Chapter III - New Feelings
EMOTIONS
Some days later
<< Hoya stay away from me! The accident was your fault... >>
<< Dongwoo, I'm sorry.... I... I couldn't know what would have happened... >> Hoya said and the feeling of guilt was taking over him.
<< Being sorry won't change what happened... >> Dongwoo said, Hoya has never seen his friend like this << Don't worry, I won't hate you. I can't hate you, I care to much about you. >> He said comming closer to Hoya, now looking him into his eyes << I think it would be better if we stay apart for some time... >> Hoya's heart was aching. << I have to go, please don't try to stop me, It'll be harder for me to leave >>
<< Dongwoo listen I ca.. >>
<< shhh .... >> Dongwoo said taking Hoya's hands and looking into Hoya's lips << I'll miss you >> He said then a tear came down. He gave him a quick kiss on the cheek. Then stepped backwards. With tears on his eyes and the sweetest smile on his lips, he starts to disappear.
<< Dongwoo... No please don't! >> Hoya said and stepped to hug Dongwoo. But it was strange, he didn't even touch him. His hand would pass trought him as if he was a ghost. << no... don't ... don't go! I need you! I L.... I .... you... >> he wanted to say something but he didn't know what the word was.
<< D... D-Dongwoo ... >> His voice was quavering << ... d.. don't... >> He said << don't leave me >> he looked up but his friend wasn't there anymore.
<< Dongwoo noooooo! >> He shouted
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Myungsoo
<< mmmm no... don't .... >> Hoya was sleep-talking
<< Seems like he is having a nightmare >> Sungyeol said << should I wake up him? >>
<< What is happening to him? >> Myungsoo asked
<< A nightmare, never heard about it ? >>
Myungsoo didn't say nothing
<< ... really? You never had a nightmare? You have never felt scared? >>
<< ... Scared? >>
<< wooo jinjja, this feels crazy >> Sungyeol said moving his arms around << Have you felt scared or sad... I don't know... If someone dies, wont you be scared of loosing someone else or maybe sad? >>
<< Well, I can't see why should I feel something since everyone dies. I'll die too one day so I don't know what to say... It's the life. everything can happen. >>
<< wah... you. >> Sungyeol looks at him incredule << well, won't you be scared at the idea that you'll die without your dreams being reality. >>
<< Dreams? >>
<< My friend I have a lot of things to teach to you, I'll give you a dream to hope for! >> he said << then I hope to teach you how to love the life... and not only >>
<< Love? >>
<< Oh you'll see yourself! >> He said biting his lips and looking Myungsoo with a intense glance.
That made Myungsoo feel strange. Now he was eyeing how Sungyeol was biting his lips and he felt something in his throat and gulped
<< Oh honey, I think that you are already feeling it >> Sungyeol said going closer to Myungsoo making him freeze.
<< NOOOOOOOOOO >> Hoya screamed making the boys apart
<< YAH Lee Sungjong! Come here! >> Sungyeol screamed << Hoya isn't feeling good! >>
<< Neee! >> Sungjong answered, he was with his boyfriend Jeahyo when entered the room.
At the same time Sungyeol took Myungsoo's hand and brought him out. Myungsoo was feeling like screaming!
He lied to Sungyeol when he said he didn't know what being scared was like.
" what is happening to me?" He was scared of all this feeling so he decided to keep them inside without showing them to nobody.
He has never felt emotions, he was always calm - too calm! Hoya would say - and a big feeling of emptyness was in his heart.
But he liked music, it could hide that unpleasant sensation. But now is was the opposite, he felt every single emotion. He was worried about Hoya and his other friends. He also was happy that he could made it from the smash. And he feels butterflies in his stomach when he is with Sungyeol.
All of this scares him. So for now or forever he wants to take those feelings inside.
But the boy can't know what Sungyeol would make him do.
Now they were on the other side of the house. Sungyeol was ready to show how awesome the world was to his new friend.
<< Well for now let's seat here! we have to talk first. >> Sungyeol said << I want to know you better! >>
<< Alright, what do you want to know? >> Myungsoo said while taking a seat a little distant from Sungyeol, who noticed it but thought it was something that everyone in the future does.
