Chapter 10.
Give You my LoveNicole's POV
Ryan looked a little better, than yesterday. But I still saw a little sadness in his eyes. I needed to find out what was wrong with him.
D-Trix: Hey guys, Imma head out, Lauren wants me. He wiggled his eyebrows.
Chester: Okay, Bye, D-Trix I'm gonna miss you.
D-Trix: I'll miss you too bro.
They got up, and did a man hug.
Me: BROMANCE!
Everyone laughed.
Chester: Nothing Really Gay about it.
Ryan: Not that there's anything wrong with being gay.
Andrew: Gaaayyyyy!
Me: Okay, Okay, I get it.
Everyone laughed.
Andrew: Man, I gotta go too, me and JR, gonna do the Boyfriend cover, tomorrow morning, come on Chester.
Chester, and Andrew left, leaving Me, Ryan, and Kevin all alone. Awwkwaard.
Me: Soooo.......
Ryan: Soooo...
Kevin: You guys wanna watch a movie.
Me: Yesss!
Me&Kevin: Scary Movie?
Kevin: Hey Ryan, you okay with a scary movie.
Ryan: Awwww Yeah. :D
Lol. I laughed.
We selected a random scary movie on netflix, and all sat down on the couch. Me in the middle. In the middle of the movie. I looked over, and saw Kevin asleep. Awww. I kissed his forehead, he moved a little, then his side.
I looked over at Ryan. He was still awake. He looked over, and smiled at me.
Ryan: Hey, can I talk to you?
Me: Yeah, sure.
Ryan: I mean alone. He glanced at Kevin.
I nodded.
Me: Sure.
He led me to his outside balcony, looking out at the night.
Ryan: I'm sorry, I haven't been acting like myself, I just can't think right, when I'm around Y-you.
I grabbed his hand.
Me: I miss you so much, and came to spend time with you, but your always home, by yourself.
Ryan: That's because I'm always waiting for you, but your always with Him.
He scowled.
Me: Is someone jealous?
Ryan: No. I'm not jealous. It's just that your always blowing me off to be with Kevin. When are we gonna have a day to hang out alone, with out HIM tagging along with us.
I was quiet for a while, I felt a pang of guilt go through me.
He kept mumbling to himself, until I interupted him.
Me: I-I'm Sorry. I was Wrong.
Ryan: Wait what?
Me: I'm Sorry, Ryan. For everything, for ignoring you, and leaving you for Kevin. I never knew how you felt. I guess I should have been a good friend, and asked you.
He smiled.
Ryan: You really mean that?
Me: If I didn't , I wouldn't of said it.
I went up to him, and hugged him. He hugged me back, and I smiled.
I pulled back, and saw him looking at my lips. I looked at his lips, and up at him. He had hope in his eyes.
Should I really be doing this. One Kiss, that's it.
He leaned in, and I felt myself doing the same, and my lips touched his softly. A little sparks. They moved in sync, and he put his hand no my back, and I wrapped my arms around his neck. I felt something wrong, so I pulled back first.
He looked at me confused.
Me: I-I'm Sorry, I can't do this.
And with that, I ran off.
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