I stretched my arms while yawning, & looked around the room. I turn to my left, there's Minhee sleeping beside Daehyun with leftovers cheesecakes all around them, and turn to my right there's himchan holding on to my leg. Ew, I thought. I was about to get up when yongguk barged in the house. Guess he noticed I was staring at him, he look at me, he grabbed his keys and dramatically stormed out of the house. I quickly got on my legs and ran trying to catch him, calling out his name.

"Yongguk!! Wait for me, YAH BANG YONGGUK!!!!!!"

"Mwoh, what do you want?!" Yongguk stopped

"Can....we talk?" 

"ergh, i have 5 minutes."

We sat at bap's lawn, and it was all quiet when he broke the silence. 

"Yknw i only have 5 minutes."

"umm.......do... you.... do you...."

'Do you what?!"

"hate me...?"

"no. why should i?"

"then why are you so cold towards me?"

"Im always like this."

"I dont think so, yongguk. You're always the nice one, youngjae told me."

" where are we going with this conversation? i have to go."

"Will you just tell me why you're so cold towards me? That's it."

"Fine, can you keep it to only yourself?"

"I bet on my life, I won't tell anyone. Not even Minhee or Kaekyung. "

"It's..... It's Minhee.....It is just that, I hate seeing her around Daehyun."

"Are you trying to say, you like Minhee?"

"It's not like. It's love. I've always thought she was the one since we were kids. How her parents and my parents are close friends, how we are so close, how we'd do things together. How it should be me and not daehyun. We've always been there for each other, all the time. but since the day I introduced her to bap via webcam, she'd always ask about Daehyun. Starting from that day, all we ever talked about is Daehyun. Do you know how much it hurts? Do you?! and when she told me she has a crush on Daehyun, I died inside. How can you let someone you love like someone else. How can you?! That night, I actually promise my self to not let Minhee meet Daehyun. Call me selfish or whatever, cos I knew this would happen. The only reason Im cold towards you, actually no, Im cold towards you and Kaekyung is because you people allow them to meet eyes. and everynight Daehyun would ask me about Minhee right now. , it is just so ing painful especially when I thought we were perfect...." Yongguk let it all out with tears flowing through his eyes and him clenching his teeth

"......Mianhaeso....."

Yongguk didn't answer and walked off leaving me alone, thinking bout his words..I didn't know such things would affect him so much.. I really don't, especially when BAP is all new to me. I was all alone, with thoughts about yongguk in my mind. Actually, Im filled with guilt right now. I just can't stop thinking about Yongguk and how much bad i've done.