He stared.

A second passed by.

Two

Three

This is really awkward.

For some reason, I've found myself trapped. Trapped in a corner with a roguishly good looking what seemingly to be an eighteen year old male in front of me with an amused glint in his pale, brown eyes. And I really, need to pee.

And then suddenly, I don’t know how I did it (willpower I suppose), I broke off from my blank state and blurted out a rushed, and bloodily stupid explanation for my major word vomit.

“Phlargh.”

…I’m just so coherent.

Really, I should win some kind of award for this .

I glanced up in search of his response.

He hates me.

Luhan’s shoulder shook as he struggled against perhaps-his-feeling-of-disgust-towards-me.

, he really hates me.

Then, he laughed.

You know, considering that I consistently put myself through this sort of thing, it should be harder to embarrass me.

But no.

My face just takes pleasure in reaching temperatures that can give sun a run for its money.

Such are the joys of being me.

I should win a metal or something; it’s not as easy as I make it look.

I have to say that I’m pretty lucky that Luhan has a good sense of humor. Or a weird one, I guess.  Whichever that is- I’m kind of, pretty lucky.

“I admire your eloquence, Spencer, I really do.” He grins.

Spencer. He called me Spencer.

I couldn’t even talk if I wanted to.

Sweet. Baby. Jesus. He. Called. Me. By. My. Freakin. Given. Name- as in real name. Spencer.

Cue spontaneous combustion.

Fireworks! Girly squealing! Stomach butterflies! Angels singing!

Oh, wait. Did he just tease me?

Okay, calm down girl. It’s a chance to show your girl side. Be sultry, suave or y. Be any one of those three and you would be fine.

This requires a witty remark on my behalf. C’mon Spencer, FINISH HIM!

“Your mum.”

…

Oh wow. That was a really cool retort, Spencer. So cool. Like, unbelievably cool.

Note the sarcasm.

He chuckled, eyes twinkling in complete amusement at the lack of intelligence in my remark.

 Wow. He kinda reminds me of Tommy when he laughs like that.

Wait a minute. How did he knows my name?

Tearing myself away from my thoughts, I brought my attention back to Luhan and eyed him suspiciously. At the current moment, I wasn’t sure if I admired him or was flat out appalled.

Then, a look into his eyes and everything stops.

Is it just me or did his eyes just turn black? Like, a completely different color?

I furrowed my eyebrow eyebrows in puzzlement.

“Who’s Tommy?”

Huh- did he just…

“You keep mentioning him.” He smiled and I know instantly that it was far from a good kind of smile.

Did I ever mention Tommy to Luhan before?

“Who’s Tommy?” He asked again, eyes boring into mine so deeply that it’s making me dizzy.

I have to go. No- I need to go, away from him.

Everything stops.

Huh- I couldn’t see anything-

My mind went blank as I started to feel that previous sensation all over again.

It’s that feeling again. Why- what’s happening?

“You are not going anywhere. Not now, not ever.”

Did Luhan just say what I think he just said?

Nah.