-At night, I had a dream-

I looked around and there were trees, flowers and harmless animals. It felt like I was in paradise where no one can disturb me. But, I saw a figure nearby. Because I was so curious, I walked towards it to have a closer look.

When I got close enough, I recognised that person. It was my brother, David. But, it was not him alone, he was with Mom and Dad.

[Author's note: Mom and Dad stands for your old family while Umma and Appa stands for your new family]

I was pretty confused so I asked him,'David oppa, why are you here with Mom and Dad?' 'You think I would not love them? I love them, because they are master! If you hate them, then I should hate you then!' David oppa rebelled. I could not believe that David still loves them.

While I was thinking all the great memories when we were young, they started calling me names.

'Fat pig.'

'Idiot queen.'

When they called me names, I was shouting to just stop calling me names. Then, I felt a hand on my shoulder.

-End of dream-

I turned around and it was Gongchan. He told me,'You were shouting stuff. Are you okay, noona? Good thing you did not wake the others.' I nodded and turned to look at the clock, it was 4am. He then asked me,'Guess you had a bad dream huh.' 

'Yeah, I saw my brother, Mom and Dad. Urgh... It going to hunt my brain.' I said but I did not noticed that I was crying like a fountain. Gongchan saw me crying and then he hugged me. My eyes widened and I hugged him back.

Suddenly, my heart raced as my chest touched his. It was like that all my stress was gone for good, I did not think about David, Mom nor Dad. All I was thinking was Gongchan himself like a guardian angel that was sent from the sky.

As he let go of me, I stopped crying and looked at his eyes. His eyes were like light and beautiful. My heart stopped as I looked at his charming face. All I see was his face and a black background. Then his face looked like David again. *Why whenever I see his face, its like David oppa?*

I started crying again and Gongchan was shocked that I was crying so suddenly despite that I woke from a bad dream. He asked me, 'Yah~ Noona... Why are you crying again? Want me to call Umma to give you some water?'

'No! I don't want to wake up Umma just because of a stupid and fake dream. I know that David oppa is still in my heart loving me even though i'm not with him anymore.'

I cried even harder than Gongchan sang to me

Niga eobtneun georireul

georeo bonda (bonda)

Niga eobtneun georireul

georeo bonda (bonda)

Translation:

I'm walking on these

streets without you

I'm walking on these 

streets without you

His beautiful, peaceful voice made me stop crying, putting me back to sleep. 

Gongchan POV

After Sung Ye noona fell asleep, her face was like glowing beautifully. Her face pretty even when she is sleeping. Then, her face looked like my other noona, Gong Jae Shik.

My heart started beating fast again as I remember noona (Jae Shik). *No Gongchan! Jae Shik noona does not love me anymore because I ran away... She must have been disappointed* I thought as I looked out of the window.

I whispered to myself,'I should forget about my family, thats what B1A4 hyungs promised. I must focus what I have now.'

I looked at Sung Ye noona again and said to her,'I will be a good young brother to you. I promise, noona.'

8am

'Urgh... Why does my head hurts? And why do I feel so cold? What time is it anyway?' I said as I woke up. I looked at the alarm clock...

I was late for school, for the first time in my life.

'OH SHOOT! IM LATE FOR SCHOOL! SCHOOL STARTS AT 7!!! NOOOOO!' I shouted my voice out and turned around if Sung Ye noona is on her bed. 

She's not there...

'NOONA! WHY YOU NEVER WAKE ME UP!' I angrily shouted at her bed. As I was panicking like the world is going to end, I saw a pink note on the mirror that was between our beds. I looked at it closely since I can't see properly without my contact lenses. It said,