Families. Some are big and some are small. Some are happy but not all.
My family is broken and it's all dads fault.
September 2nd, 2012
Dear Ilji,
My name is Kim Jun Min, though I don't like to use my dads surname. I prefer Do like my daddy but he tells me to be proud of dad's last name. I resemble my daddy a lot. I think that's one reason my dad doesn't like me. Once he stared at me in disguist "You look just like Kyungsoo,"he scoffed. My daddy tells me not to take his words to heart. I don't understand why he stays with my dad, he neglects him and I hate it. I hate seeing tears stain my daddy's cheeks because of that monster who doesn't care. I always ask why we can't leave but my daddy says I'm too young to understand.
One important thing about me is I don't talk. I need to talk more but I think talking is useless, I won't be acknowledged anyway. I'd rather keep everything to myself. No one will help me with what I go through.
My daddy gave me you to write in whenever I had a lot on my mind or when I needed someone to talk to. He even suggested me to give you a name, which I did. Your name is "일지 or Ilji".
A/N: If you've read 'Diaries Of A Broken Family' then you know this is the same thing. The only difference with the two is that I'm trying to make this one better. Also this one is going to be beta'd and all that good stuff for the sake of your enjoyment. If you have not read Diaries Of A Broken Family, please anticipate this fic.
Just a heads up this fiction has both emotional and physical abuse. I have trigger warnings in the beginning of each chapter to give a heads up. I want all you readers to know that I am not romanticizing abuse and I apologize if it seems that way. If you are ever in a situation where someone physically or emotionally abuses you leave that person immediately. Do not ever give that person a second chance. You seek help and you make sure that you get away from that person, do not look back and I will repeat it mutiple times. Do not give them a second chance.
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