I honestly just ing hate my life so much nowadays. Back to my old self back when I was back in 5^th grade. Loner. Self-conscious. Feeling insecure. Wearing long pants and long sleeves all year long. This new me right now, it’s all a ing joke. I’ve been stressed over nothing. My mom doesn’t know how I really feel. My family thinks is a joke about how I really feel in the inside. Me telling them that I cry every night, telling them I feel stressed, and me telling them that I cut myself to them; they think that I’m ing joking around with them. It’s more like they’re joking around with me. I don’t give a ing if this is public to everyone. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I’m so close to saying ‘bye’ to my life.