Infected with the gay virus

Chapter fifteen: You're mine now

The Han family: Hankyung | Chen | Chanyeol | Kris | Kyungsoo | Lay | Sehun  

The Kim family: Heechul | Baekhyun | Kai | Luhan | Suho | Tao | Xiumin

Hi guys! So you might have noticed my new poster ^~^ If you're wondering I made it myself. I'm proud :')
Anyway in my last chap I said I was going to rewrite some parts, but I decided to do that while updating new chapters. So you don't have to wait even longer than usual. I did change the layout a bit and renamed chapter 3,4 and 5!

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Oh, and I didn't have time to correct this chapter yet, so sorry about my terrible grammar and vocabulary mistakes ><

 

Tao POV

Since staying at the house seemed quite boring, me and Kris decided to walk to the beach. They say it's beautiful at night. Being with Kris feels so good. Who would ever expect us to be like this? Me and him being together. It's weird, isn't it? I love weird.

I must be very lucky. I know he has been acting like a jerk and so on, but he has this kind-hearted side too. And even when he acts like the biggest jerk in the galaxy I can't help but like him. 

Once we leave the house Kris hesitatingly intertwines our fingers, making me blush. "What's in the bag?" I suddenly ask pointing at the grey backpack he's carrying. It's a nice bag though. Sadly it isn't Gucci. Otherwise I would get myself one too. Omg why am I thinking about shopping at a moment like this?! Chen was right... My shop addiction is getting to serious. I'm in deep. Too deep...

"I took some food with us, in case we get hungry." He chuckles That's so sweet! He's so handsome! Well... Actually he's always handsome. He looks a bit like an angry bird. It's cute. His hair is really nice today. His hair is always nice.

"Are you done checking me out?" He jokes. My cheeks redden. "I-I wasn't--" I lie, but just as much as I know he know's I was pretty much checking him out. But who wouldn't (except for the straight guys out there). But yeah.. Even straight guys. Since I found out a male, even straighter than a ruler can bend. Just saying. Kris is a nice example. He's always a nice example. UGH BRAIN SHUT UP!

After a while we arrive at the beach. "WOAAAHH IT'S SO PRETTY!" I smile a bit overenthusiastic. Seems like it became a virus in our 'little' family. Chanyeol, Baekhyun ... Me. Who's next? Sehun?

Ha ha lol no.

He grabs his arms around my waist pulling me closer. Being like this feels so strange... Strange in it's most beautiful way. I quickly peck his lips leaving my cheeks red. He chuckles, leaning closer to me. Placing his beautiful lips on mine.

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After a while we're seated onto the sand looking at the sunset. He holds me close into his embrace, my head resting on his strong chest. Yes, it's one of these k-drama moments.

"Tao." Kris suddenly calls my name. "Uhu." I look up to face him.

"About the kiss between you and Tae--" "It didn't mean anything. That day I was really sad. I cried and he comported me. Then he kissed me, but I didn't. I mean, I don't love him back. Not in that way." I cut him of and he nods, a little smile creeping up his face. "I see." He nods. I face the sea again closing my eyes a bit. Listening to both the waves and his heartbeat.

"Tao." He says again, even more loving than before. "Yes." I reply and face the angry bird again. "Y-You like me more right?"

I chuckle. "I do."

"What are we going to do with Taemin? I-I mean.. you're mine now." He asks stuttering a bit in between. I blush, watching the calm sea.

"Do you want to tell him about... us?" I ask. Aish... I sound so lame. Actually I'm feel pity for Taemin. He's a good guy.. but he's just not the guy you know. Is Kris? I don't know... For now he is and hopefully longer. When silence reaches us and Kris doesn't seem to find the right answer I get out of his embrace and turn my body to him.

"He'll tell everyone." He finally speaks out. "I-I mean... It's not like I don't want them to know. It's just that they wont understand. I don't know what they would react and--" I cut him of by placing my lips on his. He moans grabbing my head from behind, making the kiss more intense. This guy really... Sometimes he act like a little girl and the other moment he's like a hungry animal. 

"So it's our little secret for now?" I smirk when I let go of his plump lips. 

He nods, cheeks coloring slightly pink. "Our secret." He smiles bowing closer to me, planting his lips on mine again.