<< Well first: what do you like the most? >>
<< Sweets, music and math >>
<< Nice! ...mmm you know you look alike L from Death Note! >> Sungyeol said full with enthusiasm, he loves L so having Myungoo here in front of him made him feel like a child when opens a christmass present.
<< Like who? >>
<< L L L oh my god you are totaly like him! From now on for me you are L! >> Sungyeol said << come one L, I have all Death Note's DVDs and Mangas! You'll love his! It will be you obsession! So for tonight we'll do a Death Note marathon, I'll buy some sweets for you and we'll watch them all! >> Sungyeol was almost screaming now.
<< But don't you have school tomorrow? >>
<< ye, but who cares! >> he said << come on L, lets have fun tonight! And during the weekend I'll show you some music you might like! >>
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Hoya
<< NOOOOOOOOOOOO >> he yelled waking up from the bed
<< YAH Lee Sungjong! Come here! >> Sungyeol screamed << Hoya isn't feeling good! >>
<< Neee! >> Sungjong came in and saw how hoya was
<< Sungyeol hyung? what happened? >>
<< He had a nightmare! >>
<< Oi, Hoya calm down, everything is ok! shhhh calm down now.. >> Sungyeol said << Jaehyo bring some water! >>
<< Ok sweety >> Jaehyo went out of the room
Sungjong was there helping Hoya to sit down, he was shivering and crying. He looked terrified.
<< Ne... Hoya hyung, what happened? >>
<< He disappeared! He ... he ... I don't know... I lose him >> Hoya said and started crying again
<< Don't worry! Come on! >> Sungjong said and the Jaehyo came in with the water. << Here drink some, it will calm you down a little >>
Hoya drank but nothing changed << It's all my fault... he went... because of me... >>
<< Don't worry man, it was just a dream, nothing real >> Jaehyo said
<< w- what do you mean? >> Hoya said looking at Jaehyo
Sungjong realized the situation and said << Oh, well Jaehyo this is my cousin Hoya. ehm he is a little bit strange but I hope you won't mind. >>
<< Don't worry honey >> Jaehyo said << I'm just sorry that I have to go now Zico is waiting for me, he said he has something to show me. >> He kissed Sunjong on his lips and then said goodbye to Hoya too. Hoya was shocked for what he saw.
<< Well... Now that we are alone let me explain everything to you! >> Sungjong said << Some minutes ago you were just dreaming, and if I'm not wrong you were dreaming about that friend of yours. >>
<< It was him, but what did your ... ehm ..friend mean when he says that it wasn't real? >>
<< Hahaha Hoya you are really funny, he is not just a friend... He is my boyfriend and I care for him the same way you do for Dongwoo >>
<< But Dongwoo is just a friend to me >>
<< Hoya, listen, you love him! >>
<< Love? >> Hoya answered << What is it? >>
<< Well, love isn't something easy to explain but I'll try to. >> Sungjong said << Love is when you see that person smiles and you smile too >>
And yes Hoya felt like this for Dongwoo
<< Love is when this person isn't with you and you miss him, even if you don't see him for just some minutes >>
Hoya was feeling like this right now
<< Love is when your heart ache because of jealousy, Love is when you are the happiest person in the world the moment you are with the one you love >>
Hoya liked the time he passed with Dongwoo
<< Love is when you care more about this person than your life, Love is when every single moment you think about him, Love is when you cry for him, when you'd feel like dieing if he was there anymore... Love is Love >>
<< How to you feel when you love someone? Is love pain or happiness? >> Hoya asked
<< You feel alive >> Sungjong said << Love is both pain and happiness... lets say that when you are with that person, you are so that you feel pain or you're not with him so you feel pain but also happiness at the idea of him loving you. >>
<< How can I know if he loves me too? >>
<< Easy, you ask him. >>
<< But what would happen if he doesn't love me too? >>
<< You make him to love you! >> Sungjong answered << So... Hoya, do you love him? >>
<< This is new to me.. I still don't know... but with what you said it seems like ... I do... >> Hoya said << Sungjong, help me to find him! I need to tell him and ask him what he thinks about me! >> " The only thing I know is that I miss him " he thought and felt his chest aching.
