--MYUNGSOO POV--

I saw her holding hands with L.Joe..

My heart was really aching in pain.

They are together and i'll have to support their relationship and bare the pain,the jealousy everything.

How i wish i was in his place to be able to hold her hand,have her in my arms tell her how much i love her everyday...

I was fighting to hold back my tears,i had tighten my fist and biting my lips.

She let L.Joe go inside and she came to us.

She looked confused.

"Hey guys what are you doing here?"-____

"We transfered."-Sungyeol

"WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAT?!"-____

"He's joking."

"Oh..thats a relief."-_____

I wasnt looking at her i kept looking down.

"Are you ok?" she said to me 

"I'm fine lets go Sungyeol." i said and grabbed Sungyeol from the arm and dragged him to leave.

"BYEEE!!"-___ shouted.

Why didnt she stop me? Why didnt she ask me again if i was ok? Didnt she wonder why i talked to her so bluntly? 

She must of realised i wasnt ok...then..why..? She doesnt care anymore?

Sungyeols voice made me snap out.

"YAAAH!!!!!"-Sungyeol

I let go of him.

"Sorry..."

"What happend there?"-Sungyeol

"Even you realised it...but she....lets just leave.."

He didnt say anything back which was weird from Sungyeol..

We headed back to our school.

 

--YOUR POV--

---IN CLASS---

I walked in class and then immediately Suzzy grabbed my hand and dragged me out of class.

"What are you doing?" i said to her

"IS IT TRUE?!!!!" she said 

"What?"

"WAKE UP!YOU AND L.JOE ARE SCHOOLS HOOOOT GOSSIP!" 

"What?!Its already out?" 

Great just how many haters will i have now?

"YESSS!Dude its L.Joe..anyways!HOW WHEN WHERE WHAT TIME?!" 

"Shhhh!Keep it down will ya?" 

"I CANNOT!"

"TRY!"

"I CANNOOOOOT! JUST TELL ME!!"

"ILL TELL YOU LATER." 

"FINE!" she said and crossed her arms pouting.

 

--NO POV--

_____ told Suzzy eveything , Suzzy didnt like L.Joe so much but if her friends happy then she is happy too.

Everyone at the school kept asking ____ questions and the gossiping just wouldnt stop.

Most of the girls at school were always glaring at her like they really wanted to kill her.

 

-----AFTER 3 WEEKS------

 

--YOUR POV--

Life at school is really getting harder..

I have so many haters GIRLS of course they even sended me death threats..

but me and L.Joe are doing fine, today we is our monthsary since the day we got together.

I still cant believe its been a month!

He's really sweet and caring,i didnt know he had that side... 

Now..Myungsoo..he has been avoiding me ever since that day at the school..i really dont understand why..

from then we have only hanged out two times.. and he is all weird with me, very distant and cold.

I sighed as i got up from my bed.

I took out from the wardrobe my clothes and looked at my phone.

1 message

--From : My Byunghun

Good morning my princess :)

Today is a really special day for us ^^ Well it's tomorrow but we should go out today! keke

Meet me outside the mall at 19:00pm ok? 

 

A stupid smile had form on my face.

My heart fluttered i'm so excited for tonight!

 

--To : My Byunghun

Ok! :D i'll meet you there !

Byeee~~

 

I then called Suzzy to go to the mall to buy a nice dress to wear for the date.

 

 

---THE MALL---

"_____!My feet hurt..why dont you just buy the other we saw?It was amazing."-Suzzy

"No...it has to be perfect." i said and sighed

Then suddenly Suzzy grabbed my hand and dragged me in a shop.

"Oh my God!" the dress was just what i was looking for "How much is it?"

Suzzy looked at the price tag 600$ 

"Damn...its way too expensive..oh well ill put it on my moms credit card!"

"You will?" Suzzy asked shocked

"Yeah,she wont have a problem since its for a date with L.Joe.." 

"Okay!Haha then i guess you wont be yelled at!"

I nodded we took the dress to the girl and charged it on my moms credit card.

After that we went and sat at a cafe for a while and had a smoothie.

And then went home.

 

---HOME---

I was nervously waiting for the time to pass so i can go on the date with L.joe..

Suddenly my phone rang

It was a text message

 

--From : My Byunghun

Hey change of plans!Meet me at 20:30pm okay?I need to do some preparations for tonight. 

 

--To : My Byunghun

Okay ^^ See you then.

 

I sighed.

I cant wait so long! But oh well...i have to.

I wonder what kind of preparations...

I looked at the time it was still 16:45pm.

What am i going to do?

I should go have a nap,and so i did

I went up to my room and rested.

 

---AFTER 3 HOURS---

I woke up from the sound of my phone ringing

I didnt look at the number i just answered it

"Yes?" i said and my voice cracked

"YAH!You are sleeping?You should be ready by now!"-L.Joe

"What?!" i said as i shot out of bed and looked at the clock next to me 

19:45pm !

I forgot to set the alarm on! babo babo! I said hitting myself

"Im so sorryyyy!!I forgot to set the alarm!Sorryyy!"

"Its ok...calm down..go get ready and come...ill be waiting!"-L.Joe

"Okay...still sorry.."

"Its ok!Byee" he said and hung up

Im so stupid! Agh!

I quickly got up and put the dress i brought on and some light make up and fixed my hair nicely.

I checked one last time in the mirror to make sure i looked ok.

