Taeyeon's POV

"Sunny."

"Hmm?"

"Do you think it's possible if... we join beds tonight?"

"Uhh... why?"

"There's been a nightmare bothering me... I thought if maybe someone held me... my nightmares might go away?"

"Oh... uhh. I guess it's alright."

"Thanks, Sunny. You're the best!" I hugged her.

Was I really having a nightmare? Yes.

Did I really think if someone held me, it will go away? No.

That nightmare had been hunting me my life.

I just wanted Sunny near me.

Like how I wanted Fany near me when we were dating.

So of course, at night we joined beds and she held my hand.

But it actually worked.

I didn't have a nightmare.

I had a pretty sweet dream.

The world was made of ice-cream and jelly. 

The coca cola ones.

When I woke up, she was still holding me.

I smiled just looking at her.

The sound she made... that alien sound, sounded pretty cute.

"Soonkyu yah, wake up." I woke her up.

"Hmm, Taengoo?" she yawned.

"It's time to wake up, Aegyo Queen."

"Huh? Oh... 4 more minutes. Please?" she pouted.

"I... fine. Just 4 more minutes. That's all."

God, what's happening to me?

I used to hate her aegyo.

Now I love it.

4 minutes later, I woke her up.

"Soonkyu. Time's up. Wake up... NOW."

"Geez. What's the prob. Why do we have to wake up so early?"

"To meet your uncle. We're SNSD now. Your uncle wants to tell us more about our schedules and stuff."

"Huh? What? WAIT. We're SNSD? As in we debuted last night? As in you told me you liked me last night?" she blurted out.

"I uhh... yeah." I nodded.

"Like really really really?"

"Yeah... so wake up..."

She stood up and stretched.

"Thanks for holding me last night, Sunny ah."

"No problem, kim danshin."

"Ohh... uhh... yeah. Let's go out..."

When we went out, Sooyoung, Tiffany, Seohyun and Yoona were talking to each other.

We sat down.

"Sooo... how's everyone doing? Had good sleep last night?"

There were nods from 3 of them.

The one... had no reaction.

Tiffany's POV

Sweet dream?

More like nightmare.

I dreamt of us.

The day we met, the day I rejected you, the day I asked you to date and the day I broke your heart.

It was like a flashback.

Our memories...

I sighed.

"Fany unnie, didn't you sleep well?" Seohyun asked.

"Yeah, Fany. Did you sleep well?"

"Huh? I... uhh. Yeah... I guess?"

"What happened, unnie?" Yoona asked.

"It's... a beautiful nightmare." I smiled.

Nightmares can't be beautiful...

"Really, unnie? How can a nightmare be beautiful. If it is, isn't it considered as a sweet dream?"

"If... If it was memories of someone you love... painful or happy memories alike, it'll always be beautiful." I said, glancing at Taeyeon, who was looking back at me.

Truthfully, I still loved her.

So much.

"I... I'll wake Sica up." she stood up from the table and walked towards Sica's and my room.

"No, Taengoo. I'll wake my girlfriend up. Don't want byuntae to be doing anything to her you know?" Yuri teased Taeyeon, who grinned.

"Hm. Trust me, you'll be worst." she laughed.

Obviously she wanted to avoid me.

Ever since two nights ago.

Last night, her parents didn't come.

Well, they always were too busy.

But they loved her very dearly.

They don't show that, which is why Taeyeon doesn't think they do.

I still don't know a single thing about her past.

What exactly happened for Siwon to call her a beggar?

"Meh. I'm her girlfriend. So it's kinda okay." Yuri said as she walked into the room.

"Sooo... what did you dream of Taeyeon unnie?" Yoona asked.

"Me? A world filled with ice-cream and coca-cola jelly."

I chuckled. Ever since we were together, she loved those.

And even claimed that I sound like jelly when I sung.

Yuri and Sica came back.

"Wow? You didn't have a nightmare this time?" Sica asked Taeyeon.

