh…okay!Sorry then!But you’d make a cute couple!” she said and smiled

both of us ignored her and went out .

we didnt look at each…at least i didnt look at him i was too busy “admiring” how beautiful the floor is.

we walked back at class in silence only our footsepts could echo in the hallway..

—-IN CLASS—-

When we walked in i could feel all the students starring at us as we sat at our seats.

i took my book out and payed as much attention as i could on the teacher.

Something kept bothering me..

Why had he become so awkward with me after what she said? He isnt the type that gets awkward around girls easily..or maybe he is? aish…i dont know..

———————————————————————————-

HOURS PASSED BY and me L.joe had become so awkward with each other we were even avoiding looking at one another—-

——LUNCH BREAK——

Me and Suzzy were sitting in the dining room.

What happend in here still haunted me…

i was eating my sandwich

she smiled big at me

i looked at her confused

“What?” i said while eating i felt so hungry like i hadnt eaten for days

“Did he kiss you?” she asked smiling mischievousl0y

i choked on my sandwich then drank abit of water to make it go down

“What are you saying?!I’m eating here!” 

“L.Joe i mean..Did he kiss you?” she said pushing her chair forward and her eyes had become so big full of excitement hoping to hear something good

“Shh!!Keep your voice down!!No he didnt !!Why do you think that?!” i asked

she sighed in dissapointment

“Well you and L.Joe—” interrupted her

“YAH!keep it down!”

she ignored me “have been acting awfully awkward with each other so i thought something GOOD happend.but still it doesnt mean i approve of him!”

“Anyways can you please dont shout his name everytime you mention him?”

“Okay!How about we make him a nickname only both of us will know!” she laughed in an evil tone

“Really?” i looked at her serious

“What?oh come on!How about Cinderella?he is blonde!” she clapped her hands together excitedly by the idea of making him a nickname

“Suzzy..”

“Or i know!!Angel?no..i dont like that OH!Rapunzel!!!YES RAPUNZEL!!”

“Suzzy……..”

“Or no wait how about KittyCat? or or Mr.HOTGUY or is it too obvious we are talking about him?”

“SUZZY!!!!” i said almost yelling at her and hitting my hands hard on the table

she stopped surprised and then looked at me sort of scared and then died laughing.

AH….REALLY?!

i rolled my eyes and looked away..my eyes then caught L.Joe sitting with Teen Top and a bunch of girls one of them looked familiar then i remember she was the one Suzzy was telling me about Park Boram.She was sitting next to L.Joe and L.Joe had put his right arm around her and they were all laughing.an emotion of jealousy and anger took over me.

Then i saw Suzzy’s hand moving up and down

“Earth calling ____!!”

“Sorry i got distracted…” i said and went to take a bite of my sandwich but i suddenly didnt feel hungry anymore so i left it alone.

“Lets go back to class now…” i said getting up

“O-kay…” she said and got up.

We went back to class waiting for the bell to ring.

——The next few hours passed really fast——

——-SCHOOL FINISHES——

Me and Suzzy were walking to the bus stop.

i looked at my phone..

I then remember of Myungsoo…..My best friend…i need to talk with him and clear things out…

i sighed.

“Whats the matter ?” Suzzy said concerned.

“Nothing…” and we continued on walking.

——-BUS STOP——-

Me and Suzzy were waiting for the bus to pass…and so were some other students.

Suddenly i heard a loud car engine.i turned my head to where the sounds was coming from..

it was a black— L.Joe’s car i looked at the passengers seat and there was a girl sitting next to him..

i turned around like i didnt care but inside me i was full with rage ,i felt like screaming but i hold it in.

L.Joes car drove off.. So i guess its an everyday thing for him driving girls home…

i folded my arms and started biting my lip.

Suzzy looked at me but stayed quiet i guess she understood i was mad or something.

then the bus finally came and we got in.

——————————————————————-

In the drive back both of us stayed quiet.

The bus stopped Suzzy got up

“See you tomorrow ____!” she let out a cheerful smile

“See ya!” i smiled back and she walked out of the bus.

 i couldnt stop thinking about L.Joe and that girl….. 

———————————————

--L.JOE POV--

Aish...i had to drive her home again.

"Sorry for being a burden on you.." she said

i really wanted to start shouting at her and kick her out of the car but..

i had to remind myself i couldnt do that..cause of our fathers..

If my fathers company wasnt cooperating with her fathers company i could tell her to get lost when she asked me to give her a ride.but no i had to play the good guy with her and be kind to her...i hated it but i had no choise..

"Its ok!Your not a burden on me" i said coldy while driving

"Okay..So oppa do you have a girlfriend?" 

"Maybe,maybe not"

"Oh come on oppa!You can tell me.." she smiled

"How are you parents doing?" i said changing the subject and she sighed 

"They are doing ok....my father told that your parents will visit us in a few days.Will oppa come too?"

