Lay hyung made me nervous. What would happen to Kyungsoo? Was he could be cured? I hoped he would be fine. I couldn’t imagine his entire life like this. Lay hyung was right he was still too young to suffer like this! What really happened to his childhood that make him like this? He was 17 years old but he was diagnosed with BDP illness. It made me sad, really sad. What kind of person who could hurt an angel heart like Kyungsoo?

“Hyung, ‘about that’ what?” I wasn’t patient at all. I hoped everything would be alright. I could hear Lay hyung sighed.

“About that, I could only try to talk with him for some times. You can bring him to me, but Jongin… I can’t promise anything to you. BPD is not a mental illness that will be fully cured. He will show some symptoms again. It can’t be help with medication too. Some research had been done and they said the patient could never be normal, I mean only temporarily normal. I only can help you with that, Jongin. And any medication will worsen his condition.” I dropped my jaw.

“You really can do nothing to help him back to normal?” I reassured him.

“No, Jongin. I can do nothing. You really have to know that he is really sensitive. You must not make him sad because it will be dangerous for him. You know what I mean right?” I nodded.

“When are you going to meet him, hyung? I will tell him. I will tell him that you are my friend.”

“How about when I am at work? I don’t really have a flexible schedule. And this is my advice to you. Never get him upset and don’t look sad too. He only believe you, right?” I wonder, ‘Is he?’

“I don’t know, hyung. But I don’t think meeting you at Joonmyeon hyung’s hostipal will be a great idea. I don’t want him to think that he is sick, hyung. How about meeting outside the hospital? At this café, maybe? And yeah I will remember you advice. Thank you.” I bowed deeply to him.

“No need to thank me. You are my family too, Jongin! And about the meeting, I have another patient too. I can’t abandon them only for your friend. You must understand. I will try to reschedule everything if I can. Is it okay with you?” I nodded eagerly.

“Thank you so much, hyung!” I hugged him. ‘I will do anything to help Kyungsoo recover from this illness.’

“I must get back now before I late for my next patient.” I bowed to him again while he just walked away. After I could not see his figure anymore, I stood straightly and