Lee Chaerin's POV

Why did I do it? Why did I hug Lee Seunghyun? And Why did I tell him that I liked him? I don't know. Maybe it was sympathy. I knew I was thankful towards him for helping me go through the pain, the pain that Choi Seunghyun gave me when he left that day. But I didn't know if that translated to my liking him. I didn't hate him but I certainly didn't like him either.

Or maybe it was because I wanted to make Choi Seunghyun jealous and hurt, like he made me hurt that day. Maybe I wanted him to experience the pain like I did. Whatever the reason I wasn't 100% sure.

"Lee Chaerin, yah what's wrong with you. Why would you say that you like me all of a sudden?" Lee Seunghyun pulled me off and asked me. I could see that Choi Seunghyun looked hurt.

"Wae? I thought you liked me too? What's wrong with me liking you?" I exclaimed.

"Nothing, it's just you're not yourself today." he replied back.

Ignoring his remark I turned towards Choi Seunghyun."Oh, who are you?" I asked him. Are you new here? I clearly knew who he was. Why did I pretend that I didn't though?

"Yah, Lee Chaerin you don't remember me? I'm Choi Seunghyun" he shouted furiously.

"Choi Seunghyun, Choi Seunghyun hmm I don't remember anyone by that name." I said out loud.

"Oppa do you remember a Choi Seunghyun?" I exclaimed while looking at Lee Seunghyun.

"Oppa? Yah Lee Chaerin are you sick or something? What's wrong with you today? You've never called me oppa before" Lee Seunghyun exclaimed while feeling my forehead.

I saw Choi Seunghyun walking out of the classroom looking exasperated. As he left the entrance, I pushed Lee Seunghyun off me.

"Yah why are you touching me" get off I said. Looking at Lee Seunghyun exiting gloomily I thought to myself Lee Chaerin you stupid girl why are you doing this?

I hurriedly ran to the door. Looking to see where Choi Seunghyun was going. He was just walking along the hallway. I felt extremely bad now. I wanted to run up to him and I wanted to tell him that I lied and that I knew who he was was. I was about to to, until I felt someone grab my hand.

"Yah Lee Chaerin, I'm going to ask you again! What's wrong with you today?" it was Lee Seunghyun.

"Do you know him? Why did you run after him?" he asked.

"I, I, I of course not" I yanked his hands off me.

"Yah, who do you think you are, stop touching me!" I exclaimed.

"Why did you hug me? Do you really like me?" he asked.

I couldn't really hear Lee Seunghyun's questions as I was still thinking about Choi Seunghyun. Where was he now? Did I really hurt him?

"Yah see you later!" I shouted to Lee Seunghyun.

"Yah, Lee Chaerin!!! Answer me!" he furiously shouted.

I wondered where Choi Seunghyun went. I ran through the hallway but he was no longer there. He was probably outside I thought to myself so I made my way outside.

Standing outside desperate to find Choi Seunghyun I shouted with all my might."Choi Seunghyun. I lied to you. I'm really sorry Where are you?"

"I didn't mean it. I'm really really really sorry. I like you not Lee Seunghyun. I've always liked you!" I continued.

"When did you get back? Why didn't you tell me that you were going to come back!" I shouted once again.

"Choi Seunghyun oppaaaaaaa!" I shouted while falling on my knees. Why was I so stupid? Fate brought Choi Seunghyun back to me again, yet I tossed him aside acting like I didn't know who he was.

"Stupid girl! I knocked my head on the concrete floor. Stupid girl!" I exclaimed. I continued for a couple of minutes until I saw a pair of legs standing before me.

"Yah stupid girl, what are you doing?" a strange voice shouted to me. It was Choi Seunghyun. He came to me and lifted me off the floor.

"Why are you beating your self up Chaerin-ah?" he exclaimed.

I looked up towards him and apologized. Apologized for lying to him and for pretending that I didn't know him.

"I know, Chaerin-ah, I know." he said while wiping away the tears from my face.

