week 2

you were getting the hang of things kikwang, had come over to your house to hang out and spend time with the baby you were both watching tv when you hear the baby crying...you get up and go over to the sound

"KIKWANGGGG" you scream

he jumps at the sound of his name and runs to your side your both in shock as the neighbour's cat is useing the baby as a scraching post..

"get it...stop it" kikwang says

"what do i do...get off shhhhh you little.......get off the baby" you say picking up the baby and pushing the cat out of the house

"oh no what do we do now" you say looking at kikwang who took mai off you and was cuddleing her....

kikwang just walks off and sits down with mai cuddling her and starts humming to her, you quietly follow him and sit next to him..

kikwang starts singing *he has a beautiful voice* you think

"_____, you have to take this seriously" he says looking at you

"ive never looked after a baby before and incase you havent noticed im pretty clueless....wait...your blaming me for this?" you ask

"it was your cat useing our daughter as a scratch post"

"its not my cat....kikwang its a doll.....its a damn doll not a real baby" you say getting angry at the adorible boy infront of you

"im taking her to my house .....you get some rest" he says with a little smile

you just look at him and watch as he leaves ....

Dear Diary

kikwang is taking this WAY to seriously....and for the first time i got mad at him...i mean him ....kikwang,.. he is the sweetest boy ever and i got mad at him....whats wrong with me? wae did i get mad at him?  i feel sad that he left i feel......lonely.  whats happening to me?

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sol comes in and your sitting by the window just watching people walk by

"ya whats up" he asks

"nothing.....i got mad at kikwang and now im mad at myself and i dont know wae" you say

"well dont worry im sure it will be ok"

"ok....nothings ok sol i have a baby that hates me , im about 1 cry away from going crazy" you say

"ok ok calm down....talk to me" he says in a soft tone

"im fine i just need sleep" you say and go into your room

sol knows theres more to this then your letting on but he cant make you talk to him....

the next day you txt kikwang

TO: Kikwang

erm so im sorry for snapping at you....

could we maybe meet up and hang out?

From: _______

TO: _______

sure im over the park with mai

she misses her omma ^_^

From: Kikwang

*this guy is to cute* you think

over the park you see kikwang sitting under a tree with someone else, you walk over..

"ya kikwang" you say

"______" he says with a smile "this is my friend yoseob.....yoseob this is mai's omma" he says

"nice to meet you" yoseob smiles

you smile back not to sure about kikwangs introduction..(mai's omma)

"yoseob is a computer geek..he can hack into anything and everything....hes...... i guess a little dorky and nerdy" kikwang laughs

"ya the girls love it" yoseob replies

*hmmmm he can hack into anything huh* you think

"so yoseob could you hack into a program with a monitor and maybe oh i duno ....wipe the memory?" you ask

"sure......i could wipe the memory the baby holds ......that is what you ment ..right?" he says with a knowing smile

"you..really could do that?"

"nae i could wipe it so that it shows you have looked after her very well" he says with a cheeky smile

"yoseob your not going to do that....this is a project we have to do and im not cheating _____ we spoke about this" kikwang says

"fine....thanks anyway yoseob" you say..yoseob smiles and nods

"ya i have to go talk to you later?    nice meeting you _____ dont be a stranger ok" he says

"sure nice meeting you to yoseob" yoseob runs off and its just you, kikwang and mai

after a while you and kikwang are talking and the arguements start again...

"stop acting like im not doing anything kikwang"

"im not saying that im just saying that your not taking it serious she needs to be fed and cuddled and loved you aint shown her that"

"she's a freaking doll kikwang shes not real..... your driving me crazy all we talk about is the baby"

"ya what else is there to talk about ? you dont talk to me otherwise its like your afraid to talk to me when the baby aint around"

you walk off and kikwang chases you "dont walk away from me.....talk to me.. whats going on in that head of yours?

"nothing"

"oh really so wae do you daydream all the time in class and write in the book everyday under the tree?"

that takes you off guard

"how do you know that..you dont pay attention to anything but that damn doll" you say pointing to kikwangs hands that are empty

just then you both realise in the moment of the arguement you had left the baby in the park

"MAI" you both shout .shock all over your faces

you both run back to the park and the baby is still in her place where kikwang had left her...

you rush over and kikwang picks her up

"is she ok?" you ask

"she looks fine...were sorry mai we didnt mean to leave you" kikwang says

at that moment you realised you cared about mai....

"we were acting like a married couple" you giggle

"i know" kikwang giggles

"lets not argue again...please"kikwang says

"good idea" you reply

back at home you get your diary out

Dear Diary

today i realised two things

1* i accually care about mai, me and kikwang left her in the park today and i was scared something happend to her.

2* i like kikwang, this explains why i got jealous when he touched suzy and why i get butterflies everytime i see him..

we have one more week left of the project and i dont know how things will be with me and kikwang after...will he still talk to me?

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