"Uh..i dont know yet.."

she pouted

--YOUR POV--

----HOME——

I closed the door behind me.

i went to the living room and left my bag next to the couch.

i kneeled down ping my bag and taking my phone out.

the time was 14:20.

i sighed. Today i should go ask for that job my mother was telling me about later on.

Then i remembered Myungsoo.I had to call him.

i got nervous.

Should i call or just send a txt message?

No i will call..

i opened my phone searching my contacts.

AHA!there he was.

Myungsoo

i pressed call.

it was ringing and my heart was beating fast.

He picked up.

“Hey..” he said he was upset.

“Hi..umm..im i calling at a bad time?” i said i started biting my nails.

It was the first time we were so awkward with each other.

“No of course not..Did something happen?”

“Uh no….i just thought that it was time we talked about things…you know?” 

“Okay,where do you want to meet then?” 

“Since my house is a bit far from yours do you want to meet at the old park?” 

“Yeah ok.”

“Right….Then see you there!”

“See ya..”

We hung up.

i was about to go change until i thought it would be a waste of time. i should just go in my uniform.

i took my phone and keys locking the door and leaving to take the bus.

———IN BUS———

I was sitting.

That old park we used to go when we were little.. good memories..

different moments we had there passed through my mind..

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——OLD PARK—-

I saw him sitting on the bench  with his hands in his pockets.

i walked to him.

“Hey” i said sitting next to him

“Yo…” he gave me a weak smile his eyes looked red and swollen like he had been crying.

i looked at him ”Did something happen??” 

“No…” 

“Okay…”

How should i start? Ah…This is difficult…

“Umm…okay..ill start….”

he nodded looking down.

“So..Why hadnt you tell me you were in a gang?” i said

“Because…” he paused “I didnt know how you would react and i was scared that you may ended our friendship……” 

How can he believe i would of done that?! 

“Look no matter what happens im never gonna end this friendship,im not gonna lose my brother” i really love my best friend.i wanted to start crying for some reason but i hold back.

he looked at me even more upset…

he nodded. Why isnt he saying anything?

“How long have you been in the gang?” 

he hesitated at first but they he told me

“3 years.” 

3 YEARS?! HE HAS BEING HIDING IT FOR THREE YEARS?! i felt betrayed...

“How could you hide it from me for 3 years?!” i said in a loud voice

”You make it sound like it was the easiest thing for me to do..—”

“Well thats what it looks like!!”

“It wasnt easy for me to keep lying to you for 3 whole years!!Do you know how much that hurt me?Keeping something from you..—”

“Well you should of had tell me!!AND maybe all this thing right now wouldnt of happend!”

he sighed.”You’re right…Im sorry…I cant change the past now..” the tone in his voice was like he was hurting which made me feel bad.

"I just wish you could trust me more..." 

he looked at me

"But i do trust you ____ alot..."

i sighed.

"I know how you feel....and im sorry...i really am sorry.." 

I started thinking about everyhing...all the things..

My old life,the new school torture,everything

i got up and started crying.

I had a crisis.

i really dont know why i had that crisis..but i think it would of happend sooner or later..

i had to cry it out to someone

"No you dont trust me you lied to me for 3 years!Im tired of people lying to me,Using me !!everything!!!im tired of my life!!!Ever since i went to that school my life has become like hell!!!i want back my old life!!Everyone hates me there!!I cant stand it anymore and not even a week has passed!!!!" i was yelling and crying. "I HATE fighting with you!!!you are my best friend and it feels like im going to lose you aswell!!!" he got up

he whipped my tears away with his thumprs and gently taking my hair out of my face and then he my head.

"Come on..dont cry..everything is going to be ok from now on..dont cry it breaks my heart to see you like this.." he said 

he placed my head on his chest holding me with his one arm and with the other he was my hair.

i was crying so much i couldnt even speak.

i hugged him tight and cryed.

"Im sorry Myungsoo...im sorry..." i cried out

"You are the only person that is really there for me and cares about me.. and im yelling at you..i dont wanna lose you..you mean alot to me.." 

he didnt say anything

i felt his arms wrapping around me and hugging me tight bringing me closer to him.

i could hear his heart beating..

--L.JOE POV--

After driving Boram home i took the old road back..

As i passed through the old park i saw two familiar silhouettes.

i stopped the car to see better.

My eyes widened

It was Myungsoo and _____ ..

Why is he hugging her with such affection?

i squezzed my fist.

i wanted to go there and give him a punch.

i didnt want him to be close to her not even touching her.

i wanted him to stay away from her.

i was furious.

i swallowed my anger and started the car again.

i speeded up and continued on driving.

--MYUNGSOO POV--

I had my arms around her holding her tight.

i lover her so much.

seeing her cry like this made my heart break..

i hated seeing her like this..

i wish i could do something for her but the only thing i can do is stay by her side like a friend..

like a  friend...

i repeated the word friend in my head for about 10 times..

i felt a pain in my chest again.

Why couldnt i be something more for her?

a tear ran down my cheeck.

I wish there was something more to do for her..