"Your love is like a summer days ... warm and bright...I will miss this" he said as I feel his warm embrace "if I die don’t cry okay? Because who will wipe away your tears when I’m already gone? I want you to promise me something...” he said tearing but holding it in

"what is it?” I asked sadly and looked deep through his eyes

" please love again love someone who can stay by your side until you get old someone who can protect you love someone who can fill love to your precious heart that I fail to do, Promise me ok?" He said while his eyes are watery 

I put my palm into his gentle face and one tear fell from my eyes as I shook my head “Kwangmin don’t say that! Please you’re not going to die You’re going to stay with me forever Until we get old and have kids Don’t say that!”

he held my hands and half smiled "Don’t want to leave but we both know sometimes things are meant to go somehow I know we'll meet again not sure quite when, where so until then smile don’t want to cry saying goodbye " I know Kwangmin find it hard to say those kind of things but he uttered it

I hugged him and cried on his shoulders “Kwangmin No.. Andwae!” I whispered and kept on shooking my head

"I wish" I heard him whispered and rubbed my back to comfort me
 

NEXT DAY

I went back to their house to visit him again and I saw youngmin wearing an all white suit

 

"oppa where is kwangmin??" even though I already know the answer I asked maybe I was wrong He just want to surprise me again

Youngmin looked at me with red plump eyes and a weak sad aura "He's gone" his voice crack as he utter the word

My tears began to fall one by one and cover my face with my palm as I continue to shook my head "No! This can't be!"

"my tw-twi-twin brother How? I can’t still believe!!!  even that night before he died you were still the one he's thinking about he left you this scrap book and this teddy bear” he handed me the things as I took it “are you going to the funeral??” He asked and wiped away his tears

"ani.. Can I stay here? In his room " I asked

He nodded  "okay suit yourself " 

Youngmin left the house as I continously cried leaning over the wall *I cant go to his funeral he is still alive, he is still alive in my heart* I walked and headed to Kwangmin's room

I stood infront of his door believing that if I open it he will welcome me with his nice bright smile and tell me that this isn't happening and he will stay with me as I open the door and a dark room welcomed me with a sad air blew 
 

I held myself and stayed strong and headed to his cabinet and get some clothes "your scent I can still smell it Your warm KWANGMIN!!WAE!!?? WAE??? I told you I can’t live without you How am I supposed to live now? How?"

I laid on his bed hugging his t-shirt crying
I get the teddy bear and hugged it as it produces a sound. He was singing My Dear
I was crying continuously while his voice comforting me
 

I am so sorry!! for letting his character die... *sobs* I am also sad about what happened but this fiction is Angst..
and I feel guilty letting my Bias die *wipes tears* and now I should ran for my life because Kwangmin's fans are going to kill me

 

Here is a Kwangmin gif for you (to make you feel better)


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