Kyungsoo POV

OMG I'M SO NERVOUS. I might die. Wait why am I nervous... We're friends with benefits... Not like a real couple though... But yeah... He's freaking cute and handsome at the same time, has great fashion sense.. OUGH SHUT UP.

"Sorry about your dish earlier." He says after a long silence. God... This feels so awkward... I'm just so nervous. I want to talk but I just feel so Aashdfkjhskjfhs

"I-It's okay." I smile to him feeling stupid already.

"Are you not hungry?" He asks worried

"Huh? Why would I be--" He points at the not even touched pizza. "Ahh-- that-- eh... I am. B-but... I'll be right back." I get up, walking, more like running to the restroom. Why am I so nervous? We have had for so many times and now we're on a 'date' and I'm totally freaking out. Like that makes sense...

Once in the restroom I let out a deep sigh. Why am I like this? Why am I this nervous? This is my first date... Does everyone feels this way on a first date? Is this normal? Is it even a date? I mean Kai said so... But what if he was joking? That's not funny though. Ahhh

Kyungsoo focus.

I sprinkle some water over my face and look at myself in the mirror. What do I do? Sneak out of here? No. I can't do that. I can't leave Kai. Would he care if I did? Maybe he just wants to in public. Maybe that's why we're here.

Hahaha

That's funny.

No. It's not.

UGH.

"Are you fine?" I quickly turn around facing Kai in the door gap. "I-I.." I stutter cleaning my hands on my shirt.

"Are you sick?" He asks walking over to me. I only stay still not knowing what to do.

"I'm fine."

"Are you?"

"Yes."

"You sure?"

"Yes."

But you--"

"I SAID I AM FINE. HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY IT? I AM FINE. I AM FINE. I AM FINE. UNDERSTOOD?"

Silence

"I didn't mean--" I sigh. This is not okay. I can't get feelings. We can't get feelings. Haha He won't get feelings. Look at me. I'm ugly. I'm unexperienced. I'm a freak. Why do I even want him to get feelings?

"Do you want to go home?" He finally asks.

"Yes. No. I--"

"How am I supposed to know what you want?" He smirks grabbing my waist closer to his. Our clothes rub against each other causing me to bite my lip. 

"I-I'm not in the mood, Kai." I try to get out of his grip.

"Since when?" He asks a smirk still playing onto his lips.

"Go ask someone else to pleasure you." I blur out irritated.

"But I want you." He whispers into my ear.

"Why?" I ask coldly.

"Because you're so tight, Kyungsoo." He smirks. I can't help but getting by his .

"You're disgusting."

"I know." He says and attacks my neck my skin carefully, leaving hickeys behind. I can't help but moans as a mess.

"K-Kai, w-we can't do i-it here." I say through my moans.

"So now you do want to--"

"Shut up." I Command. He smirks pulling me into one of the toilet cabins. "Kai are you serious? Here?" I ask.

"If you don't want to. Fine. Then I guess I'm going..." He says ready to leave. I quickly pull him away from the doorknob. I grab his head from behind, pulling him into a kiss. He places his hands onto the wall kissing me back roughly.

He presses his tongue trough my lips, playing with mine. Our tongues fight for dominance, but he wins and takes over my cavern. Our clothes rub non stop against each other, causing us both the moan like a mess in our little process

"Ahhh K-Kai. J-just t-take me." I beg, almost loosing strength into my legs. "As you wish." He whispers pulling out his T-shirt. He s my shirt and drops it onto the cold floor. He s my pants and pulls it to my ankles.

When we finally got rid of all our clothes he tills me up and I clam my legs around his perfect waist. His hands are placed onto my cheeks preventing me from falling down.

He kisses me roughly, rubbing our against each other. I moan loudly and I'm pretty sure everyone in the restaurant can hear us. But I'm to to care about that matter.

He plans butterfly kisses all over my neck and chest making me shiver in pleasure. 

"K-Kai." I moan his name as he reaches my sensitive spot.

" me." He smirks as he puts me down again. My cheeks redden out of embarrassment. What do I do? I mean... I've never given anyone a before. Kai did gave me some before, but never did I.

It's not like I don't want to, it's just that I'm afraid to do something wrong.

"Don't be nervous." He says as he notices my hesitation. A smile creeps up his face, making me relax a bit. 