I took a deep breath 

"Time to go!"

I looked at the time on my phone

Time : 20:45pm

AH!He is going to kill me!

I ran down the stairs and shot out the door.

I waited for 15 minutes for a taxi to stop.

When finaly one stopped i got in

---IN THE TAXI---

My heart was racing like crazy.

There was alot of traffic,its going to take me forever to get there..

I sighed.

Our first month anniversary is going to a disaster? I dont want it to be like that..

Well..its all my fault..

I decided to text him

 

To : My Byunghun

Im gonna be a bit late..Theres alot of traffic..Im really sorry :'(

 

I waited for his reply but he didnt send a message back.

I looked at them time

21:30pm 

Damn it..ill never make it..

Then suddenly my phone rang,i picked it up thinking it was L.Joe

"Hey im really---"

"___!"-Sungyeol

"Huh?Sungyeol?"

"Yes!Its me..I need you to do a favor for me."-Sungyeol

"Umm..okay.what's the matter?"

"Myunsoo..me and the guys are at Hoyas house its out of town and..he just called and he is drunk."-Sungyeol

Why did he get drunk?I hope he is okay...

"Ok..where is he?"

"Thank you so much!He is at Escapade you know where it is right?"-Sungyeol

"Yeah..of course i know!Its around our old school.Dont worry ill go take him home.."

"Thank you so much ____!"-Sungyeol

"Its nothing!See you.."

"Bye!Thank again!"

And we hung up.

Im never going to go on the date with L.Joe..

I told the taxi driver to head at Escapade.

Another 1 hour.

I sighed...im sorry L.Joe..

 

--L.JOE POV--

I was sitting on the bench that was before you go in the mall..

Where is she?What is taking her so long..?

I looked up at the sky..

It was dark and full with clouds and it was getting really cold..it looked like it was going to rain.

I sighed.

Will she ever come?

I took my phone out and called her

"Hey...where are you?"

"Im sorry...something came up..i dont think if ill make it..im really sorry.."-____

"Its...its ok..ill wait..."

"No..no really dont!I wont make it.."

"Ok..."i said and hung up before she could say anything else

Something came up huh? I wonder what...she wouldnt just stood me up for nothing right?

There must be a reason..but ill wait...ill wait for her not matter how long it takes her to come..ill wait..

 

--YOUR POV--

I arrived at Escapade and got out of the taxi after i payed it and told him to wait.

I went to go in but there he was on outside on the stairs holding a bottle of soju all alone in the cold

"YAH!What do you think you are doing!?"i yelled at him as i approached him

He looked at me and laughed 

"You are here!" he said

And then it started raining...i hope L.joe isnt still waiting for me..i hope he is okay..

"Yes i am and we are going to take you home!"

"You are here!!I must be dreaaaming!" he said 

"Myungsoo just shut up!" i said as i helped him and on his feet and supported his body on mine to make sure he doesnt collapse down

"____..." 

"What?" i said walking him to the taxi

"I looove you....."he shouted  

gosh he must think im another girl..i must ask him what the girl did to him.

We were getting soaked from the rain!

 

Mean while....

 

--L.JOE POV--

It started raining..my body was shivering from the cold as the rain was soaking me and the bouquet of red roses i brought for her...

I will still wait for her...she will show up..and if she doesnt..she will have a good reason for it.

But..why am i feeling so hurt? Why is my heart is such pain? 

My phone rang 

C.A.P Calling

I was hoping it was ____..

"Yes?"

"Where the hell are you?Dont tell me you are still waiting for her!"-C.A.P

"I will wait for her..."

"L.Joe you've been waiting for hours now!Leave.."-C.A.P

"No...she'll come...i know it..she'll come eventually.."

"L.JOE!She isnt going to come!Im coming to pick you up!"-C.A.P

"C.A.P--" he hung up

"I DIDNT FINISH TALKING YOU BASTARD!" i yelled at my phone

For some unknown reason tears started to fall from eyes as the rain kept falling on me...

Why am i so hurt by this?

---AFTER 10 MINUTES---

I felt someone grab my hand i looked at who it was

It was C.A.P 

I tried to free my hand from his but he was way too strong.

He dragged me to the car and shoved me in.

I went to get out again but he had lock the door.

He came in too.

"You are going to have pneumonia!Are you stupid?You're soaking wet!"

I didnt speak.

"Im sorry man but...she isnt going to come okay..change you shirt i brought you a hoodie to put on and a jacket."

I nodded as he gave them to me and then i changed

"Sorry.."

"Its ok..." i said 

"By the way i need to go to Escapade and pick up Chunji and Niel do you mind?"

"No...lets go..."

As we drove to the road of Escapade we heard someone shout 

"I looove you....." 

The voice sounded familiar..

I looked at the window to see who it was and outside of Escapade there was 

_____ and Myungsoo who looked drunk.

So...this is why she didnt make it? She chose to go out with Myungsoo? 

She lied to me..

I clenched my fist as anger built up inside

All this because of that bastard!

"!" i shouted 

"Are..you okay?" C.A.P said

"YES!IM FINE!" i shouted

And there it was again a sharp pain in my chest like someone was stabbing me over and over again making it hard for me to breath.

I was trying to restrain my tears..

They got in a taxi and left.

I cannot accept this...

Why would she...do this to me..? WHY?!

 

 

 

To Be Continued...

 

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