~*~Chapter 13~*~

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Luhan was scared. Sehun was everywhere around him. In his dreams, in his reality. Sehun followed Luhan and told Luhan how he never should forget Sehun.

Sehun also told Luhan that the psychologist Chanyeol, Minseok and Minseok’s parents wanted to keep them apart with the medicines they forced Luhan to take. If Luhan wanted to be with Sehun then, he should stop take the medicines.

That became the first time when Luhan stopped taking his medicines.

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Luhan had problems to get in touch with Jongin for their meeting. When Luhan finally had got contact with him Jongin didn’t want to meet them.

“Why do you want me to come? Isn’t it proof enough that I have kissed you?” Jongin said and made a turn around Luhan to show him that Luhan wasn’t dreaming about Jongin.

Luhan shook his head. “I want you to see Minseok. He is my best friend”

Jongin sighed and grabbed his coat. “When should we be there?”

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Minseok and Yixing were sitting inside the waiting room at the psychologist’s office. The atmosphere between the two males was awkward and none of them knew what they should say to one another.

“Ehm…” Yixing made an attempt on trying to break the silence between them. “How old are you?”

Minseok chuckled at the cute try Yixing made.

“I’m twenty-two. My birthday is in March. I’m just a few weeks older than Luhan.” Minseok explained.

Yixing pouted, he seemed to be the youngest here. Well since it was only him and Minseok here, he was the youngest.

“I’m twenty-one, my birthday is October 7^th.” Yixing explained. “So you’re my hyung”

Minseok nodded, and the awkward silence once again began.

Parts of Yixing couldn’t understand why Luhan wanted them all to meet Luhan’s boyfriend so badly. But there was also a part of Yixing who couldn’t believe that the sweet and innocent Luhan had a boyfriend.

A man appeared from nowhere. Yixing made a small jump cause of the shock he got.

“I’m Luhan’s psychologist; Kim Joonmyeon” the man introduced himself for Yixing.

“I’m Zhang Yixing a… friend of Luhan. I havent met him that much actually so I don’t know why he asked me to come” Yixing said and looked at the psychologist.

Joonmyeon shrugged. “Maybe you mean a lot to Luhan”

It seemed like Minseok already knew Joonmyeon from before since he simply asked:

“How are you?”

Joonmyeon sat down on a chair next to Minseok. “Fine, thanks and you?”

“Good. Just so you know, I have told Yixing about Luhan’s illness” Minseok told Joonmyeon.

Joonmyeon smiled a bright and angelic smile towards Yixing.

“That’s great! How much do you know about schizophrenia?” Joonmyeon asked.

“Not that much” Yixing said, he felt guilty that he hadn’t done any research on it. “I know that it’s a mental illness but nothing more”

“Then let me explain it to you” Joonmyeon said with a smile on his lips. “People with schizophrenia see and hear things that don’t exist. It’s a myth that a schizophrenic person has a split personality, but people with schizophrenia can get panic attacks if we’re not careful with them. They can easily get depressed and have huge mood swings”

Minseok nodded agreeing, Yixing wondered how many times Minseok had actually heard this? But he knew that this was probably not the first time he heard it.

Minseok looked at his wristwatch and let out a deep sigh. “Luhan’s late”

Just when he had uttered those words, Luhan entered the office with a bright smile on his lips. He walked towards them and hung his military-green jacket on a hook.

“Hi, Luhan. How are you?” Yixing asked with sparkling eyes.

“Fine, thanks” Luhan said and looked at Jongin, who was standing right behind him and looked really uncomfortable in the situation.

Luhan would lie if he said that he wasn’t uncomfortable with this as well.

Was it the right time to introduce Jongin now? But why didn’t they ask anything about Jongin?

Luhan cleared his throat and managed to catch all the others attention, in case he didn’t have it before.

“Everyone… this is Kim Jongin” Luhan said and pointed at Jongin.

Both Minseok’s and Yixing’s eyes widened while Joonmyeon looked really confused. Luhan turned around and saw Jongin standing right behind him, as flawless as he always was.

“Luhan” Minseok swallowed. “Where is Jongin?”

Luhan’s heart began to beat faster, Luhan turned around once again. Jongin was still standing there, now with his hands resting on Luhan’s shoulders.

“Here, right behind me” Luhan said. Tears were slowly being formed under his eyelids.

Yixing shook his head as he stood up and grabbed Luhan’s hand.

“No one is behind you” Joonmyeon told Luhan.

Luhan burst out in tears, his breathing became heavy and fast. He wanted to run away but he couldn’t move his legs. So instead; he began to hit with his arms around him.

He didn’t notice when he hit Yixing in the face.

He didn’t notice when he fell down to the floor.

He didn’t notice anything until the world around him went black.