*Continuation of Flashback*

Chunji's POV

I just stood there, watching as the two got in the elevator, not breaking away from the kiss.

The elevator doors closed and they both disappeared from my sight.

Byunghun disappeared from my sight.

It felt as if the whole world became dark again and everything disappeared as the doors of those elevators closed.

(after a few minutes)

I could hear people hovering over me, I slowly opened my eyes letting light clear my clouded vision.

"Are you okay Sir?" I heard the girl ,kneeling beside me, asked

" Huh?" I uttered in reply, I was confused by the situation

"I said are you okay?" 

"I think so"  I answered, unsure of my status, while sitting up,  the guy in a jet blue jacket helped me, he was very gentle  and careful, I felt as if he thought "one wrong move he might break and it will be your end" about me.

"What  happened?" I asked, I realized I was on a couch in the lobby,  surrounded by the 2 girls, the hotel clerk and what seemed like the manager, and 3 men, 2 were bellhops and the other seemed like a guest

"You were standing over there for a long time then you suddenly passed out" she said with concern while pointing to the spot she mentioned

My eyes sought the place she pointed, my heart  was suddenly filled with a searing pain, I remembered what had happened.

I stood up abruptly startling the people around me, I faced them and bowed "Thank you for all your help and I'm sorry for the trouble I've caused" I had  to leave, but deep in my heart  I knew I just  wanted to escape.

"That's alright! Are you feeling better now? If not why don't you stay here"  said the guy who helped me

"Thank you for the offer but I have to go... drop by somewhere" I lied

"and besides I'm feeling much better thanks to you guys"  but my heart was still aching

"Okay, if you need anything you can come to me for help" he offered and I can feel deep sincerity

"Thank you! I'll take note of that" I accepted, seeing that it would be awful to reject his offer in front of his staff, but I don't think he can help me right now.

I didn't notice the two of us were alone now, it seems like he sent the others back to their stations. I was a bit puzzled though, on how he did that I mean 

"I'm Bang Minsoo, son of the owner of this hotel, but you can call me C.A.P."he introduced himself as he shook my hand

" Lee Chanhee, you can call me Chunji... look I really have to go now" I told him, I really wanna get out of this place , away from the one I love.

"Then I'll you out" he grabbed my suitcase before I could protest and so I just agreed

When we arrived at the front of the hotel he gave me my bag then reached into for his wallet

"Here, call me if you need me" I took the piece of paper he handed out

It was his calling card. Why did he gave me, a total stranger, his calling card and on top of that he kept offering his help. He really must be a nice person. The warmth of Minsoo's sincerity was touching but the ache of my heart was far too great to be quell the pain.

"Thank you, Bye now" I was about to cry so I hastily left Minsoo.

I was now wandering the sidewalk carrying my suitcase. It was cold like how I felt.

I walked thoughtlessly for hours and broke down on a park bench.

I never knew why I love Byunghun so much. Its not like the first time he ever cheated on me.

Yet why did it hurt so much.

The time I knew he cheated on me was when I saw him talking to her when suddenly he kissed her against the wall, they ended up doing it right it front of me, I ran away to my bestfriend Niel but I never told anyone about Byunghun's deeds, I don't want him to suffer any kind of pain, despite the fact he did hurt me.

He did it with a lot of girls, he thought I never knew even though it was obvious.

I didn't care how much I was hurting inside.

As long as he is happy, I'm happy

As long as I can hear those sweet lies "I love you Chanhee" that alone makes me happy.

As long as he stays, I won't ask for more.

As long as he needs me, I'll be here

I'm happy just by loving him.....Alone.

I won't cry so he won't worry.

I will be strong for him.

But in the end Byunghun kept all of those a secret.... 

he never lied about it before... 

not until now. 

I promised myself I will support him forever, be his strength, protect him, make him happy and

love him.

Yet why did I break down like this, I felt weak

cold and alone.

*End of Flashback*

A/N: okay sorry for such crappy chapter i can't somehow find the feelings fro this chapter I finished this immediately after the last chapter but I can't put my finger on what was missing anyway Teen Top's No. 1 concert in Seoul was epic TT_TT wish I was there to watch it though and OH MY G!

Teen Top's version of Sistar19 Gone Not around any longer! EPIC! Though NielJoe was kind of the main couple L.Joe why do you keep on hurting Chunji T_T my ChunJoe heart is litterally crying

Good thing ChangRick was there to comfort me but still my ChunJoe feels are unsatisfied the link of the video is below if you haven't watched it yet anyway I hope you enjoyed reading this chapter :))))) Comment if you can I love reading any kind of comments and if ever subscribe if you like hhihhi!!! (btw the video will be blurry at first but it will clear up a bit later, thank you and credits to the owner of this fancam video)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=LzLtsTOdYwQ