September 2012

“Don’t do this JaeJoong.”

“Give me one good reason why not Yoochun.”

“Everything is over and done with. They have nothing to do with us anymore.”

“As long as he and I are alive, we will always be connected.”

“Jae please…you have to let it go. Move on from the past.”

“I can’t Chun, I tried so hard but I can’t.”

“What is holding you back?”

“His happiness…he took everything away from me; left me to dwell in despair while he continued to live as if we were never real…I can’t forgive that…never.”

“Jae…this will gain you nothing. He won’t return to you.”

“I don’t want him but I won’t let anyone have him either. If I have to live my life without love, I won’t let him have that pleasure either.”

“Jae…if not him, think about her then. Remember she was once your friend.”

“Friend? She made a mockery of that word. She knew how much I loved him. A true friend would have kept away.”

“Can nothing change your mind?”

“No…but you don’t have to be a party to this. I would never force you.”

“I am with you. As much as I hate this, I will support you till the end.”

“Thanks Chun.”

“Does Junsu know?”

“No…and it’s better if he doesn’t. He is too nice for this.”

“As you wish. I just pray that you know what you are doing.”

“Don’t worry, I have it all planned.”

“I will trust you. Take care Jae…and call me if there’s trouble.”

“I will.”

“Bye then.”

JaeJoong cut off his call and pocketed his cellphone as he sat in silence in his car. He glanced at the restaurant in front of him. Inside sat the man that held the power to fulfill his dreams. All he needed to do was take the final leap and set his plan in motion but was he ready for this? Since July when he first came to know about them, he had been planning and plotting and now he was so close…what was holding him back then? Love? No…that couldn’t be it…he knew nothing of that word anymore. Jae took a deep breath as if the air he inhaled could provide him with strength to get out of the car and into that restaurant. Jae realized he needed someone who would tell him that he was right…someone who would encourage him. Yoochun su