Lost Love

Secret Pleasure

He left me...
 

He won't come back...

 

He chose to be with her, because that's what it's supposed to be.

 

Him, coming back to her...

 

Whom his heart belongs to. 

 

I wanted this, I wanted him to leave me. Not because I badly want that to happen, but because I need to set things right. Even if it hurts me... Even if it breaks me more...

 

And even if it s me up full force. 

 

I love him... Even if it ing hurts me. 

 

AFTER ONE MONTH...

 

"Where should I put this?" She looked up from her trance, seeing Mino carrying the painting she bought last week in France. They were now setting up her office in their company, her father told her that she deserves the position now, that it was now his time to enjoy his remaining life out of the company. "Noona its heavy! Can you decide faster?"

"YAH! Song Mino jjugule?!"

"I'll die anytime soon if you won't decide quickly." he groaned as he tried to balance the big painting he's been holding for a while now. 

"Hang it in that empty wall, beside the en suite." She looked at the painting satisfyingly, knowing too well the moment she saw the painting that it's for her 

and him...

"What does this painting means anyway?"

"It's called Lost Love"

"Noona"

"Don't start Song Mino"

Her heart still aches for him badly... The loneliness is slowly creeping through her heart, freezing it, how she wished not to feel anything at all. To stop the torture, the chaos in her heart and mind. Of choosing between the right and wrong thing all at once. 

"Don't want to know how he is now?"

"Who?"

"Noona, this is frustrating. I know you, I know you enough to know that you're missing him too! You're so stubborn jinjja. You're thinking that what you did is for the better, when all you did was to destroy both of you. If you can only see hyung right now. He's good as dead."

"What do you mean?"

"He's worse than before. And no one deserves the blame but yourself."

"What do you mean by worse Song Mino?!"

"See it fo yourself noona. You've been a pretty pabo for one whole month now. It's time you stop whatever self pity you have right now. Jiyong Hyung told me to let you act like the way you are right now, because he thinks it's what makes you feel better but you're both getting worse. And if you happen to ignore everyone around you, we're all ing frustrated with what's happening with the both of you right now. Noona, it's your turn now to fight for hyung. He fought for you even if you're not aware of it, now is the time to set things right and be brave. Face your fears for sake."

"Song Mino, if you happen to be sprouting out nonsensical things right now I'll gladly kick your . But thanks for the knock down speech. I'm now kicking you out of my office."

"Noona!"

"Out."

He rolled his eyes and scratch his head in frustration, mumbling something she can't hear.

"Poor Hyung" Mino shook his head while looking at her with disappointment. 

"I'm not deaf Song Mino, I can hear what you're saying"

"That was intended for you to hear" He stomped out of her office like a spoiled brat, banging the door loudly making her jump out of her seat.

"!" she shouted although there's a small smile playing at the corner of her lips. 

Pabo Kwon

She shook her head, thinking of the plan that's been running in her mind for quite some time now. 

 

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"You seriously need to get back to your senses now hyung! How long are you going to be like this?!" Seungri stomped his feet like a spoiled brat, whining non stop in front of his hyung

"Like this? What do you mean like this??" Jiyong glared at him, waiting for his answer. 

Seungri looked at his Seunghyun hyung who's acting as if he's reading something interesting on his cellphone

"Hyung" he whispered, but Seunghyun wasn't looking at him but his gaze still focused on his phone. He saw Seunghyun paled

"What are you reading hyung? Gwenchana?" Jiyong walked to where Seunghyun is seated, leaning closer to see his phone

"Jiyong" Seunghyun started, gulpping nervously "Cha Seung Won"

"That bastard?? What about him?"

"Dara filed a case against him"

"When? Who told you??"

"Song Mino"

"That kid! How come he didn't told me?!"

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"Dara gwenchana?" She nodded mutely, she clasp her hands tighter, stopping it from shaking too much. She felt cold sweat trickle down her temple

"Appa, Sorry if I-I only said it just n-now" She was shaking undeniably, another batch of fresh tears threatening to fall down her now swollen eyes

"Aniya, I'm the one who needs to apologize. I promise you, he'll go straight to jail this time. Forgive me for neglecting you princess, forgive me." He hugged her tight, for now, letting herself be vulnerable in the arms of her father

"Gwenchana Appa, gwenchana" she held him tighter, burrying her face in his chest, calming her senses. 

"Why are doing this now Dara? I mean why just now? When you ought to do it before"

"I want to set things right Appa, so I can be free from all of this, from him."

"Is this about Jiyong?"

She looked at her father incredulously "I didn't know you're also interested with rumors appa" she joked halfheartedly 

"I'm serious Princess. Even if I'm not always beside you, I can still read you like an open book. You love him don't you? That's why you're doing this now?"

"Seems like I can't deny anything to you Appa isn't it?"

"Darn right. My princess found her prince finally. Ahh I'm getting old"

"Ugh you're being a cheeseball appa!"

"ahrasseo ahrasseo. But when will you talk to him?"

"When I finally set things straight. When I'm brave enough to talk to him about anything, without being sensitive on some topic that he needs to avoid for me."

"Uri Dal is all grown up now." he faked a cry, making him laugh

"I love you Appa"

"But you love Jiyong more."

"Aish! Appa!"

"Ahrasseo ahrasseo I love you too My Princess."

She smiled with satisfaction, but then, a part of her is still empty, with only him who can fill this up. 

Wait for me. Just like what you promised. You'll wait for me no matter how long right?

 

 

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A/N

 

I'm baaaaack! *crawls out of the Dragon's dungeon"

HAHHAHHAHA! Annyeong Applers~ 

I know I know I'm still giddy with the continuous feeding program of dad and mom! HAHAHA! And let's not forget their suble flirting regarding the "CUTE" PMO cap. LIKE SERIOUSLY?? What's cute in that cap?? And that leopard print coat that Dad wore when he went back from Japan yesterday then Mom was wearing a strangely same one today during her lunch out with friends. I rest my case now. *smirks evilly*

This will soon end guys! And a new and better one will be uploaded soon. Please stay tuned! Thank you for patiently waiting. <3

 

Till my next UD!

 

Ciao!

 

-Azile <3

 

 

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Kwonkesh
#1
Chapter 24: Beauyiful story,thanks..
Kwonkesh
#2
Chapter 1: Woohh nice begining..
gnlyntmnn
#3
Chapter 24: Hahahahahaha...requesting for a special juseyo~~
gnlyntmnn
#4
Chapter 21: I'm not crying. You are
gnlyntmnn
#5
Chapter 18: Dara sure has a lot of secrets..
gnlyntmnn
#6
Chapter 10: Hahahahaha
gnlyntmnn
#7
Chapter 7: Kyaaaahhhhhhh! <3
kitsunexxi
#8
Chapter 24: noce story. :
marjorie1993 #9
Chapter 24: woooohhhh!! finished.. one of the best..
this story have all the feelings. the happiness, sadness, pain, contentment.. name it all..
thank you for your wonderful story and for your talent youve shared with us.. gonna read some of your story soon.. fighting
hobiepie1828 #10
Chapter 3: Dara is such a jolibee girl hehehe