"B-but what if I'm bad at it?" Gawd, I can't believe I just said that... So embarrassing! Ugh.

WHYYYY AM I ALWAYS LIKE THIS. 

"You wont." He gives me a loving smile, kissing my plump lips one more time before I lower myself in frond of his hard member. 

I grab his already throbbing with one hand, pumping it a few times. I take the tip into my cavern it softly. A moan escapes his mouth causing my confidence to pile up a bit.

OKAY KYUNGSOO YOU CAN DO THIS! JUST DO WHAT KAI ALWAYS DOES!

I take more of him into my mouth it's skin roughly using my tongue to taste . 

"Ahhh Kyung--" He moans loudly, rolling his hips.

I smirk, starting to bob my head in the rhythm of his beautiful hips. He clams his hands on the back of my head, pulling me closer until I'm ing , trying to control my gag reflex. his leaking member swells, letting me know he's close. 

"Annh.. I-I'm coming." He moans as he releases his seat into my mouth. Just as he normally does I try to swallow his . Not really expecting the big amount I start swallowing in the white substance. Leaving me in embarrassment.

He then quickly pulls back lowering himself to me. Just to check if I'm not about to die. Not like it's that serious..... Most of all it's SOOOOO EMBARRASSINGGGG.

He smirks at me proudly, watching me caching my breath. Smiling he pats my back. Yeah... Like that helps..."You did great." He smirks, causing me to blush. "You'll learn how to swallow it all after a while." He laughs. Our chests go up and down from exhaustion

When I finally can breath properly again he helps me up. Once we both are standing on our feet again he puts his strong arms around my waist again, kissing me roughly on the lips. I moan as a mess when our kisses become sloppy and my legs grow weak.

He's perfect. I mean... As a buddy of course. We are no real couple. Kai has always reminded me from the beginning we are not. But secretly I'd wish we were... WAIT!.. WHAT... BRAIN WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?! I can't get feeling. No way. I will get hurt due that kind of stupid feelings.. 

"K-Kai I--"Our eyes lock and my heart beat fastens. His eyes filled with lust. Is that the only thing? He just want to me...

Haha

Of course, I'm his '-buddy'... He doesn't love me. I may not get feelings. I feel my throat throb.

No, this is not okay. I don't want to go on like this. If we can't be more, it's better not to be this way. I don't want to get hurt. I-I like him. I love him. And it shouldn't be that way.

UGH BRAIN WHYYY

"Kyungsoo?" Kai asks shaking me out of my thoughts. I quickly put on my underwear and pants, until he suddenly grabs my wrist. "What are you doing?!" He yells. "This is over." I push my arm out of his grip. "Are you kidding?" He asks with widen eyes. I grab my other clothes from the ground and quickly run out of the restroom, getting stares from everywhere. Logical though...

Once out of the restaurant I jump into the closest taxi.

One time I look back. No Kai. Of course... What did I even expect. I drop my head onto the window as tears fill my swollen eyes.

Xiumin POV

"Hi guys!" Chen waves probably at his friends he prearranged with. He grabs my hand heading over to them.

His touch.

I look at his strong hand holding mine and I can feel my heart skips a beat.

Xiumin breathe. I remind myself.

I shouldn't like him. I want it to stop. I don't want to feel like my heart is going to burst out of my chest. I may not feel that way. I don't want to ruin whatever we have. I'm his friend, he's mine. We can't be more. He won't like 'more'.

If I open up everything will be destroyed... It's always like that.

People see me as the 'friend'. No boyfriend-material.

Why are you making it so hard not to like you, Chen?

"So this is your friend? He's cute indeed!" I shake out of my thoughts facing a tall male in frond of me. Chen told him I'm cute? Did he?

"Yep, this is Xiumin~ Xiumin this is my friend, Jongup."

"Hi." I say a bit uneasy while shaking the male's hand. His hand feels so soft. But not as soft as Chen's. That's impossible.

Chen chuckles. "It's nice to see you again guys!" He smiles facing his other friends.

A couple of minutes later me and Chen are seated with them. I feel kinda uncomfortable since no one is really talking to me. More like I'm just sitting here chewing some snacks quietly by myself. Not like a real dish. Aish... I should have eaten before we left...