<< Okay! This is our Love mission! >> Sungjong said << Let's find him! >>
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<< Ya Lee Sungjong! >> Sungjeol yelled << Me and L are going to buy some snaks! >>
<< L? Hyung.. have you gone crazy? >>
<< Ya ! Sungjong! >> Sungyeol said and pointed to Myungsoo << From now on call him L! oK? >>
With that he took L and went to buy something. << This is the right time to show you around too! >>
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At the Shop -Sunggyu
He was there to buy something for dinner and the he was his friend with a guy
<< Sungyeol! >> Sunggyu said << what are you doing here? >>
<< Oh hyung >> Sungyeol said when he saw Sunggyu, how was he going to explain this, how was he going to tell who Myungsoo was
<< Ya! Why are you so cold? >> Sunggyu asked << and who is this guy? >>
<< ehm he... he is >>
Seeing Sungyeol in difficulty Myungsoo came out and said
<< Hem, Nice to meet you, I'm Sungyeol's cousin from Japan I came to visit him, so me and my brother will be staying to his home for some time! You can call me L >> He said and gave the tipical smile that in his world people would show when meeting some one new.
<< Oh nice to meet you! I'm Sunggyu, Yeol childwood friend >> Sunggyu said << Em listen Yeol, my cousins are here to so I wont be around this days, actually one of them is here at the shop... He went to the bathroom so I'm waiting for him to come out >>
Sungyeol was really surprised by how L could manage the situation but he didn't want anyone else to see L and he was feeling a little jealous of how L was
smiling at Sunggyu " Don't even try to take him, He is MINE" Sungyeol thought and said << Oh well let's go! We have to buy a lot of thing, see you at school
Gyu hyung! >> with that he went away.
<< ah ne, see you! >> He waved to the guys
<< Ohhh Honey! Did you miss me? >> Woohyun said coming out from the shop just in time and didn't see Myungsoo
It took one day to Woohyun to change completly, Sunggyu has been showing him around a lot and the more Woohyun saw the more he changed.
<< Ah Jinjja!! who are? where is the guy I met days ago?? >> Sunggyu said while laughing
<< Ah wae? Don't you like me anymore?? >> Woohyun asked making a sad face
<< A.. Ani >> Sunggyu said. He liked Woohyun, he felt like a new friendship was born. At the same time Woohyun was feeling something for Sunggyu but he didn't know all the feelings yet, so he just ignored what he was feeling.
<< Ahhh my Honey >> Woohyun said and started to throw hearts to Sunggyu making strange noises << Hyuuu Fhyyyuuu >>
<< Woohyun-ah where did you learned that? >>
<< oh, I saw this on the TV! A lot of people like it here. Look! >> He said and started to throw hearts to some ladies on the road that started to smile and blush when the saw that a handsome guy was doing this to them. << See? >>
Sunggyu felt a little strange " I thought you were doing this only for me..." he thought and said << Ya! Stop it or I'll kick your ! >>
<< Oh my honey desn't like... >> Woohyun said
<< Ah wae! Why are you being like this? And why are you calling me "Honey" ? >> Sunggyu said irritated
<< I read on a book, before comming here, that people in 2009 calls " Honey " to the person they care about! >> Woohyun said making Sunggyu blush but he hide it looking away. " Don't say things like that you pabo! " Sunggyu thought while smiling.
<< I also read that they can call people "Babe" or "Baby" to instead of "Honey", sooo baby how do you want me to call you? >>
<< You really learn fast, huh? >>
<< Of course babe! I wont to know every single this about this world! I like it and I dont think on going back so... Baby I'll always be here! >> he said smiling at Sunggyu
<< You can't be serious! Woohyun-ah! You should call like this to your girlfriend! >> Sunggyu said
<< ... really? Then I should start to get one >> He said << Look that girl over there she look like you! I like her. I'm going to talk to her! Go home without me I'll come later on! >> He said and went away
<< N - ne... >> " why are you going to her? If she looks like me why don't you choose me instead? " he thought and when he realized what he was thinking he started to walk faster and thinking that he needs to cool his head. " Maybe I should go out with someone too " he thought.
