I woke up because of the rays of the sun shining at me I stretched and open the window and took a breath in the fresh air and smiled brightly  and as usual I went to my bathroom took a bath and wear my uniform I wore my perfume and went out when I saw Lay leaning on the side of the wall
 

I stopped and faced him “Actually Lay I have a very good day and it’s not for you to only destroy it”
 

He half smiled “Wow… Am I really a pissed off ? I was just leaning at your door and that quick I ruined your day already?”
 

I put my eyebrows up “Then what is your intension really?”
 

“Didn’t you forget that I’ll be sticking to you?” he faces me and tilted his head
 

I rolled my eyes and went directly to the kitchen get myself a cereal and milk and Lay was just looking at me
 

“Yah! Did you eat already?” I asked
 

He just looked at me no answer Nice talking dude!
 

“Don’t get me wrong… I just don’t want a body guard to be so wimpy and cry in the corner” I said pissing him off
 

“why if I eat cereal and milk I will be strong and stop my tears from falling?” he asked and you can see from his face that he was really eager to have an argument in this early beautiful morning
 

“Why? if someone will beat you up You will cry? ” I asked declaring that its war!
 

“No...” he answered quickly
 

I smirked “yah you’re right… you won’t cry but I heard you were a unicorn so maybe you would run and fly away to far away land because you’re that gay…”
 

Lay glared at me “You know what? I don’t get it !! why is Mr. Lee really wants someone to take care of you? I mean everyone will surrender because of your sharp tongued tongue”
 

Oh yeah..That gives a point… why is Mr. Lee gets so over protective when it comes to me? Why is he being like that? But I brushed it off “You know why Mr. Lee really takes cares of me? Because I am a thing of beauty” I answered being cocky
 

Lay laughed “A thing of beauty? PFFT! He wants someone to take care of you because he is afraid someone will beat you up”
 

I rolled my eyes and stood up bumped into his shoulders and went to my room he then followed me and jumped into my bed
 

“YAH! GET OUT OF MY BED!” I yelled pointing at the door
 

“Can we go now? Gosh girls are really like turtles … they’re in SLLOOWWMOOO” he was giving it an act

“SHUT UP! Just get out off of my bed… YOU UNICORN!”
 

“Aishh! I will get out of this bed if you start moving a lot faster and leave” He replied and hugged my pillows
 

I just looked at him and shut my mouth up …I finished my work and went out of the dorm when Kai and Sehun was outside too
 

“YO!” Sehun called

“Hey Yo!” I went to them
 

And we started to wait in the Bus Stop when bunch of Fan Girls came rushing unto us the girls was in chaos giving their gifts and wanting autographs and stuffs and a girl came talking to me
 

“Who are you?” the girl asked putting her right eye brow on top but I pretended not to hear
 

“YAH! ARE YOU EXO’S GIRLFRIEND?” the girl yelled
 

“I am an S-!” I was about to say that I am an SM trainee when Lay stopped me and whispered “You can’t reveal that you’re an SM TRAINEE UNLESS YOU ALREADY DEBUT”and thankfully the bus already came so we all went in

“I hate this kind of life being rushed and feel like a burger” I murmured

Lay was just looking at me

an awkward silence were surrounding us 4 until we reached the school

When we were walking in the hallways all eyes were set on us and gossipers gossips
 

-“WHAT IS LAY DOING HERE KYAAA!”

-“Since that Hyon-mee came in this school some of the EXO members is appearing in this school”

-“what is her connection to EXO?”

-“Is she having any relationship with one of the EXO members?”

-”This Lucky !”
 

I was all silent and pretend I didn’t notice them but truthfully I want to scream at them … We went to our rooms and Lay was at my back just looking at me… *ARGHH! Why can’t I have a day without seeing EXO!* I thought

After class we were at our cafeteria where we can’t eat because of those fan girls who were crowding us and so I escaped and Lay also went with me
 

“Why don’t you just get lost!!!!” I yelled as Lay was following me

“I wish I could but I can’t” he answered calmly

“Go Away! I want to be alone!!”

“What’s the problem with you?” he went near to me and held my both shoulder tightly “Why are you like that? You’re acting like the world owes you something!! But truly you’re nothing but a disrespectful girl who doesn’t know anything but to give to everyone! And I won’t be surprise if the one you love left you because of that stupid attitude of yours who knows nothing but to off people!”
 

My eyes suddenly became watery “Let go!” As I swayed his hands away from me and slap him “How dare you! You don’t know my story!! So how could you say something like that! Yes the world owes me something! AND I WANT HIM BACK BUT WHAT SHOULD I DO HE IS ALREADY GONE! Gone … away from me…” I covered my face with my hans

“Who left you?” he asked “I bet it is just another lie”

“The man I really love… The one who owns my heart and until now I CAN’T FORGET! UNTIL NOW I AM STILL SUFFERING!! UNTIL NOW I AM ALONE!” I yelled while tears where dripping from my eyes

“So is this our fault? IS IT OUR FAULT THAT HE DIED AND LEFT YOU? You know what you won’t be alone if you start accepting people but what did you do? YOU PUSH THEM AWAY!” he yelled

“LAY I AM AFRAID! WHAT IF I START ACCEPTING THEM … THEY WILL LEAVE ME JUST LIKE KWANGMIN DID!” someone suddenly hugged me “Start accepting us and you will never be left”

I know it’s not lays voice someone very familiar 

I turned my head and saw a boy who is sincerely hugging me

“Please stop being another person” He whispered

“I can’t Sungjae”

I swayed away his hands off my waist and run… I ran away tears dripping from my eyes * I used to think the worst feeling in the world was losing someone you loved but I was wrong. The worst feeling is the moment you realized that you’ve lost yourself* I kept on running away until rain caught me in the street and I saw

“Hyon-mee what are you doing-?” he asked and hugged me and somehow it feels different…and somehow I am happy he caught me

“Kai? I am so lost I don’t know what to do…” I whispered butying my face into his chest

He landed his chin at the top of my head “I know how you hate me so much but this moment please let’s pretend that we don’t know each other”

“I wore a mask for so long that I already forgot who is underneath it”

he looked at me in the face and smiled “Your life will get better soon”

I looked at him “My life was always been raining” as I sob continuously

“You will survive this storm We are here” he said and hugged me

“For now… I just want to die… I just want to be with him… to feel his warm again and to see him smiling brightly … I want to be out of this storm … out of this loneliness “

“Don’t you dare give up on this life” He said hugging me tightly

“I’ll try”

(A/N: Lets skip and jump to tomorrow)

I woke up hearing a song  so I stood up and went to the living room and saw a man playing his guitar while singing I went nearer and saw the man wearing a mask and the face is Kwangmin … I smiled a little bit and sat at the couch with him … He smiled at me and began to play his guitar

Until another 5 other guys went out wearing the same mask and started singing

After singing Lay said “"The most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much, and forgetting that you are special too."”

Kris cleared out his throat “Maybe it’s not always about trying to fix something that is broken. Maybe it’s about starting over and creating something better.”

I smiled “Kris you’re here”

He smiled back at me “I want to be a part of your new life”

“We want to be the first person you see in the first rainbow of your life” Zelo said smiling brightly like a sunrise shining

Sungjae smiled “we have something for you”

they started playing again

and they gave things and a letter

Everyone wants happiness ,nobody wants pain but you can’t have a rainbow with a little rain
It might be hard for me to forget about the past but atleast they're people who is accompanying me and dancing with me in the rain