Author POV

The three of them becoming best friends after one week they spend their time together.. it’s only one week left for Taeyeon to get a donor or it might be the end of her life..

“Taeyeon.. It’s been a week..” the ice princess said

“yeah.. one week to go..” the petite smile widely

“why are you so happy? Are you happy leaving me? Leaving Tiffany? Leaving nurse Yuri? Leaving your family?? Have you ever considered our feelings??” the ice princess asked in almost cracked voice because she was holding her tears

“well.. I just think.. your life would be better if I leave.. I wouldn’t be a burden anymore… I know how hard all of you, except Tiffany, searching a donor for me.. I don’t want to make all of you worried about me.. I don’t want all of you get desperate everyday.. If I got that transplant to be done to me this time, yes.. it will be a joyful thing.. I can make all of you smile once again.. but I know that basically my heart is weak.. so I will need another transplant one day and that time would be like this time.. all of you getting miserable and desperate.. I don’t want that happened.. it’s better for me to leave.. and you can love somebody else that deserve you better than me..” the petite hugged the ice princess and rub her back.. the ice princess just burst into tears and crying out loud at the petite shoulder

“you… you make me cry again.. you.. are so mean Taeyeon…” the ice princess said between her sobbing and she’s slightly punching Taeyeon’s chest in desperate

“I’m sorry….” The petite hug the ice princess more tightly “I’m sorry.. for everything.. for cannot be the one who can hold your heart firmly and never let it broke or even get a scratch.. for being such a jerk giving up like this.. for being selfish..”

“my heart is already broken when I gave it to you and you didn’t take it.. you just let it falling down freely until it’s broken into tiny pieces..”

“I will help you.. to reassemble the broken pieces..” the ice princess broke the hug and stare at the petite with hopeful eyes

“how?”

“I will help you find a right person for you.. so she/he could help me reassemble your broken heart..”

“you are the right person for me Taeyeon don’t you understand??” the ice princess said in annoyed tone

“I’m not the right person because I will broke your heart into dust when I was gone if I accept your heart now.. and it will be harder for anyone who wants to reassemble it again and be the one who hold it firmly so it will not be broken once again..”

“how can you said that you’re not the right person when I was the one who know myself better than anyone??”

“I… just know…. Please don’t do this Jessie.. it hurts me seeing you crying like this..”

“if you’re not sick.. will you accept me?” the ice princess asked in her teary eyes

“I will not answer that.. because it will only gives you false hope..”

“I will obeyed all of your words after you truly answer that.. even if you want me to be with Tiffany..” the petite was taken aback with the ice princess words

“I never told you to be with her.. you can be with anyone you love.. I wont force you.. I’ll just helping you to find that person.. for my last week..”

“just answer me.. please…” the ice princess begging in desperate

“yes.. I will.. accept you.. if I’m fine..”

“thank you Taeyeon.. thank you for the answer..”

“now… I want you to move on.. don’t love me..” the ice princess didn’t shocked.. she already expecting to be like this..

“I will try.. but I will try to find you a donor as well.. please don’t forbid me from doing that.. I want the best for you.. for my best friend..”

“I will not forbid you.. but don’t push yourself too hard..” the petite patted the ice princess’s head and smile to her

“okay.. let’s go to the garden.. I don’t want you to cry all day in my room.. and your tears is the least I want to see for my last week..”

“stop saying this is your last week.. you make me miserable.. let’s just forget it and spend our time like usual..”

“okay.. I wont say that anymore..” the petite chuckle and the ice princess linked her arm while they’re heading to the garden..

“why you never told Tiffany about your true condition?”

“because.. I don’t want her to know.. it was me who will give her the window for seeing the beautiful world..”

“do you love her?”

“as much as I love you..”

“you’re greedy.. you can’t just love two person equally at the same time.. you said you’ll accept me if you’re not sick.. would you do the same if Tiffany is the one who asked that question?” the petite stop and began to think

“I think it’s a yes.. I couldn’t choose between you two.. you two are too loveable.. I want to take care of you two as good as I could.. as my girlfriends maybe…” the petite shrugged and started walking like there is nothing happened

“you know that I got jealous easily Taeyeon..” the ice princess hold back

“I know..” the petite smile innocently to the ice princess

“and??”

“and what? I already told you.. I can’t choose between you two.. I’m too confused with my feelings.. maybe it’s because my heart is already melted with both of your treatment.. she with her eyesmile.. you with your caring and always be there when I need you.. it’s too hard.. better answer 5 SUDOKU puzzle rather than solving that problem..” the petite raised both of her hands.. sign of she giving up..

“ahaha.. hey.. why don’t we ask Tiffany to join us like we use to do? Let’s go to her room..”

“I got a better idea, why don’t we just play around at her room? making something different.. talk heart to heart? I just feel bored if we just walking around the garden and chit chat until dark finally come that make all of us go inside the building, me and you deliver her to her room.. you deliver me to mine.. and you deliver yourself to your home..”