In a few of minutes he was home.
<< Ukwon-ah! I'm home! >>
Nobody answered then he found a piece of paper on the table
Gyu hyung,
I had to go to the studio to practice the new dance with BBomb
I didn't want to leave Dongwoo at home alone so I took him with me!
I'll be home late!
Saranghae ♥
UKwon
" So I'm home alone? Then maybe I should practice with my guitar too " He thought and went to take the guitar out .
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Dongwoo
At the same time at the studio Dongwoo had changed a lot.
He has become more opened and his laugh has became really loud!
<< Kyakakakakaka >> Dongwoo was laughing while seeing Ukwon's friend that was trying to dance
<< Kyung you really don't know how to dance! >> Ukwon said
<< But he looks cute! kyakakakaka >> Dongwoo said
<< Well, until BBomb wont be here you have to se me dancing dear Ukwon's cousin! >> Kyung said laughing himself and keep moving around.
This days Dongwoo has always been thinking about his friend, Hoya. All the emotions in this world didn't effect Dongwoo too much because he had some feelings already when he was in his world. He knowed perfectly what he was feeling for Hoya since they met. He never said nothing because he also knowed that his friend couldn't have such a feel for him. So he held every single emotion inside of him and now, finally, he is letting them out.
But now, as for the others, there is something new in him. The passion for Hoya is burning inside his veins. He is scared that if he tells hoya he might rejenct him. And he dreams of Hoya making out together and Dongwoo thinks that this might disgust his friend.
<< KittyKwon, I here, sorry for being late! >> BBomb said and kissed Ukwon
<< Ani, now finally Kyung will stop moving around like this! >>
<< Ok now lets dance >>
They start to dance and to do their coreography, then Dongwoo stands up and says << If you don't mind, can I help you? >>
<< What? Can you dance? >>
<< Well I danced with my friend a lot back then... >> Dongwoo was saying but then Ukwon adds making him stop
<< Listen, I think I got a great idea >> Ukwon says << why dont you dance with us? At the school's show I mean! >>
<< School's show? >>
<< ye, well, each year for christmas our school organize a show where the stundents and others do a performance, we'll dance, Sunggyu hyung will also sing, and our childwood friend Sungyeol will play drums! >> U kwon said << Why dont you do it with us??? >>
<< I... I've never danced with someone else except Hoya, but I think it is a good idea >>
With that they started to dance and to make a good coreography
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Back home - Woohyun
He was coming in after he passed some time with the girl he met earlier, she looked good but he didn't like her company.
While he was talking with her he wanted to be with Sunggyu so he left the girl there saying that he had something important to do and went back home.
When he went in he hear a melody comming from Sunggyu's home. He heard a voice, there was someone singing and playing the guitar there.
Woohyun was going where the melody was comming, he opened the door and saw Sunggyu singing [ He is singing " Save me" - Thirty Seconds to Mars check it out so you con understand how Woohyun might feel hearing it. :) ]
His voice, the song, everything makes Woohyun shiver. A lot of emotions was melting inside him, Love, Passion, Sadness, Fear and Pace.
" It's him " Woohyung thought " I don't need anyone else if I can be with him "
<< Save me .. Save me... save... ooh Lord... Save me... save me ... Again >>
<< Want me to save you honey? >> Woohyun said making Sunggyu jump of surprise
<< Ya! What are you doing here? Weren't you with your girlfriend? >>
<< Ne, but he isn't my type. She might look alike you but she isn't you... can't be with her >> Woohyun said going closer to Sunggyu. << You know... I can sing too >>
<< Really ? >> Sunggyu's heart was beating really fast after hearing what Woohyun said
<< Yep >> He said and started singing the same song he heard from Sunggyu, making him shiver.
<< Y-You are good at it >> Sunggyu said, he never heard such a voice, he liked it " Good... Why do you make me like you more and more Woohyun-ah? " << Listen, there is a show at Ukwon school... I'll be performing there... would you like to sing with me? >>
<< Yes >> Woohyun replies immediatly with a great smile on his face
<< Nice >> Sunggyu said, smiling back to him
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" Have you had your first kiss
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lucky who can kiss them
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