Past; a few years ago:

I love the way he looks at me with those twinkling eyes, the way he holds me in his warm embrace and smiles sweetly.

His name is Shim Changmin and well I can without a doubt say that I love him.

Now:

Look at the way he looks at me. I just want to gauge the out of his fkin erted eyes. He's holding onto that girl as if she was a piece of meat...absolutely ridicuous. That smile of his is totally bull . He's sweating bullets and I can tell that he doesn't want to go home alone tonight. What a .

Fkin Shim Changmin...I can without a doubt say that I hate his fkin . I can't believe that I once loved him.

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Past; a few years ago:

I love the way her cheeks flush with that tint of red when I look at her. My hands fit perfectly around her small waist and our body heat coincides nicely with one another. I can do nothing but smile sweetly during times like this.

Her name is Choi Sooyoung and well I love her with all my heart.

Now:

I see her across the room and I can tell that she caked on a pound of blush upon her cheeks; she never resembled that of a clown more so than today. Man whatever, I don't give a damn about her. I got my hands around this chick that I totally can't recall the name, but damn does she have curves. I can feel my temperature rising and I flash this nameless female face my trade mark smile. I'm taking her home with me tonight. From the corner of my eyes I can tell that Sooyoung is still eyeing me down. That girl is so possessive...she should just say something if she REALLY still wants a piece of the 'Shim-star'. Pshh, but that won't change the fact that I hate her.

Choi Sooyoung...with all my heart, I seriously think that chick is a fkin psycho. I can't believe that I once loved her.

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A/N: Decided to write this thing b/c well some of my guy friends have been pissing me off too much lately & so this is my way of venting off my frustrations with em LOL. Pardon me for all the foul language >o<