I'm having this feeling about this kik user is not wanting to kik me anymore...

Some of you guys might know this user but it's junhongie96.

I didn't tell her this but I made 2 fake kik accounts and I kiked her with the 2 fakes accounts

and it was the biggest mistake i made.

Whenever she's kiking one of the fake accounds (this is roleplay btw but I take it personally)

and I kik her, she either deletes my message or says that she has to go.

She knows my story and I called her names because I didn't know who else to take my anger out to

except her. But she said that it was ok.

She said that she won't leave but I'm guessing that she's leaving my life soon.

I don't know what's going on with me nowadays. I've been going downhill this week.

I've been having the eager to smoke and do drugs again since Monday 4.24.14 and it never went away. My grades are going

lower and lower.

I don't know... I might stop asianfanfics and come back again or not.

I should do a poll haha.