The Day Getting Worse
Unconditional Love
Yuri POV
This past 2 days were the worst day ever. I still couldn't believe that it's not a dream. But, i really really hope that this all was just a dream, a nightmare.
"With deepest sympathy, we're so sorry for your loss.." Taeyeon said to me, snapped me back into reality
"yeah, be strong for you two.." Jessica added while hugged Tiffany, while Tiffany cried on Jessica's shoulder for awhile
"thank you.." i smiled weakly
This is my bestfriend's funeral. I couldn't think straight, my mind was blank, my brain couldn't work properly.
It's all just a dream, right? Sooyoung didn't leave us, right? She's alive, because doctor saved her, right?
Please someone slap me right in the cheek, i need to know that it was a nightmare or a reality.
"We were deeply saddened to hear of your loss, unnie. Our thoughts are with you.." Seohyun came with Yoona beside her
"i'm so sorry, unnie.." Yoona added
"thank you, Seo. Thank you, Yoong.." Tiffany sobbed
I gave Tiffany a side-hug, i pulled her closer to me and held her tightly as Sooyoung's coffin has burried under the ground. She cried even more and sobbed hardly.
"Tiffany.." Hyoyeon came and hugged Tiffany instantly
"with deepest sympathy i gave you our warmest condolences.." Sunny said in concerned look
"thank you.." i said but this time without smile, i could smile anymore
"take care of her, Yuri. Don't let her do anything stupid.." Hyoyeon said before she left
"i will.." i nodded
I looked at Tiffany and she stared blankly at the headstone, her tears are no longer escaped from her eyes. I guess she has no more tears to burst.
"Yuri, i'm so sorry for your loss.." Luna suddenly hugged me and wiped my tears
"thank you.." i said almost whisper
"be strong, Tiffany.." Luna placed her hand on Tiffany's shoulder, and Tiffany only nodded in response
People left this place, one by one. And only Tiffany and i who still stayed in this place, right beside Sooyoung's grave.
Tiffany didn't move at all, she just stared blankly at Sooyoung's name written on the headstone. I didn't say anything, i just remained silent and let Tiffany cried her heart out. All i could do is just rubbed her back and wiped her tears.
"Tiffany, let's go home. It's almost dark.." i said almost whipered
"......."
"Tiffany, please... Don't be like this, i don't want you to get sick.." i slowly lift her body to stand up
We walked away slowly, but after 5 steps, Tiffany's body went numb and she fell onto the ground with a tired expression.
"Tiffany!!" i lift her to my embrace, i carried her on my back and we headed home soon
Yuri slowly layed the sleeping Tiffany down onto her bed. She caressed the latter's face and removed her bangs which cover her angelic face. Then, Yuri took a blanket and covered Tiffany's body with it.
Yuri then exited the room, and headed to her room. She took a dvd from her drawer then exited her room soon. She the TV and entered the dvd into the player as she sat on the couch.
The dvd played, and Yuri watched it silently while hugging her knees. The dvd was about her, Tiffany, and Sooyoung. She cried for the umpteenth time while she watched it. Every time Sooyoung appeared in the movie, she paused it and examined the face of her buddy.
It hurts, knowing that Sooyoung is no longer there with her. She recalled back all the memories they had, the conversations they had, and the smile that they shared together.
After crying in a long time, Yuri finally closed her eyes and slowly drifted into sleep on that couch. She was tired, very tired. Her body and her mind.
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