"Calm down, Kris" Suho said putting his one hand on Kris shoulder trying to calm the Chinese leader, 
When he received junhyung's call the four oldest members and jaesong flew outside their dorm and drove where the address junhyung gives 

Kris took a deep breath before he peak on xuimin's shoulder 
"Hyung----" but before he would said any further, the car pull to stop 
"I think we're here" jaesong announced, Kris immediately ran on door way but before he could open it, Suho grab his arms. Kris look at him anooyed 
"what?" he hissed 

Suho give him a small but calm smile 
"What you will going to do?" he asks, Kris frowned at his sudden question 
"What are you going to do when you see her?" the annoyance on Kris vanished hearing suho's question, sure he's too anticipated to see you again, but what he will going to do? He didn't know. 
It's been a year since the last time he saw you, the dreadful moment of his life 
"what if she didn't remember you?" xuimin carefully asked, Kris look down to his legs, their questions leave a pang of worries on his mind. 
His excitement earlier are gone, it's replace of all worries, doubt and fear. 

Worries of how he will react if he finally sees you again, what if he hurt you again? 

Doubt if you remember him again, what if you really forget all about him? 

Fear in all of those thoughts. 

"I don't know, all I want is to see her again. To hug, to kiss, to hold her. Just to see her, that's all i want " he sighs feeling defeated 

Luhan and Suho look at each other, they nodded and motion xuimin to open the van's door 
"Then go see her" Xuimin smiles at him, Kris look at them again 
"You been burden on regrets for a long time, it's your chance to make all things right" suho said patting kris shoulder, xuimin and luhan nodded 
"Good luck" they said 
without a word, Kris jump from the van and ran inside the house. 

All lights are off, except from one room. 
He didn't need to look around; he already knows where to go. 

Every step he takes make his heart pound inside his chest, he feel like it's going to explode anytime soon. 
Adrenalin Rush are running thru his veins, his lungs feel like burning, breathes are slowly leaving his body. 

The door came to his view, with so much rush he push it open. 

His heart skip a beat at the sight of empty bed, 
the covers are spread around 
"Baobei.." he whispers turning around, he saw a small blue socks lying on the floor. 
He bend down and took it, when his fingers touch the thin fabric of it he feel the rush of blood to his head, his heart fload of overwhelm feeling
The feeling that he never feel before, even with you. 

It gives him more courage to find you, abruptly he run outside to look for you 

Suddenly he heard a faint cry, followed by the soft sound of humming voice. 

That voice, he clearly knows that voice. 
The voice he loves to hears, the only voice gives him strength in life. 
Without wasting anytime, he ran to where the voice coming from, his hearts tells his body where to move. 

His feet brought him at one room, it only have a dim ligh