TOP slung himself across the bed. It’s been a long day. He’s been at a concert, fanmeeting, fansigns, fanservice events and interviews. TOP has basically dedicated his life to his fans. But sometimes, he wished he could have time to himself... or... he wished he could dedicated a good portion of time to one person.

Even though he had a million fangirls, he felt lonely and unloved. He wished he could spend more time with each and every fangirl individually. He wanted to find a girl he could date; he wanted to find that one girl that would fill the void in his heart. He’s pretty sure that he could find that girl among the millions of fans he had, but he just doesn’t have the time to talk to them long enough to get to know them in order to make his decision.

He figured it was part of an idol's job: being lonely.

After laying in bed and resting his body for a minute, he got bored.

He decided to go watch their MV for Monster. That’s what he does when he’s bored; he watches their music videos because it gives him a sense of accomplisment and pride. He opened it up on Youtube and watched.

Related videos: Kpop Music Mondays - Big Bang "Monster".

Curious, TOP opened up the link and watched as two foreigners began reviewing the song and video.

Hey, the woman’s pretty cute, he thought.

He watched more and more eatyourkimchi videos. He learned that Martina was his fan. But she was married to Simon. Aww, well that’s a shame.

He continued watching more and more eatyourkimchi videos. He watched their Kpop Music Mondays, their TLDRs, their FAPFAPS and their WANKS. He found them pretty funny and entertaining. And that woman, Martina…

She was pretty. She was funny. She was happy-go-lucky. She was goodhearted. Something about her just drew him in.

I guess I developed a little crush on a married YouTube celebrity that is my fangirl. Haha.

Still, he did not think of going for her. She was married, and he wouldn’t ask out a married woman. No way...

He went to bed that night, and when he closed his eyes, he found himself dreaming of her: of the pretty little dork named Martina Stawski.

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A/N: Hey, I hope you liked the first chapter. Sorry it's short, but it seemed like a good place to stop. Thank you commentors and subscribers :)