your sitting down watching tv with your brothers when a knock at the door is heard

"not it not it" your brothers say at the same time....knowing it was for you anyway

"oh come onnnnn" you say trying to be cute.. but they just ignore you with smiles on there faces

as you open the door your not looking cos your still saying stuff to your brothers

"i know you heard me....ill get y--" your cut off once you see who is standing there

kikwang is holding the bunch of flowers and a little bag which you cant see what is inside of it..

" _____, please dont shut the door on my face....i wanna talk to you....please" kikwang says

you nod and step back letting him walk in, you give your brothers a look telling them to behave they just smile at you and nod at kikwang.

"lets go to my room" you say walking towards your room with kikwang following

"these are for you" he says handing you the flowers and the little bag

"really ?......thank you there beautiful" you say and smell the roses

you open the bag and take the teddy who is sitting snuggly in her box  "she's cute.......i love her..thank you kikwang"

kikwang smiles at you then starts to talk "_____, im so sorry for everything i did and for hurting you.. i never ment for that to happen..please forgive me"

"i forgive you." you say with a smile and kikwang smiles back...

"your brother told me what happend.....to your parents..im so sorry you had to go through that....but wae did you blame youself all this time?" he asks

"cos for along time i believed it was my fault, i wanted that panda so bad that i kicked up such a fuss .......it just felt like my fault, everyday i would tell myself it was my fault and everyday i would hate myself for it, thats when i stoped talking i just went shy and didnt talk much to anyone...even SOL ,. but soon i started talking to him and only him,...thats wae it hit me hard when we fell out,.."

"im sorry,..im sorry i wasnt there for you when you needed me,. i promise ill always be there for you, even if you just need someone to sit in a room with you and not talk, ill be that person, or if you just need a cuddle,. ill be that person to,. or if you ever need to just cry and scream or talk,. ill be that person.....i promise" kikwang tells you

" i miss them kikwang,...i miss them so much, i wish i could see them one last time,,,just once so that i can tell them im sorry, i miss them and i love them" you say close to tears, kikwang sits closer to you

"you can" he says softly

"how ?" you ask

"look up into the sky and talk to the brightest shinning stars or close your eyes and speak from the heart,.. cos thats where they are in your heart and they always will be" he says

"you know i didnt want to come to our school?.....i thought i would never make friends, people would just ignore me,..and honestly i miss the boys...even though i speak to them i still miss them" he tells you

"im glad you did come to our school and you can always talk with the boys over the phone and im sure they will come and see you....yoseob did,... so it wont stop the others" you tell him

"wae didnt you tell me about the bullying?".....i could of helped you"

"i was afraid......i thought that if i told anyone i would be seen as a snitch or a cry baby and i didnt want anyone else to get hurt.....and what could you of done?"

"anything.....anything that needed to be done ......promise me you will tell me if anything happens....promise me"

"i promise.......do you think things will get worse...when we go back to school?" you ask

"i dont think so....i think your brother and his friend scared them enough to make them back off." he says

"what about us? ......are we gonna change? whats gonna happen if they see you with me? kikwang i dont wanna make trouble for you" you say

"us......we will be together like before lunch time we will be under the tree, classes ill be ....well in my seat haha...but everythings ok with us....and as for them ............they dont tell me who i can be friends with ..plus i plan to stick by my best friend" he tells you with a smile

kikwang then turns away from you and puts something on his face, he then turns to you and you see he has put on his geek glasses and smiles at you, you laugh and then sigh a little ..reaching out you take kikwang's glasses off him..."kikwang....if your happy with this kikwang then ....so am i" you say with a smile  "just dont ditch me for the popular kids again" you say with a little giggle

"that will never happen again.......ever" kikwang says seriously then reaches over and gives you a cuddle, you cuddle him back

"ive missed you" you say in a whisper, but kikwang caught it

"ive missed you" he whispers back....you heard it

theres a knock at the door and you both pull away "come in"

SOL pops his head round the door " you two ok?" he asks you both nod

"good , im making dinner and was wondering if kikwang would like to stay and have dinner with us?"

kikwang looks at you "it's up to you ____" he says

"'i'd like that....i'd like you to stay" you say with a smile

"alright dinner for four it is then" SOL says and dissapears

you and kikwang are watching tv in the livingroom while your brothers are preparing the dinner, you and kikwang are laughing and making jokes with eachother........its like nothing had happend....your both happy

"yaa that kids something special,...i aint heard her laugh like that for a while" GD says

"nae he is.....i think omma and appa sent him .......i think they knew he was what she needed"SOL replies

and with that your brothers knew that your parents were looking down on you and watching over you both......

the evening was great it was full of laughs, smiles and crazy jokes coming from GD mainly but now and then SOL and kikwang would say something that made you all burst into laughter....

after dinner kikwang left, he gave you and big cuddle and said he would see you at school tomorrow.......

From: Kikwang

look in the box your bear came in theres a card i think you should read :)

kikwang x

you read the card and it brought tears to your eyes, you didnt know why.....it just did...

From: _______

thats a really sweet story.....i like it...so wheres the other bear?

________ x

From: Kikwang

sitting next to me, i think that story is like us ...we met as strangers and are now best friends,..

kikwang x

From: _______

i agree, :)

______ x

after texting kikwang for a while you finally fell asleep cuddleing your teddy kikwang had brought you...

kikwang was doing the same.....

unaware to both of you that something was about to happen that will bring you and kikwang closer then ever......