A li'l teaser for my next shot, anyone? :))

I let out a bitter chuckle.

“Here’s to my very up life.”

I lifted both my hands up in the air as a sign of surrender.

I slowly close my eyes and let the wind caress my already shivering cheeks.

“Stupid heart.”

A lone tear travelled its way down my cheek.

“I should’ve listened to my brain in the first place.”

I put my hands down and let my right hand clutch over my heart.

“Why are you still beating when I don’t even have the reason to live anymore?”

- - -

“How are you coping up?”

“You really want to know?”

She gave me a look of concern.

I heaved a sigh.

“It feels like the world is weighing down on me.”

She stayed silent and I got this as a signal for me to continue on speaking my heart out.

“It suffocates me, staying in this dorm. I don’t feel like breathing the same air…”

“I understand.”

“Do you really? You’ve never been through this before. You and Sunny are as happy as a married couple in their honeymoon stage.”

“Just cry. I promised that I’ll always be here when you need a shoulder to cry on.”

“Oh Taeyeon. Why do you always remind me so much of her?” The tears that I’ve been planning to hold back the whole day immediately spilled out of my still swollen eyes. “Her promises… they’re meant to be broken. And for some reason, those untimely promises also broke me in the process.”

Well, that's about it for now. I still haven't finish writing the whole shot. I've only got the idea this afternoon and after writing about a few words, I fell asleep. Lol. Forgive me please. OTL

So an angst(?) for my next shot? Maybe~ Maybe not~ Let's just hope for a happy ending, eh? :)

I've written a blog post a few days before that I'll be on hiatus for a while but who knows, sometimes I get this itching feeling to write so I might not be away that much. I'm just trying to heal my still mending OTP heart. Never thought that the whole KhunFany going on public with their relationship will affect me greatly but here I am, trying to not lose a grip of reality.

I'll move on, eventually. My friends are saying that I'm being too dramatic. Meh, can't blame me. I've been shipping JeTi for almost 5 years now. And I admit that I'm a hardcore surfer most of the time so it really is too damn hard and it's too damn much to handle. But I'm happy for Tiffany. As long as Tiffany is happy, I'm fine with it. Her happiness is what matters to me. :)) I'm not much of a fan of KhunFany but I'm not a hater either. I don't plan on saying harsh words to the couple. They're all grown-up now, they have their own lives and whatever happens in the future will happen. I'll always be here to support our nine angels.

And heck, they're still in the boyfriend-girlfriend stage so I'm really not bitter about it. Lol. Who knows, we maybe delusional surfers now but we'll never know what will happen in the future, right? Just keep on surfing! :D

I'm sad, happy-sad. But I'm trying to stay as happy as I am. Our ship needs every single one of us, surfers. I have no plans on leaving the JeTi ship. Nuh-uh, no plans at all.

As long as JeTi lives, as long as they're together, as long as their friendship is there to stay, I'll forever believe in my precious OTP. <3

So let's all cheer up and continue on supporting the girls with everything we've got! :))

A hug as humongous as the JeTidal wave to all my fellow surfers! *hugs* Let's keep the faith. ;>

Ciao for now, folks! I'll be back before you know it. *U*

~ XOXO