;Daehyun’s  POV         The sun rose up high as I watched her busily building a sandcastle with her girl members. She was clearly having fun building sandcastle like nothing seemed bothering her at this moment. It was unfair. Why am I the only who were bothered by the kiss we shared last night? Why am I the only who can't stop thinking about it? Why can't just I forget it and have fun just like what she was doing right now?   She was avoiding me, I can feel it. Whenever I'm around, she would just scramble her way out of the place. She wouldn't even glance up and look at me. It was like I'm just some kind of a ghost. The more she was avoiding me, the more I wanted to grab her and ask her until she will talk to me.   But how can I do that when she's always surrounded by her groupmates? I can't just grab her and pull her away. I can't do that in front of everyone else. If I would do that, maybe she wouldn't talk to me ever again.   I sighed. The feeling of being ignored washed over me. Her cute laugh echoed in my ears when she destroyed Mari's creation. I wonder if she'd ever feel that someone was watching her. I wonder if she'd ever feel that I am watching her.   Or maybe she did feel but she's just restraining too hard not to look.   I want her to cast a glance at me, even just for a second....just like what she used to do. I always caught her looking at me and her cheeks turned red whenever I'd caught her, somehow I kind of miss her being like that.   Hell, it all changed when I kissed her.   I exhaled a deep breath as I stood up from sitting on the sunbathing chair and walked towards the boardwalk. Many tourists were going in and out of the boardwalk too. Some were lonely individuals just like me who doesn't know what to do at this point of the day. I spotted Youngjae and Himchan hyung talking so I walked toward them.   Me and Himchan hyung weren't not okay yet but there was Youngjae and I just couldn't ignore him because of that. "Hey," I chirped and both of them looked at me. My eyes only stopped at Youngjae though. "I thought you guys want to have some snorkeling?"   "We're waiting for manager hyung." Youngjae answered back. "He made us swore we wouldn't go without him."   "Where is he anyway?"   "He's busy bombing the rest room." Youngjae was beaming when he said that. I laughed at that, and both of them laughed with me. "Don't tell him I told you that." Youngjae muttered afterwards.   "You should'nt have said that in the first place." I told him, smirking. I noticed ever since I arrived, Himchan hyung was silent. It was suddenly awkward that the three of us didn't say anything.  Aside from the birds' chirp and the tourists' chat as they passed here and there, the ocean waves were the only sounds we could hear as we were all silent.   I placed my arms on the railings as I looked at Nara again. Because the boardwalk was bit far from where they were, I couldn't exactly see the look on her face as she sat  there on the sand. She was looking far at the ocean and I wonder what she was thinking.   Was she thinking about me and the kiss we shared last night?   My train of thoughts was interrupted when Youngjae drummed his fingers on the railings. "I think I should go back to the room. I forgot I should call mom today." He said to no one in particular. "See you guys in a minute." And off he went.   I was left alone with Himchan hyung and I don't know what to say nor act. Should I just get back too?   But part of me was saying I should stay. It was like my feet was stuck from where I was standing. I inhaled a deep breath. I was sure Youngjae purposely left us so hyung and I could talk. But was it the perfect time to clear everything?   I checked myself. Yes, I was still a little bit upset and mad about the whole thing...about what he and Hara did behind my back. But then Hara lost her baby, Hara and hyung lost their baby in just a blink of an eye. Was it even now?   The pain I felt during those moments, Hara and Himchan hyung had felt it too. Or maybe even double for Hara   I sighed silently. I guess it's time to forgive...but hardly forget on everything and build back the trust as of yet.   "Daehyun-ah."   "Hyung." We both said the same time while we were both looking at each other's eyes. What I saw in those were pain and guilt.   "You first." He told me as we faced each oth