"Seungri-ya, come here. Faster!" Hyori calls him from kitchen.

Seungri comes to home faster because he didn't want to make any problems again. Ji didn't know what exactly Seungri did.

It's such a silent day in the House.

Youngbae, Daesung, and Seunghyun are sleeping at laboratory. Dongwook is still resting due to his injuries. Hyori is comfortably cooking at kitchen, nobody helps her. Kitchen has a different atmosphere now, there's no lovely-morning like that time. Everything goes in its pace, not too fast neither too slow. "What happened, noona? Should I help you?" Seungri sits at the dining chair and looking at Hyori who just done clean the grains. "See what I found." She walks to another dining chair which completely catches Seungri's eyes with an old thick coat's hanging on it.

Hyori's taking something at one of that coat's pocket. "Here." It's a paper and it colour already quite brown to yellow. Seungri takes that and opens the paper.

"To Eunhye." Seungri's glance suddenly becomes serious.

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Maybe, you won't find this letter, but I know you'll read it someday, in heaven, maybe?

I don't believe that you already gone.

Gone away from my little eyes' sight which you always made fun on them. They won't be grown bigger again, really. Eunhye-ya, is heaven is a nice place? Tell me how that places looks. Could you tell me, please?

You can think that I can't move from you. You can think that I'm such a stupid man.

But, the fact is, I'm really can't stop think about you, even a second or a day. I had worried about you all of the time.

Oh, then.

Do you feel that I'm really cold at the last day I see you?

I was sick that time and my instinct said I couldn't pick you out so you'll safe until the next day and maybe until whenever.... But, it changed. The truth changed. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry because I can't protect you. You can blame me because of it; I'll receive it with sincerity. Until now, I'm still sick because there's no medicine of missing someone. There's a big hole on my heart, Eunhye-ya.

I heard from Hyori that—

"Noona, the last part of this letter is closed by thick dirt; I don't think we can clean it." Hyori only can nod. "But, whose coat is that? And who write this letter?"

"This is Eunhye's favourite coat which she often used at their date. I know that letter was exactly written by him. He became silent after that day. I didn't understand exactly why, but after read that letter, I understand it." Seungri reads that again, "Did Jongkook-hyung write something important here?" He examines that letter once again, "He has an inhuman instinct, Seungri-ya. I believe he wrote something's important there."

"Must I call Taeyang-hyung to see what the next thing is?" His eyes become serious. "Maybe? I'm curious."

Seungri stands up curiously, he stands as fast as he can and it makes his dining-chair fall down. It isn't broken, but... "What's that?" Hyori's looking at something brown under that chair. It totally stands out.

It’s strange for Hyori.

Why her heart must beat faster now?

She takes it. "Can it be... another letter?"

'To Hyori.'

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I'm sorry because I can't protect your sister. You can blame me actually. I had recieved it with sincerity.

The reason why I choose you wasn't because I love you. It because you're alike with her, it wasn't fully because of love actually. I know I'm so mean, but something changed my perspective toward you. Hyori loved me in awkwardness, which I never felt before. I'm so grateful that I knew you.

Both of our heart covered by a high wall which makes them won't come to each other. There's no word of ego between us, it's more to awkward. Yes, I'm so awkward toward you. Honestly, it because I had treated you like my older sister until now. Sounds stupid, but fact actually shown that I'm older than you.

Hyori, what do you think about me?

Oh, then.

I see that you're extremely aware in every condition. But, I do not understand why that little kid still can come to your house that night.

Hyori, have I told you about this?

I trapped in 2 people's love. Eunhye's and that little kid. Seems that girl loved me too, but she never talked to me.

She was a pretty woman like you, but I don't understand my feeling when she came closer to Eunhye. It felt like a cat will catch a mouse soon. I hate when she came closer to her. Maybe you did the same like me, you always aware and made a distance from her.

Hyori-ya, I'm afraid that she will—

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‘He knows it. He knows if she came that night.’

"OH WHO DID THIS?!" Seungri who's stands behind Hyori suddenly shouting. He's annoyed by the letters. Both of them are closed by thick dirts. "Noona, maybe..."

Seungri looks at Hyori, who doesn't respond at his anger. "Noona, are you fine?" She looks blank and empty. "Noona?" Seungri pats her. "Noona?"

"Oh, Seungri-ya?" Her voice lowered, "What happen to you?" — "My heart is moved because it."

Hyori puts that letter in the table.

"It's exactly her."

"Who?"

"The third people, I believe that she was behind Eunhye's dead. Why I blamed him that time? He was innocent." She hides her face in sadness. Everything has passed and she just realised. He got the blame without Hyori knew the real reason. Her tears suddenly appear. Her cheeks and her eyes become wet. 'I'm sorry.' Her voice becomes hoarse, whispering between the tears. "Noona, we couldn't change the thing happened in past. I'm sure hyung has fine with that blame. He's fine, if I see, he doesn't have any hatred toward you. He doesn't hate you."

"I know but..."

"Noona, it's okay, you don't need to sad. He's fine wherever he is. He can protect himself. Need to emphasise it? He's fine and doesn't hate you!" Seungri said cheerily. "So, don't cry, Noona. You're ugly if you're crying."

"Oh, Seungri-ya." She holds her laugh in her tears.

Next : Chapter 20 - Exchange

Notes for this chapter

1. 'Dongwook' here is Choi Dongwook. (sorry for late information, but you know se7en right? ^^)

2. The letter is cut down because of dirt. (you can imagine the letter is closed by dirt and it become hard to read~)

3. 'He knows if she came that night' is a word-teaser to a flashback chapter (to be released soon~!)

4. 'Inhuman instinct' is JK's. (you can refer this thingy like in chapter 15 -A Group Of Black Horse-) _{*did you think he didn't own any special ability here? lol XD*}

_{5. sorry for any grammatical error or typo(s), I did my own beta while I listemed to upbeat song which disturb my concentration --;;}