twenty five.

lather, rinse, repeat

“Welcome home, baby.”

I frowned, halting half way through the glass doors of Daehyun’s (second home) midnight workplace. He looked amused, the corners of his lips pulled to a pleased smirk. “Home?” Better yet, baby?

He laughed, without reason, eyes squinting to half crescents at my frown. Sometimes (most times), I just didn’t understand him at all. “Well, you’re only here every day,” only because of you, “it might as well as be your home.”

I contemplated this. It was true, I had come to the store more often than I’d intended at first. Had the shop owner actually gone through all the cctv recordings, he might have come to believe I was another worker he’d forgetfully hired. One that was stupid enough to not show up on pay days.

Maybe I was coming too often.

Sighing, I’d only just turned around when Daehyun was wailing again, sputtering out a sort of an apology to stop me. “Sheesh, I was kidding, don’t leave me alone!”

Skipping around the counter, he came to pull me away from the door, his arms woven tightly around my waist – an action I (oddly) didn’t find uncomfortable at all. I let him tug me to his liking, not making a struggle as he pushed me down in the seat he’d been occupying seconds earlier.

“So what’s that?” He gestured the textbook I’d brought along (now resting on my lap between my folded hands) with a nudge of his chin. “I mean, why’d you bring it, I know it’s a book,” he clarified just as I’d opened my mouth to speak.

Within the last week – the week I’d spent avoiding my phone, computer and the outdoors in general – I’d come to the conclusion that, despite the fact I’d spent the past two years (and then some) with Daehyun, I knew nothing about him. The only thing I had known, until now, had been that he was friends with him. They were friends, and that had been the only thing I’d cared about.

I suppose it was time to change that.

Glancing down at the hard cover book on my lap, I lifted it to place on the counter. “I’m going to teach you.”

I didn’t know much, but I did know that Daehyun was all but failing class. Had hour school system required that he actually pass class to graduate, he wouldn’t have had a chance at getting that diploma. (He couldn’t help it; after all, he spent the majority of waking hours at work.)

“Why?”

Why? That was a good question; why was I doing this?

I shrugged half-heartedly, opening the text to what we’d gone over in class today. I wanted him to pass class. I didn’t want people to just assume he was an idiot, when really, they knew absolutely nothing about him. “Let’s start here.”

His fussing didn’t stop, but obediently, Daehyun pulled up another plastic chair, pressing his cheek to the cool counter, while keeping his eyes on me. He was staring at me (making me feel self-conscious), eyes searching.

“Do you have a question?” I coughed awkwardly, shifting to look at anything but the dark orbs that raked me up and down, analyzing me.

“I do. Why’re you trying to help me?”

To be honest, I hadn’t thought that far into things when I’d decided to head over to Daehyun’s workplace again. I guess a part of me just wanted to see him again. Was that wrong?

“Because I like you.”

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soy_latte
#1
Chapter 52: I was so surprised when I reached the end! I was so eager to read the next chapter and bam. The end.
Wow but you actually took time to write about the whole back stories it's nice, thank you.
I enjoyed reading this story.
soy_latte
#2
Chapter 38: It's adorable, only one is missing from that cute friend-fam :)
AquaMarina
#3
Chapter 53: Wow this is a really fantastic story! The way it was written was so personal, touching and heartbreaking. I really felt Youngjae' anxiety and issues throughout the story. I like how you've left some parts of the plot ambiguous and up to our interpretation, I think it makes the story all the more interesting and definitely leads a food for thought
Thank you for writing such a beautiful fic!
yeolaf #4
Chapter 53: what....... this is so beautiful :(
why i just found this now :(
daehyun life really a mess more than youngjae life but theres he always beside youngjae really hope youngjae will ready for dae~
and poor baby jongup :( how can he be so angel

i really like your plot and how you conected the caracters ~
thanks for writing this one of best fanfic i ever read hehehe~
LoveBabyCass #5
Chapter 53: Nooh i need DaeJae and BangHim to happen! How could u do this to me?! Hmp! (I still like u a lot tho but i'm taking back what i initially thought of giving u chocolates! Haha!)
chonyallie
#6
((and sorry if i just read it like 2 years after this fic was completed! i'm glad i found this amazing fic, honestly.))
chonyallie
#7
THIS IS SO BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN MY HEART LITERALLY CANT TAKE IT.
i really want to hug the self-struggling youngjae and thank god daehyun's there to force him to eat--even though he'll throw it up later. i know jaebum is actually a good person but i cant help hating him when he shows up after a major interaction between daejae. HAHA
aND HIMCHAN. da best sidekick, literally. i want to have an older brother like himchan, but well, i have my own older brother irl.
jongup, poor jongup. it's not actually daehyun's fault as it's actually daehyun's fault. HAHA you get me? anyways, daehyun doesn't kill him and i hope he doesn't blame it on himself more about it.
but overall i really love how you write youngjae's feelings, how he feels so hideous and those angst-suicidal things youngjae's feeling, and then his development with daehyun's help, to become a less insecure youngjae even though he still is. i love your choice of words on those beauty, health, and pretty kind of stuffs and the one sided thing youngjae has with jaebum-- i really love this story in general.

*i just need another extra, seriously. i need to read them when youngjae is finally ready, and daehyun is there to hold him for real, and they'll be in each other's arms for forever. AAAH I NEED IT.

ps actually when i just reached 10+ chapters i was still thinking that i was reading about got7's youngjae. OMG. and then daehyun went out and i'll be like. what. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH. but daejae is one of my ultimate ships too, so--.
thanks for writing this whole beautiful and inspiring piece, and have a wonderful week! <3 sorry for the long comment.
DaeJaeLover
#8
Chapter 53: Although I didn't like how little of himself Youngjae was thinking and and what he made himself to go through, I still really liked how you wrote this fanfiction, the development of the story and its characters and bromance(s)!
And I know I'm very late. It's just... Although I had your story in my list for a really long time, I found time to read it only yesterday, but I got so into the story that I finished it in less than 2 days ^-^
P.S. I had to delete and repost my previous comment edited, because I saw the links the moment I opened the story in my computer. I don't know if you saw it or not before I deleted it, but I'm still sorry if I bothered you.
jiroyayoi
#9
Chapter 51: i love the bromance feel, no y , just mild kiss and the your choice of diction is beautiful.
This is so good after some hours reading much M rated daejae ;w;

and I never thought dae approached jae for himchan. they had little moment but im curious how it would turn out.
I'm gonna read your other works (:
mizotasu
#10
Chapter 53: I must be honest, I was a little surprised at the way you wrote this story. Your characters were written so well and every flaw or habbit which you wrote about without explanation of what secrets it kept made me think deeply of an answer. The story was so catchy and it got my attention so intense and deep, I just had to read it all in one go. (Although it's 2am now and I have to wake at 6:30) I could already tell from the start Jaebum was suddenly going to get interested with YJ just because of Daehyun. Since bap's lawsuit, it's been Daehyun all the while who surprised me the most of how strong he is and works towards his dream while (i don't want to sound insulting) Youngjae is probably searching for support and comfort with his mist trusting persons, who probably one of them is his brother. Thank you for this! This might sound weird but your story made me think a bit of how important it is to stay strong and believe in yourself. I'm actually a pretty smiley girl while going through ty stuff and health which is dropping to a zero, but still smiling as if being proud of a non existent thing. While a friend of mine is going through something I went through when I was young, and it's practically breaking him, I feel sorry for him, but I wish I could give him some of my strength of keeping up. Welp sorry for my long comment. Long story short; your story moved me, and there's no need to feel insecurities if you ever had some because your writing is really great ^-^