you woke up to hearing music that was way to loud this time of morning so you get up and stomp out your room, heading right for the music and turn it off..

"yaa i was listening to that" your brother says

"to early sol."

"someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed today" he says

"i would of woke up on the right side if you didnt have that crap blearing" you snap

"crap? you like this kind of music"

"not this early i dont......whatever i have school"

you go and do your morning routine looking in the mirror "you can do this....suzy will be there..just stay with suzy" you tell yourself

"yaa you talking to yourself.? hurry up i need the bathroom" your brother calls

outside you put your headphones in and ignore the world....up ahead you see the popular girls ...*great just what i need* you think

as you walk past them they dont seem to notice you as you tried to hide yourself by blending in with the few people walking in to school

*made it" you think.."freak" you hear one say  *maybe not* you think again

in class your sitting there listening to the teacher when you hear a knock on the door and a boy walks in....

"ahh another new student please introduce yourself then find a seat" your teacher says

"hello im lee kikwang nice to meet you all" he greets then takes his seat

*hes kinda dorky looking and geeky but hes cute.....good luck lee kikwang...your gonna need it* you think..

but the popular girls wernt focused on him they didnt give him any trouble .....you were there target.....

you couldnt help but keep looking over at kikwang he had black glasses on and looked really shy, he kept his head down most of the time . he looks up and catches you looking at him..you both blush

*oh crap.....please let it seem that i was looking at the wall and not him* you think

you quickly take another glance at him and to your surprise he's still looking at you....he gives you the sweetest smile and you smile back then put your head down..

lunch time suzy finds you at your tree ..

"yaa wae are you always writing in that thing?" she asks

"i guess i like to record my thoughts." you reply

she nods and sits infront of you to eat her lunch

Dear Diary

ive found out suzy is just weird   she has way to much energy ...but shes willing and happy to be my friend and right now i cant be picky about that..

a new guy joined school today hes kinda geeky looking but i can see his cuteness ...i think he hides behind his glasses like me who hides behind her music....

his names lee kikwang, he smiled at me today...maybe he felt sorry for me...who knows.....i cant write anymore suzy is annoying me to talk to her

_ _

"so what do you think of the new boy?" suzy asks

"i dont know him"

"obviously......but what do you think..cute or ?" she pushes

"i guess hes cute" you reply

"ha i knew it.......i knew you liked him i could tell by the way you looked at him in the hallway"

"wait what....i...dont like him i just said hes cute..how can you tell someone likes someone by a look?"

"i just knowwww" she sings

you shake your head ....was you that obvious....*no ..no shes just weird * you think

just before school ends your in the bathrooms you hear girls talking

"yaa that new girl aint no fun"

"yeah she just hides all the time"

"i dont care i dont like her...theres something about her that i dont like"

*popular girls* you think and lift your feet off the floor in the hopes they dont see someone is in the room with them.....and they dont

as your sure its clear you slowly and quietly sneak out of the toilets making a run for it when you see its all clear down the hall...

you turn the corner and crash into someone making you drop all your books and fall on your backside...

"ouch" you say in a small voice

"im sorry are you ok?" the person you bumped into asks

you look up and see that its kikwang....you dont know what to say...he bends down picking up your books

"umm...here let me help you" he offers his hand...you take it

"im kikwang...oh your in my class...are you ok?" he says

"oh nae sorry ..i..i wernt looking where i was going and im ok" you reply

he smiles at you and hands you your books "thanks ...i have to go" you say and rush off

"ya whats your name" he calls after you

"______" you call back

(kikwang's thoughts)

*she's cute....she's the first person to speak to me....wae was she in such a rush?*

at kikwang's house he pulls out a little book that he also writes in......diary

Dear Diary

i met a girl today.....well i say met i kinda knocked her over hehe....she was running pretty fast i have to admit and we crashed into eachother, she's in my class and seems pretty shy....like me..maybe we can be friends .who knows...but something is bothering me....wae was she running so fast.....what was she running from? or who?     _______ thats her name by the way.

kikwang

back at your house you were writing in your own diary

Dear Diary

i hate school......everyday i get called all sorts i get chased home and i hate it,......on the good side i spoke to kikwang today...i crashed into him causing me to fall flat on my .....yeah i was embaressed but he seemed to be sweet about it..and he has the most amazing smile i have ever seen......_ _

about two weeks had pasted and school wernt getting any easier the popular kids made sure your day was full of name calling, knocking your books on the floor when they walked past....and suzy well just being suzy....

but you looked forward to going to school and there was only one reason behind it.......kikwang

you look forward to seeing him, he was in most of your classes there was about 3 that he wasent in..

you were at home and told Sol you were bringing a friend over for dinner and to study.....

"yaa lets listen to music" you say

"we have to study and it will distract me" suzy says

"fine...can i atleast put the tv on......its to quiet" you ask

suzy just gives you a look ...just then SOL walks in

"yaaa im home" he calls

"in here" you say

SOL walks in and sees you and suzy sitting on the floor

"ha you are accually studying.....i thought that was a trick" sol says with a smile

"erm..yeah...anyway SOL this is suzy......suzy meet my brother SOL" you say pointing with your pen

suzy turns her head to look up at SOL, "hi" she sqeaks out

"haha hi suzy" sol laughs

"ya wae is it so quiet in here...put some music on" SOL says

"thats what ive been telling her" suzy says

you just look at her with a WTH look

"see you got the right idea suzy" sol says...making suzy smile brightly

"you girls want something to eat? ill cook" SOL says

"sure" you say watching suzy who seems overly happy at the fact that sol can cook.....what the hell's up with her?

your watching her and she keeps sneaking looks at your brother your looking back and forth from your brother to suzy...

"ok im bored here lets go to my room" you say standing up

"but im comfortable here" suzy says

"up" you say flicking her

"call us when its ready please sol"

"sure" he replys

in your room.."what was up with that?" you ask

"what" suzy says innocently

"dont give me that...i was asking to put music on mintues before sol walks in and you were saying no.....SOL mentions music and your all up for it"

"i felt like listening to music then" she says cutely

"yeah right...you like my brother dont you?"

"what....no"

"you like sol i can tell by the way you was looking at him" you say repeating her words to you about kikwang

"ok hes gorgeous hes sooooo handsome and he can cook" she says excitedly

"ya suzy thats my brother...cut it out" you say

"but hes ...............handsome your lucky you get to see HIM everyday"

"yaa suzyyyyy" you say and throw a pillow at her and both start giggling

SOL can hear you both and smiles at the sound of your giggles, he aint heard you giggle for a while.....when your parents passed away thats why you went shy and closed up he tried everything he could think of to get you to smile again but couldnt ......

but suzy could.....he was glad you had suzy he just wished that you would open up to him .....