I should have asked where we were going. Having dinner in a pub is not that common you know... Aish... Stupid me... Now I'm not just lonely but also hungry...

Chen is not even paying attention to me. He keeps on chatting with his friends. But of course I can understand... He must have missed them a lot. I'd wish me and my friends could meet up too. Not like I have that much friends though...

the biggest part of my 'friends' totally dumped me when I started to get feelings and told them. Ugh... Stupid feelings. 

Hearing that same thing again and again. 

'But your my best friend.'

I hate it.

"Hi Xiumin!" I look up facing Taeil, another friend of Chen. Thanks god at least someone is talking to me.

"Oh hi!" I smile back even though my mood isn't that happy.

"Want some soju?" He asks already filling my glass. I just nod in response, not like I really have a choice...

I look in Chen's direction facing him. He looks away awkwardly. If only I could be with him right now. If I could talk to him, wrapping my arm around his waist, dropping my head onto his strong shoulder. Just like that. It would be perfect. I'd be happy. Can't I feel that way? Can't we be like that?

I take another sip from my glass looking in frond. 

'That you have feelings for someone doesn't mean they are mutual.' Baekhyun had told me. Reminding me I'm just the friend. No boyfriend material.

Baekhyun is right. And it . It that it's true.

I drink the rest of my soju in one go.

"Want some more?" Taeil asks.

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"So I told that if you want me to bang you, you should get yourself a D." I laugh and Taeil claps his hands out of laughter.

"And what did she say?" He asks grabbing his glass.

"who?" I ask confused. Who the heck is he talking about?

He leans with his head onto the table. "That ."

What ?" I laugh grabbing for some soju until a soft hand resists me to.

"Xiumin, I think it's time for us to go home." His soft voice fills my ears. How much I love that y voice.

"What? It's time for us to get stoned?" 

"It's time for you to stop drinking." He exclaims severe, helping me up.

"I don't want to go!" I cry, tears filling my eyes.

"Aish..." He sighs.

"You need any help?" Another familiar voice asks. 

"Can you hold the door open for us?" The soft handed guy asks lifting me on his back. I try to resist until a familiar scent fills my nose.

His sweet shampoo.

His kind voice.

His soft hands.

Chen.

Once on his back I let my head drop onto his neck causing me to smile. His friend leads us outside, telling us to get home safe.

Chen POV

"Run! Horse run!" Xiumin cheers hyperactive. Oh God... I should have kept an eye on him... Does he always get drunk when he goes out? 

I walk to the closest bus shelter and put Xiumin onto the bench. Luckily no one is here, so he wont make a shame out of himself in public.

Poor Xiumin... Aigo... Dad's going to kill me when he gets to know...  

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"Chen chen. I lo-" the ringing of my cell phone cuts him off.

I quickly grab my phone noticing Jongup is calling me. "I'll be right back, okay." I promise Xiumin as I leave the room. 

Once I'm in the hallway I pick up my phone. "Hi Jong!" I say as I lean against the wall. 

"Hi Chen. I'm afraid I've got bad news..." He says serious.

"What's wrong?" I ask worried. When Jongup says bad news... It must be serious...

"Krystal... She's back." Hearing her name fall my jaw drops. Oh ... This can't be...

"She came to the pub after you guys left. She asked for you and--"

"What did you say?" I cut him of nervously. This is not good... Not at all.

"I told her I didn't know." His voice sounds blood serious.

"She wants you back, Chen..." Jongup continues.

"B-But--"

"You know when Krystal wants something... She'll eventually get it." He points out. Knowing he's damn right makes me even more afraid. I'm not the kind of guy to be afraid for girls, but that woman is just terrifying. She's the kind of person who 'eliminates' everyone who gets in her way.

"." I curse wiping my forehead in frustration. What should I do? I'm ed... Nothing about that woman is good. Everywhere she goes she causes misery. I can't even believe I've ever been together with that witch.

"I'm hanging up now, okay. And uhm Chen, be careful. Let us know when you need help."

"I will. Thanks Jong. Greetings to the guys."

"You're welcome. And I'll greet them for you. Bye." Jongup answers.

"Bye." I say and turn of my phone. When I put it back in my pocket I let out a deep sigh. I can't get it. Why now? Why now when I finally am starting to like someone.

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