"Mmm. Thanks to Sunny."

"Ahuh?"

"I held her hand since she told me she had frequent nightmares."

Do you remember?

I did that too.

I "protected" you from your nightmares.

"So anyway. What's the reason we have to see Jinon-sunbae today?" I asked.

"He's going to tell us more about our schedules and stuff." Taeyeon replied.

"Oh. 'Kay. So... we just go and see him?"

"Yeah."

"Okay then. Let's go."

We took a bus for us there.

On the bus, the seating arrangement was:

Yul-Sica

Sun-Tae

Yoon-Seo

Me-Soo

Me and Sooyoung didn't really talk much.

But I heard giggling from Yul, Sica, Sunny and Taeyeon.

Sooyoung broke the silence, "So... I presume you like Taeyeon?"

"W-what? N-no... how c-could you get t-that?"

"I know about your previous relationship with her. So just tell me, do you like her or not?"

I looked down and whispered, "No. I love her."

"What's that?" she didn't hear me.

"I love her." I told the shikshin.

"Owh. Well I guess we're on the same boat then."

"Huh?"

"I love someone too. But she loves someone else."

"Oh. Uhh, Sorry. Do you... do you think Taeyeon..."

"That danshin. It's impossible to read her. God the only time I could read her was the first time we met. When she cried so frequently. I thought it might be a heartbreak. And I was correct."

"She... cried how frequently?"

"Well... almost every night. But she acts like nothing happened when she was training. Sooo... yeah."

"Is there anything else she did?"

"If I'm not wrong, she did slit her wrist."

"WHAT?!"

"I saw a scar on her wrist before. I'm not sure if it's still there though."

"Oh... is there anything else she did?"

"I heard this song... Broken? If I'm not wrong... by Seo In Gook?"

That was our favorite song.

It held so much emotions in it.

To think that you were listening to that after our break-up... You must have really been broken.

"Ah. I've heard that song before..."

"And since I was her roommate, she always talked in her sleep. Something to do with Miyoung... whatever that is."

"Oh... okay. So anyway, who's that girl you like?"

"Since we're in the same boat, I'll tell you. If you tell my crush or anyone else, I'll tell Taeng."

"Alrighty."

"Sunny."

"WOW."

"I know right? Crazy isn't it?"

"Wait wait wait... you said Sunny loves someone else. Who is it?"

"Yeah, I needa keep it a secret."

"Come on shikshin!"

"Taengoo."

"Do you think Taeyeon loves Sunny back?"

"I did hear her telling Sunny that she likes Sunny a lot last night."

My heart is officially dead.

"WOW. The people we love... love each other."

The bus came to a stop.

All of us got out.

We saw Super Junior, a group who debuted in 05.

From behind, a saw a guy with straight, short hair. Somehow, he seemed familiar.

When he turned around, I realized who he was.

"Siwon oppa?" I asked.

"Fany?"

"WOW. You guys know each other?" Sooyoung asked.

"Uhh... yeah... we do..." 

Yup, he caused me to lose Taeyeon.

"Fany, about that night. I'm really sorry. I was just drunk and didn't know what I was doing. Forgive me?"

"Yeah. Sure..."

"So... how's it going with Taeyeon?"

"It's not..." I said, my head down.

"Oh... uhhm... sorry."

"No. It's alright..."

It's my fault for kissing back too...

Taeyeon... where is she?

I looked around and searched for her.

I found her laughing with Sica and Sunny.

Taeyeon's POV

Choi Siwon?

Super Junior?

"Yah... Soonkyu. Sungmin... he's in Super Junior right?"

"Hmm? Uhn. Why?"

"That..." I pointed to Siwon.

"Oh... anyway, wanna hear a joke?" Sunny asked.

"Sure."

"Okay. So there's this kid, tuition teacher and the kid's mom. The kid's mom asked if the teacher wanted to drink milo. The kid interrupted saying that the teacher only drank tea. Why?"

