I was at school and I was at my own little world again thinking about last night I don’t know what to feel should I be happy for last night? Or be sad to know that kwangmin is hiding a secret from me? And now it’s creeping me out but I do really have a bad feeling about it I saw the tissue turned red I know him so well his been my boyfriend since last year surely I know every acts he acts and I won’t buy that crap its  really really deep that he even kept it a secret from me and I have to find out. The School bell rang so it just mean that study time is over I quickly get my bag and went out of my classroom

I sighed in relief “thank goodness class is already over” I reached my cellphone in my pocket and called Kwangmin but he didn’t answer so I called his manager instead

“Yoboseyo?” I started

“Hyon-mee?” He asked with a little bit shock tone

“Yep It’s me uhmm where is Kwangmin?” I asked

“Uhm he is not here why?”

"Okay can I ask you something??" I said hoping he will say yes

"Yah sure” I noticed his voice is trembling

"do you know something about kwangmin oppa that I don’t know?" I asked him straightly to the point

"a-a-ani " he nervously answered well it’s pretty clear in his voice

"come on its obvious I can say it with the tone of your voice I’m his girlfriend and you knew it at least make me feel that I still have the right to know the truth I still have the right to know what’s happening to him And I know you know something about it!! “I said as I was about to cry because I know it is something serious

"Even if there is  ... you don’t have to know” he replied and tears finally fell from my eyes

"but please!!! If you are in my situation would you just sit and not care about the person you love the most?  Would you just play dumb not knowing what’s happening to the person who is the most important person in the world?" I kept on sobbing while wiping my tears “Please tell me please. Please. Please.”

I heard him sighed “Okay go to my office and I’ll be waiting”
 
“Thank you so much” I smiled bitterly and turned off my call

I quickly ran out of the school and went to his office immediately. I sat in a chair in front of his chair “So tell me about Kwangmin?”

He gasped "he told me not to tell you because it will surely break your heart but since you already know I’ll just have to tell you the full details only youngmin and me knows about it...  kwangmin-ah is suffering to an illness which is rare and only few people has this kind of disease since it is very rare doctors cannot experiment a cure for it" he explained

My tears fell again and I covered my face “Is it coughing blood?” as my trembling voice asked

" yes it is... Normally people who have that kind of disease die because of blood loss” he added

I don’t know what to do my body froze in that place I want to run to him and comfort him and told him it will be ok  but how can I do that? I can’t even calm myself out I can’t even said to myself that it will be ok

I slowly went out of the office about to breakdown and tears were rapidly falling from my eyes I skipped school and directly went to my house I can’t go to him right now His probably busy and I have to calm myself first before I face him so that he will not be worried about me
 

After crying and finally calm myself from the situation I finally had the guts to go to his dorm

"Donghyun oppa where is Kwangmin’s room?? I asked with a low tone voice

“oh he is in their But you see its not allowed " youngmin stopped him from talking

youngmin and I looked at each other and I went there so nervous about to break down but I stayed strong as I open the door I can see him sleeping at his bed

I sat beside his bed and slowly kissed his forehead and it caused him to wake up
I smiled at him brightly and he does the same

His eyes simply widened up” Hyon-mee what-what are you doing here?"

"wae? Not happy to see me?" I goofed for him not to notice that I am so worried

"a-ani I’m just asking ok?" he answered with a bright smile

I nodded "I love you so much kwangmin”  as I hugged him

“I love you Mrs. Jo” as he hugged me tightly

Suddenly he started coughing and the next thing I know is he already coughing blood non-stop

I was startled not knowing what to do I was like hit by an electrical shot I can’t move and all I can do was yell “kwangmin! Kwangmin!! Boooysss!! Help!!!! Youngmin oppa!!! Minwoo oppa!!!!! HELLLLPPPP!!!!! “I was panicking while blood was already in my hand

then they suddenly rushed into the room yeah they were so shock but they quickly brought kwangmin to the nearest hospital the doctor says that there’s nothing they can do  And only prayers can save him When I heard that it feels like knife came flying to my heart like the whole world was about to collapse and I was at the center near to die. It’s like my whole body is breaking into pieces

all of them cried and I slowly went to Kwangmin’s hospital room I slowly open the door and smiled sadly for him as he faces me. He reaches his hand “Hyon-mee” he said. I went closer to him and sat on his side as I was holding back myself not to cry

then kwangmin gently touch my face I simply held his hand and feeling his touch but tears were appearing and falling again

I quickly uttered the word

" I don’t know what I would do without you
I cannot go through a single day without you
I cannot think of a day passing without a glimpse of you
I need you today, tomorrow, next week, next month, next year and forever" I said tearing up

“I am so sorry” that’s all he could say

Kwangmin’s P.O.V

seeing her cry is simply breaking my heart I don’t know what to do I want to comfort her  but how? If I know everything is not going to be okay. I don’t want her to build her hopes up that I can still recover so all I could say is sorry
 

after a week the doctor advised us that I have go home because there is nothing they can do anymore but spend my remaining life with my loved ones

                                                                                                                                                             

Sorry for giving you a very sad chapter 2
I myself find it hard to make Kwangmin oppa be in this situation.
I even cried myself to sleep thinking about this (My parents thinks I am going nuts) >_<
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