SHINee: Y Si Fuera Ella

*Flashback*

"Jonghyun!"

"Noona!"

"Guess what."

"What?"

"I'm going to Japan!"

"You what?"

"I can't wait! Omo It's gonna be amazing!"

"Congrats."

"Thanks!" She said hugging me. 

"Welcome." I said hugging her back. "Uh Noona."

"De?"

"I love you."

"I love you too."

"No Noona. I really love you." I felt her body grow stif.

"You what?"

"I love you." She pulled away from the hug.

"I'll see you later Jonghyun."

"Yah. Say something back."

"Jonghyun... I love you as a friend."

*End Of Flashback*

I sat at the bench next to the park and played with my thumbs.

"Hey Jonghyun." A familiar voice said. I looked up then looked away.

"What do you want?"

"I called you yesterday, but you didn't answer."

"I was busy. I have a life you know."

"Yeah. So how have you been."

"I'm fine! I don't need you!"

"Um... okay?"

"Leave me alone."

"Let me say something."

"What?"

"I'm sorry Jonghyun. I didn't-"

"Stop. Just stop."

"But Jonghyun-"

"I don't want to hear sorry! Why do you think I was ignoring your calls and texts?! Can you please say sorry far from now? Until the end of the end. So the even in this painful period of time we can create happy memories that bring smiles to our faces when we recall. You told me that it's forever because you love me with a good heart of a friend."

"Jonghyun I do. I love you as a friend and I always will."

"Never say such a thing like that again."

"Why Jonghyun? It's the truth."

"To you it may be light, but for me it's heavy. My feelings must have given you a hard time. I'll back off a little bit until you're comfortable. I'll stand far away. I'm begging you. Don't go until you give me a chance."

"Jonghyun, I'm sorry. But I'm leaving."

"Noona, how could you be leaving? With your smiling eyes, cruelly saying goodbye.It's stopping my breathing and killing me. The happiness that came from the melody is still so bright. Please don't abandon me."

"Jonghyun, Don't make this harder than it already is."

"I don't want to live. What should I do? Without you what should I do with myself? Living like this is criving me insane with all the sadness. How can you say goodbye so easily?"

"Because I know I'll see you again."

"I should have lived without knowing you!" I Ssid getting up.

"Jonghyun!"

"Leave me alone."

"Please Jonghyun. Don't be this way."

"If I can't be with you... I'd rather not know you."

"Jonghyun-"

"I'm leaving."

"Jonghyun I don't want to lose you. You're an amazing friend."

"Then don't go Noona. If you don't go, I'll stop bothering you with my feelings. Please don't go."

"I'm sorry." I took a beep breath and said the last words I would ever say to her.

"Bye Noona."