"I'm sorry I left you that day Chaerin-ah. I just wanted to tell you that I still like you. And that I'll be here for you now" he exclaimed.

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"Yah, you jerk so you're the one who left her that day!" someone exclaimed while pushing Choi Seunghyun off me.

"You!" he shouted while swinging a fist at Choi Seunghyun.

"Yah! Lee Seunghyun what are you doing?!" I shouted.

"Lee Seunghyun why did you hit Choi Seunghyun oppa!" I shouted while running over to Choi Seunghyun.

"Seunghyun, get up. Are you okay" I frantically asked. His lip was bleeding so I took out the handkerchief in my side pocket to wipe away the blood.

"Oppa, you're bleeding. Are you sure you're okay?"

"Chaerin-ah I'm really sorry. That day. That day I shouldn't have left you like that." Choi Seunghyun exclaimed.

I took in his words and tried to reassure him that it was okay. "It's okay. You're here now." I smiled while wiping the remaining blood off his face.

Suddenly a loud shout ruined our moment. "Yah Lee Chaerin" Lee Seunghyun shouted while suddenly grabbing my hand.

"Follow me" he said while dragging me towards the other side. What did he want?

"Yah, Lee Seunghyun let go!" I sreamed. But he wouldn't. I could see the determination in his eyes. Before I knew it another person grabbed my hand. It was Choi Seunghyun.

"Lee Seunghyun-ssi" you should let go of her, Choi Seunghyun said while snickering.

"Hyung. No I mean bastard. What gives you the right to see her again? After what you did." Lee Seunghyun retorted. "Why don't you let go!" he shouted.

It was a game of tug-a-war between two boys. I knew both weren't going to back down so I had to break it off.

"Yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Let go both of you!" I shouted while pushing both of them away.

"Lee Seunghyun, follow me!" I shouted towards him. "Oppa you stay here and wait for me okay?" I sweetly asked him. "Don't go anywhere, please. I'll be back." I pleaded to him. He agreed and said he would wait. I needed to tell Lee Seunghyun. That I didn't like him and that I'd never like him. And that I'll never like him.

I continued to drag Lee Seunghyun over to the other side of the field. I had to talk some sense into him.

"Lee Seunghyun! Who do you think you are?! You think you're worth something to me? You're nothing to me" I shouted furiously. I knew I was going to break a couple of heart strings but I had to do it. It was the only way to stop Lee Seunghyun. To stop him from caring for me because I couldn't reciprocate the feeling.

"Is that how you really feel Lee Chaerin? Ara!" He asked me. I could see his eyes begin to water. Before I knew it mines began to water as well. I didn't want to break his heart. I couldn't do it. I didn't want to do it anymore.

"Just tell me one thing!" he jeered. "Are you going to be happy with him. That bastard?" he asked.

"I will. I'll always be happy with him." I replied back to him.

"Really? That's good. I wish you two the best then. Lee Chaerin" he said while turning his back and walking away. I saw a tear drop make it's way on the floor. Breaking his heart broke my heart as well. Why did my heart feel like this? Why did my eyes begin to drop buckets of water down my face? I ran up to Lee Seunghyun.

"Lee Seungyhun. I'm sorry" I hugged him. I put my arms around his waist tightly. "I'm really sorry." At that moment I realized that maybe I had feelings for Lee Seunghyun. Why else would my heart feel like it's breaking? But I had feelings for Choi Seunghyun oppa too. What am I going to do?

He slowly pulled my arms off. And lifted my face towards his. I could see the tears running down his face. He wiped away my tears with his hand. "Goodbye. Lee Chaerin." he said before he ran off. I wanted to run after him but Choi Seunghyun was still waiting for me. I didn't know what to do anymore. All these years I've been telling myself that I didn't like Lee Seunghyun, that I didn't like him and that I'll never like him but why did I feel like this? I dropped down to my knees and fell into a trance. Who did I like?