another ordinary day... :/

It's usually like this... me entering the school and then start of classes and most of the times, I peek at Youngmin's cute face and then gets poked by my bestfriend making me focus more on studies... xD

and me passing by him trying to get his attention but I ALWAYS fail.

just when I thought that he's looking at my way, I realized that he's actually looking through me... :/

he's actually looking at his friends which are behind me... IT .

*sighs* when will something interesting will happen in my life?

when will Youngmin finally notice my presence?

Why does he keep avoiding me? WHY? I believe I'm not the ugliest girl alive so tell me, WHY DOES YOUNGMIN KEEP AVOIDING ME? T^T

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Lunch time~

I was looking for my bestfriend to go to the cafeteria with her.

I checked the comfort room but no signs of her so I went back to our classroom but didn't saw her there instead, I saw Youngmin sleeping peacefully <3

awww~ I wish I brought my camera with me...I wanna take a picture of him sleeping like an angel and make it my wallpaper~<3

"Youngmin-ah, why are you doing this to me? why can't I just hate you?" I mumbled as I looked at his angelic sleeping face closer that I didn't realized that our faces were just 4 inches away.

"tsk, feels like I'm stupid talking to a sleeping Youngmin" I pouted.

I looked at him more and wondered to myself... 'how would it feel if I secretly....kiss his cheeks?'

a smile was painted on my face as I looked at him shyly.

just when I was about to stick my lips on his cheeks, The door suddenly opened!

I got surprised and turned my head to see who it was and there I saw his expressionless but nice twin.

Then I noticed his eyes grew...

"n-no...it's not what you're thinking...I didn't do anything wrong to him....I-I-I j-just...l-looked you know!" I stuttered nervously as I looked at his wondering expression.

I was totally confused on what explanation I should tell him.

yyeah, I'm BAD at lying :/

"I-I-I have to go eat my lunch...see you" I said as I came towards the door (which is where he's actually)

just when I got closer to him, I slipped on a slippery plastic @_@

I thought I would lose my face thinking that it would hit the ground first X_X

just right before that happened, I was surprised that a body came to me and caught my falling body just right on time.

And there, I saw Youngmin's twin face to face. His arms wrapped around me. O_O

it feels...I dunno... would it feel like this if Youngmin's the one who did it? He looks exactly like him anyway...  I feel thankful and a bit shy though... then I felt my cheeks getting hot.

we stayed like that for a few more seconds just staring at each other's eyes....

pretty awkward...

but what if he's Youngmin?

what would I do if it's Youngmin?

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"get a room *chuckle*" I felt a tap on my back and saw an arm tapped Kwangmin's shoulder. O.O

that just when we broke "the position" then I saw YOUNGMIN standing before us.

"please next time do it on a private place Kwang-Kwang *chuckles*" Youngmin teased his twin and went out of the room.

O.O

NO.

YOUNGMIN, IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK.... X_X

YOU'RE MY ONLY ONE. T^T