"..." Sica looked at Sunny disbelievingly.

"What?"

"Cause he's a "tea"cher. Such a lame joke."

"You can pretend to laugh right?"

"Okay. Ha Ha Ha." Sica laughed sacarstically.

Her fake laughter made all of us laugh.

I glanced at Siwon, and found Tiffany smiling at him.

Still smiling at him after what happened uh? 

Gosh, why did I even fall in love with you?

After calling all of them, we took the lift up to Jinon-sunbae's office.

We knocked on the door.

"Come in." Jinon-sunbae said in a half happy half stern voice.

When we went in, we sat on the couch.

"Why did you want to see us, sunbaenim?" I asked.

"Well, you guys are successful. Have you seen the news?"

"Uhh... not really."

He gave us a newspaper.

"SM Entertainment's New 8-member Girl Group, SoNyuhShiDae, is a huge success. From the start of the singing, fans cheers were significantly loud."

"WOW", "COOL" and "WOAH"s could be heard.

"We're officially awesome!" Sunny exclaimed, obviously awed.

"Indeed, Soonkyu." Jinon-sunbae was smiling, "So... to celebrate your success, you guys are going on vacation for two weeks in a private resort."

"OMG SERIOUSLY? YOU ARE THE BEST, UNCLE!!!" Sunny hugged Jinon sunbae, who pushed her away slightly.

"Soonkyu." Just one word was spoke, but it intimidated Sunny.

"Sorry..."

"It's okay. So anyway, the details."

He snapped his fingers as his secretary came with a computer.

Pictures of the resort was on it.

"It's so pretty!" Sica exclaimed.

"PINK!!!" I didn't have to see who it was.

It's obviously Fany.

"You guys would have private transport. And to avoid messing up the place, no changing of rooms. There are 3 rooms. So you'll sleep in threes, with the exception of the last, where only 2 people will be. The roommates would be, Jessica, Yuri, Sooyoung in one room. Tiffany, Taeyeon, Sunny in another and Yoona and Seohyun in the last. That's it. You're dismissed. Have fun."

We went out.

"AWW. I'm in the same room with two lovesick lovebirds." Sooyoung grumbled, "Can I crash with you, maknaes?"

"Fine, unnie... but I don't it's a good idea leaving Yul unnie and Sica unnie in one room alone." Yoona said, grinning.

"YAH~!" Sica and Yuri blushed furiously.

"So, I guess we'll be in the same room, eh Taeng?" Sunny smiled.

"Yeah. Then you can protect me from my nightmares again." I smiled back.

"Ehh... unnies, stop flirting. It's driving me insane. First YulSic, and now you two."

"We weren't flirting..." Sunny twitched her nose.

"You guys so were..." I heard Tiffany mutter.

"What did you say, Fany?" I asked her.

"Nothing..."

"I heard you." I said coldly, before walking off into the bus.

"I didn't mean..." she followed me.

"Why? Why are you being like this towards me?" she asked me.

I scoffed, "Choi Siwon? Really..."

"He was drunk! I never intended to..."

"But you weren't. You weren't drunk. Yet you kissed him back."

"I know... but..."

"Forget it." I walked back to the bus.

She grabbed my arm and looked at it.

"You slit your wrist?"

I slipped out of her grasp.

"So what if I did?"

"Because of me?"

"Why else?"

She just hugged me.

"Sorry, Fany... but... Sunny." I tried to pull away.

"I know... you love her don't you? Can we at least be friends?" she held me back.

"Of course." I pulled away, before smiling.

"Great. That's enough for me. But... truthfully, I still love you, Taeyeon ah."

"Then try to win me over." I challenged her.

"Fine."

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Author's Note:

TaeNy are friends again. YAY ^^

Taeyeon's past would be revealed in the coming chapters... maybe even in the next.

Did I make YulSic shippers happy?

The holiday might be a lil PG13 because of them XD