Victoria's POV

I was running so fast, laughing with him. he was following me and giving me something..! then boo!its a butterfly..it rested in the tip of my nose.oh its was so beautiful. i wanna hold it. but he said no..then he said something.. i can't hear it clearly so i motioned him to repeat it again.. but then i woke up..*sigh

i heard someones talking beside me.. a two middle aged woman.. oh!the other one is my mom and the woman beside her is kangta's mom..my mother in law.. but she looks pale. hmm.. maybe she's just worried about me..the same as my mom..how luck i am to have them both..^^

i heard my mom says..' should we tell her..?she needs to know. its unfair if its only her who didn't know..after all she'll definitely know it some other time, so its a lot better if we tell her when she wakes up..'

then his mom speaks..'no we shouldn't.. she's not in the good state right now.. is it a lot better to tell it later..when she recovered.. we shouldn't give her a lot of pressure and pain right this time..'

my mom just nodded and looked at me..i closed my eyes so that they can continue to talk. i was so eager to know whats bothering them..and why it'll give me pain and so much pressure.

i was about to open my eyes..when i heard someone is crying..is it my mom..?but why..? i'm not dead yet..oh..no..its not my mom..i pick a little and found kangta's mom was crying..what was really happening..??

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she open her eyes and get up immediately..she felt a pain in her back. but she was so eager to know what's really happening so she didn't mind the pain. the two woman beside her was surprise to see her waked up. her mom immediately hugged her and the other woman stops crying.

'mom, whats actually happening..? i heard you two talk a while ago..what do i need to know..?' victoria asked w/ a very low voice.

her mom looked at kangta's mom, then she shook her head..'its nothing honey, you must take a rest, and gain the strength that you lost. we'll tell you when your already ok..hmm..?'

'but..'her mom stops her lips from speaking.then the two of them left the room. victoria was left with nothing but curiousness on her mind..

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the days went fast..it was her last day in the hospital, but no call from kangta..either message..she was quite angry because of it, then a nurse come to her room to check if she's good.

'uhhm..can i ask you something.?i was hospitalize for a week so i didn't got a chance to watch the television or browse the internet..so.....is there some news about kangta..?'she asked.

the nurse just look at her with questions in her eyes..then she speaks again..'its kangta..the top star don't you know..?the former member of....''oh..i know him.!but do you really didn't hear what happened to him..?'asked the nurse w/ curiousity.

'of course i dont know..if i know something i shouldn't dare to ask..'victoria answered jokingly..

then the nurse answered her with a sad face..'a week ago..he was about to go in korea..when..when..' 'when..????oh please make it fast i really missed him..i wanna know what was happening to him right now..'victoria asked frustated.

'when the plane he was in crashed..and he died...'

victoria was speechless..she can't even move..she was frozen..then..she saw some tears falls from her eyes..a lot of tears..

'are you someone whose related to him..?or one of those avid fans..?'the nurse asked..

but she didn't said anything..she was broken..as if someone's stole her heart. she can't breath..she's stack..she can't believe what she really heard a will ago..

then..she burst out in crying so hard....

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sorry for killing kangta..but that was part of the story to put some spice..

so..please..edure me again..and i'll update later..kinda tired right now..^^

comments and suggestions are well appreciated..;)