I've been watching him for months now. I know every little things of him. He likes wear black casual clothes which fitted his raven hair and dark eyes. He's an orphan. He lives alone in a small, one room flat. He can't cook, so he always eats instant food or going to eat outside. He works at a quite big company. He has no friend and absolutely no best friend. He didn't bother to smile and greet his neighbor politely.

He doesn't like to smile.

Just with that pretty girl, a smile could see on his lips. I've never seen something so beautiful like that. Just as fast as it comes, it disappeared quickly on his mask. He loves her more than anything in this world. I can see that from every move he did and every word he said. They fit each other, like a puzzle piece. She gave him a reason to life. To smile happily and embrace the world. She could see through his mask and see the beautiful and warm person inside of it, just like what I figure out when I saw them together.

She likes to cook for him and waiting for him on his small flat. When he got home, they'll eat together. Whenever he's free from work, they'll go somewhere, holding hands, and walk side by side. I close my eyes, giving them privacy, whenever he pressed his lips on her. When I comeback few hours later, they'll cuddle up with his head on her laps and she those raven hair.

So far, they're the most perfect human couple I’ve watch. Yes, I followed each of their movement like a stalker? Some kind of that in human world. The more I watch them, I know I’ve fallen into the fatal sin I shouldn't feel; envy. Just like that, my pure white wings turn into grey. Then I thought it's purely I don't know how it feels to be like that girl. To being loved and being a reason for someone.

Maybe it's because I’m commit a sin that the disaster happen. God takes the girl from the world. From him. I know God never do wrong. It's already her time. God takes her because it's should be, not to punish me. But still, I feel guilty.

I see him wandering and lost. He tried to die, a lot, but I keep him safe under my wings. His smile no longer appears. His soul, which once shining, now turns into a pitch black. He lost his reason to live. Worst, he lost hope. Every day I saw him destructed his body, and falling deep into desperation. Seeing this, I know I can't stand still. I commit another fatal sin; I come down to earth and make him notice me.