Why am I always betrayed by people? Like this is why I have a fear of meeting new people and a fear of people in general. Like people don't listen to me when I'm angry. Like listen to me when i'm angry because that's when the real truth comes out. Like..

And I lost 2 close friends of mine because I made some stupid mistake that I didn't know that I have done. Like I lost so many friends because of something that I didn't do...

Society's just really stupid.

They're like: Be yourself. No one will judge you. Like this girl. Just be yourself.

But then they start judging you.

Then they make accusations that are false and you get in trouble for nothing. And soon they'll be gone.

And when people read your texts and they don't reply,

It makes me really mad because it feels like no one likes me at all. Like I know you read my message I'm not stupid and don't worry, if one of my readers hate me, i'm cool with that because

Like if you have to go, just text that person that you have to go and im just there doing something.

And I'm always left home alone and I'm on the internet all day.

And my parents ask me why I'm always on the internet.

Well, who's the one always leaving me home?

I just want one day with my mom and I alone cuddling like this:

And sometimes i feel like being happy is not an option

Like i just want to be gone from this world.