Chapter 7
I Still Love You No Matter WhatWe have walked for 2 hours and he still asked for more. He was really a hyperactive boy. Maybe I liked him quite than annoying like this.
“Hey, Jongin!” he called me for the nth times.
“What?!” I glared at him.
“Ummm, just wondering if there is any cheap apartments around here. I like your neighborhood better than my cousin’s.” I looked at him suspiciously. Was he going to stalk me or something?
“Hey! Don’t think that I will stalk you! I just want to move out from my cousin’s house. I don’t want to bother him anymore. Help me, please?” He pleaded me. Then I thought something.
“You know what Kyungsoo? How about you live with me? I’m kinda lonely here.” He looked really shock. He just didn’t believe what I’ve just said to him.
“Re…really, Jongin? You will let me sleep with you.” I widened my eyes. Did I just hear him right?
“Wh…what!? I say I will let you live with me, not sleep with me! Or maybe this is just a bad idea.” At last sentence I just whispered it, hoping he didn't hear it. But I guess he heard it.
“No, Jongin~! It just a great idea! I’d love to live with you.” He hugged me tightly.
“Just…just let me go!” I yelled at him, made him pouted.
“I’ll make you live with me, but…you must promise me not to cut your wrist anymore? How about that? You don’t really need pay anything to me, just don’t cut your wrist, okay?” his eyes glued on me. I could see the sadness in those eyes. And he started crying.
“Don’t… just don't make me remember it please.” I really pitied him. I maybe didn’t know what happened to him, but something made me want to help him, want to take care of him in my arms. I felt guilty reminding him the cutting scene but I just couldn’t see him like that. It somehow hurt me.
“I’m sorry, why don’t we just get to my apartment and take a rest. You must be really tired.” He nodded slowly. I pulled him closer and held him in my arms while he just snuggled closer.
It didn’t take a long time until we reached my apartment. I let him sat on my couch while I took a glass of water and gave it to Kyungsoo. He just stared at it, didn’t do anything.
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