Sorry, I'm Not Her
Unconditional Love
"yeah, finally break. Let's have a lunch, Yuri-ah.."
"okay, where do you want to go, Lun?"
"wherever you want.." Luna grinned
"okay, what about Soshi cafe? My friend is the owner.." Yuri suggested
"okay, let's go.."
***
Yuri and Luna took a seat near a window, they sat side by side. Taeyeon noticed their presence, she then approached the girls and greeted them.
"hey, Yuri.."
"hey, Tae.."
"oh, this is Luna. Luna, this is Taeyeon. The owner of the cafe.."
"nice to meet you, Taeyeon.." Luna smiled
"nice to meet you too, Luna.." Taeyeon smiled back
"uhm, excuse me for a minute, i need to go to the toilet.." Luna said
"okay.." Yuri nodded
"so, Yuri, how's Fany?"
"she's not doing well, Tae.." Yuri's expression changed
"what happened?" Taeyeon asked in concerned
"she's been depressed lately. She refused to eat, she stared blankly at nowhere, blaming herself for everything, and she didn't respond when i spoke to her.."
"i can't think i can leave her, but gladly Hyoyeon stay today to accompany her until i finish my work.."
"that's bad, what can i do to help you?" Taeyeon said in response
"i don't know.." Yuri hung her head low
"hey guys, sorry for making you wait.." Luna came back
"no problem, Lun.." Taeyeon smiled
"okay, let's eat?"
"sure.."
"Fany-ah, please don't be like this.."
"it's hard for me, Hyo. I feel like it's just a nightmare, and i haven't waken up.."
"but, Fany, i bet Sooyoung won't happy there to see you acting this way.." Hyoyeon rubbed Tiffany's back
"i don't know if i can do this without her, i don't know i can live without her. She's my everything, Hyo.." Tiffany said weakly
"you still have me, your other friends, and Yuri. You still have Yuri. We'll help you to pass this difficult time.." Hyoyeon encouraged her
"thank you for giving me your support, Hyo.."
Yuri POV
I went home, and Hyoyeon already left. I entered my room, and Tiffany was in my room, she already fell asleep on the bed. She slept quietly while hugging a picture of Sooyoung.
I sat beside this beautiful girl right after i changed my clothes and cleaned myself. I studied her face. Her jaw line, her nose, her eyebrows, her lips, it's all seemed so perfect. She's so beautiful.
I carefully took the picture and covered Tiffany with my blanket. I was about to leave, but she grabbed my wrist.
"don't leave.." she opened her eyes
"i'm not going anywhere, Tiff.."
"stay with me tonight.." she said, signalling me to lay beside her
I layed down beside her as she snuggled closer to me. I wrapped my arm around her, while she layed her head on my chest.
"sing me a song, Yuri-ah.."
'When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one..' i caressed her hair gently
'I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one..' she slowly closed her eyes
'I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay..' she gripped my shirt tightly
'Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray..'
"i'm sorry because i'm not her, Fany-ah. And i'll never be her.."
Tiffany opened her eyes and looked directly in my eyes.
"if i can replace my life with hers, then i'll do it. So, you can end your misery and live happily with her.." my voice cracked
"Yuri.."
"i love you so much, Tiffany. I really do.."
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