week 3

kikwang was over your house you had music on and was just relaxing..

"kikwang you have a great voice, wae dont you sing more?" you ask

"im to shy to..i only sing when im on my own"

"but you sing infront of me"

"i feel comfortable with you" he says

"thats good to know" you say

"can i ask you something?" kikwang says

you nod

"where are your parents?" he asks

you look down you dont know if you can tell him without bursting into tears..you take a deep breath

"they passed away...not that long ago.....i dont talk about it much" you say

"im sorry" kikwang says coming over and sitting down next to you

"if you ever need to talk...........im here" he says

"thank you but im ok" you reply

kikwang wants to cheer you up so he stands up

"ya _____ watch this" he says..you look at him and he starts dancing

hes acting silly and it does the trick you laugh at him and hes happy he made you smile

*she has a great laugh....i did that ...i made her laugh..* he thinks to himself

he comes over to you and pulls you up to dance with him, your shy and try to pull away but hes stronger then you..so you give in and dance with him

he spins you then pulls you back into him and for a moment you just stare into eachothers eyes....

you blush and look away and kikwang does the same....

"look mai omma and appa are dancing " kikwang says to your daughter who is laying on the sofa

kikwang goes over and starts pulling faces at her then you join in and start making cute noises just then she giggles..your shocked

"she giggled" you say

"she did.....you did that...she giggled at you" kikwang says

"i did that.........haha she giggled" you say with excitement and continute to make her laugh....

later in the day your sitting down watching tv kikwang is holding mai and your sitting next to him you keep looking over at him..*he will make a great appa* you think to yourself

"wae do you keep looking at me like that?" he asks

"oh no reason...i was just thinking that..well...your gonna be a great appa" you tell him

he looks at you with shock "you think so?"

"nae your a natural"

"your gonna make a great omma aswell" he tells you

your both smiling and looking at eachother when kikwang slowly leans in but then SOL walks in and kikwang pulls back

*was he about to kiss me? sol wae did you have to walk in at that moment* you think

*that was close ...he would of threw me out if he saw me kissing her* kikwang thinks to himself

"ya its nice and peaceful in here" SOL says

"SOL this is kikwang....my partner for the project" you say

"nice to meet you"kikwang says greeting your brother

"nice to meet you to kikwang" sol replies

"i should be going ....ill meet you tomorrow so you can take mai" kikwang says

you nod and walk him to the door...

kikwangs at home and writes in his diary

Dear Diary

i almost kissed her.........i accually almost kissed a girl not just any girl though    ______,  she told me about her parents today....i wanted to cuddle her and tell her that everything will be ok ill look after her and thats what i wanna do i wanna look after her.....

its crazy how i feel comfortable with her i sing infront of her and i danced to i think i like her...no....i do ....i do like her...i like ____ ^_^

Kikwang

Dear Diary

i think kikwang was about to kiss me ....but my goof of a brother walked in.....i wanted so badly to close the distance between me and kikwang i wanted to kiss him.....should i tell him i like him....or should i keep quiet...maybe i should ask suzy..no i wont hear the last of it if i do.....kikwang asked about my parents today and i told him.....though now im paying for it....once again that pain i feel is back.....i miss them ...i miss them so much,..im afraid of living life without them here, yeah i have SOL but he must be feeling the same as me.....

i wish i could tell him everything im feeling and thinking but i dont want to hurt him.......im lost and i feel lonely....

_ _

having spoke about your parents your heart was acheing, you cried yourself to sleep that night only to be remembered of how it happend

(FLASHBACK)

"appa appa please can i have the panda" you begged

"i cant turn back now were half way home, i promise ill get you one when i come back here"

"but appa"

"ya ill get you 100 if you stop " sol tells you

"but sol it was cute" you reply

"cut it out"

you and sol started to play fight

"stop it both off you" your mother called back

"appa tell him.... look what he did to my hair" you moaned to your father and kept on til he looked at you and he did...

"APPAAAA"sol screamed your father turns and colides with the side sending the car tipping over and over your mother is screaming along with you, sol reaches over you in an atempt to protect you from the impact........

next thing you wake up in the hospital with sol by your side..

"wheres omma and appa?" you cry

sol puts his head down and crys you burst out in tears and sol comes and sits on your bed and cuddles you..

"ill look after you, ill protect you..i promise" sol tells you

(end of flashback)

you woke up screaming SOL comes bursting through the door "what..whats wrong?" he asks afraid

your sweating and shaking and crying sol comes and cuddles you...sol is unaware that you have these memories and also dont know that you blame yourself...

"i had a nightmare" you tell him

"its ok im here..." he tells you while holding you tight and stays with you for the rest of the night .....

this happend a few more times and sol begged you to tell him what they were about but you just said that someone was chasing you down a dark street and it scared you...sol would always tell you he would protect you....

you meet up with kikwang and he looks different....he lost the geeky glasses and had a make-over

"yaa kikwang look at you" you say

"you like it? i thought it was time for a change" he says shyly

"you look......different"

and he did he looked great...handsome but you thought he looked handsome before...you see kikwang for who he was inside and not outside..

"different......in a good way........right?" he asks

" yeah you look good" you smile

kikwangs new look drew attention to him from the popular girls while kikwang seemed to be enjoying the attention you on the other hand was hating it

* look at them all over him, sure he looks great but they dont know him , they only care about his looks ......ha they dont know the first thing about him..* you think

"yaaa hellooooooo" suzy is waving her hand in your face

"huh... oh hey suzy"

"what were you thinking about...ive been calling you for 5 mintues"

"sorry i was.......n....nothing"

"lier..........tell me" she says

"fine i was looking at how since kikwang lost the geek glasses all the popular girls like him its like they've just seen him for the first time..."

"but you saw him the first day he walked into class" she tells you

"its annoying" you says looking away from him and his new found friends

"tell him.......its the only way to pull him away from them paranas" suzy says

"tell him what?"

"that you like him...and dont deny it i know you and i know you like him" she tells you and you cant argue with her she knows shes right..

"whats the point ....he wont look at me twice with them lot around"

"ha please ....what guy wouldnt look at you and think---"____" kikwang cuts suzy of "hi kikwang ahhhh i have to go byeee" she waves at you

"hey.....mr popular" you say

"haha i wouldnt say that.......its kinda cool though" he says

"yeah ....well congrats your the new hottie in school" you say

"you ok?" he asks

"nae.....just fine" after school you made a quick get away and run home, kikwang had mai....

Dear Diary

_____ is acting strange with me, i dont know whats going on in that head of hers but i dont like the way she was weird with me kinda like she was....off with me....she said she likes my new look which im glad cos i kinda did it for her ......i no i no it seems silly to change how you look for a girl but i guess i want her to like me....she changes quickly one minute shes happy then the next shes being sarcastic with me....what did i do?one things for sure girls confuse me...or maybe its just _____ .

Kikwang

Dear Diary

today all the popular girls were all over kikwang today i wanted to walk over and rip them off him and pull him away.....but i didnt

cos im a wimp....i guess i know how things will be with us when this project is over ...kikwang will be the hot popular guy who sits at the best table at lunch and me......well ill still be me..the girl who gets called names, sits under a tree for lunch and has to run home in order to not get called names half way down the street ..i hate that kikwangs friends with them people the same people that make my days horrible in school.......i just hope kikwang dont change and be like them.....but i dont think he will.he has to much of a good heart......

_ _

SOL had been talking to his friend asking him what other things he could try to get you to open up to him...he felt lost not knowing how to make you smile.....

his friend told him he would come over and stay for a few days to help out ......

little did he know he was coming to stay at the time it was all about to kick off....