“anything you asked Kim Taeyeon.. I never broke my promise.. I will obey all your words..”

“if I asked you to never shopping again, will you obey that?” teased the petite

“umm.. umm.. about that… umm…”

“ahahahhaa.. no need to answer that Jessie.. I’m  just kidding..” the petite laugh freely

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Taeyeon POV

As we walked towards Tiffany’s room.. I feel strange.. something will happened anytime soon.. I guess.. my heart is beating too weak.. making my blood stream didn’t flow as it supposed to be.. it will caused my blood will pilled up inside my heart and wanting to be out but there is not a strong force to let it out..

“ugh…” the pain is started to sting.. my heart is starting to aching.. I’m trying not letting Jessie notice..

“Jessie.. may I meet nurse Yuri first? I think it’s my schedule to get check up..” I lied

“oh? Is that so.. okay..” we turned around towards my room.. I’m still trying to hold the pain.. I need my medicine..

“Taeyeon? Are you okay?” Jessie asked me worriedly as I started to flinched again because of the pain

“I’m.. okay.. Jessie… ugh…” I fall down on my knees to the floor and squeezing my shirt as I holding the pain.. trying to ease it.. wanting all of this be ended soon.. wanting my heart to work properly again..

“TAEYEON!!” she grab me before I kissed the floor.. “NURSE!!!” she began to panicked.. she lied me down and my head on her lap.. she look at me in worried face and her eyes began to teary again..

“AAAARGH!!!” I scream out loud..  and closed my eyes tightly hoping the pain will gone soon.. I even punch my chest as I want to squeeze my heart and let the piled up blood out from my heart.. Jessie hold my both hands and stop me from doing that..

“TAEYEON!!” I can heard nurse Yuri’s voice from afar running towards me.. “SOO!! GET ME THE INJECTION!!” I can heard a ruckus around me… “HANG ON TAEYEON!!”

“AAAARGH!!!” I scream as it’s getting more painful and painful by the time passed.. I can feel tears are flowing down from my eyes as I tried my best to hold this pain

“HERE!!” I heard nurse Soo yelled

“this is gonna be a little hurt Taeyeon.. please hang on..” nurse Yuri whispered to me and after that I can feel a sting on my chest.. a painful sting from the needle.. she jab me on the chest with the needle and let the liquid out..

“AAAAARGH!!!!!!” I scream as loud as I could holding the new painful feeling I just felt.. but after she took away the needle and rub the spot she just jabbed, I began to fell relaxed.. the pain is gradually getting away.. I began to breath normally.. my tensed body began less tensed.. my weak heart starting to work ‘normally’ again..

“Taeyeon.. can you hear me? Taeyeon??” I opened my eyes and I saw three blurry figure in front of me.. all of them looking at me with concerned face

“I feel.. tired…..” then I closed my eyes and drifted to sleep

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Jessica POV

“Taeyeon?? Taeyeoon?!! Answer me!! Don’t die!!” I cried and shook her body.. but there is no answer from her.. nurse Yuri pulling me away from her and turn my face to face her

“she’s not dead.. she’s just sleeping..” she wipe my tears with her thumbs “look.. she still breathing.. it must be tiring her.. holding the pain..”

“did she always be in this condition? This is the first time I saw her like this..” I asked while sobbing

“she often get into this condition.. it’s her second time during these week.. but worsen.. last time she still can drink her medicine properly even though she’s in pain.. now I have to jab her to inject the medicine.. because I didn’t see that she could hold it anymore…”

“when did the first time?”

“about 4 days ago? It happened at midnight.. so you already at home.. I heard the nurse bell and I rushes to her room and found her curling her body into ball while holding her chest.. I gave her the medicine as soon as possible and after she drink it, she just fall asleep like now..”

“have you find someone to be a donor?”

“I haven’t.. I’m sorry..” she lifted Taeyeon from the floor and from my lap, bridal style.. nurse Soo helped her..

“Tiffany ask me about her condition.. she asked, ‘nurse Soo, how is Taetae condition? Is her typhus getting better and she will be soon recovered?’”

“typhus??” nurse Yuri asked with her eyes widen

“honestly.. I’m confused at first.. but I think she lied to Tiffany about her current condition.. so I played along.. not wanting that Taeyeon has planned to be ruined..”

“what the??!” nurse Yuri began to get angry

“don’t be mad nurse Yuri.. I knew the reason why she lied.. she didn’t want Tiffany knew that she will be her donor..”

“WHAT?!!” she snapped

“uuungg..” Taeyeon move a bit on her embrace and her eyebrows frowned.. It’s kinda cute..

“ssh.. ssh.. ssh.. sorry.. go back to sleep..” nurse Soo rub her head and whisper to her

“what?!! She already gave up?!!”

“apparently yes..” I said in a solemn tone

“Yuri.. please calm down.. you’re holding her sleeping body right now..”

“ugh.. I can’t believe it..”

“she told me she wants to make her last week to be meaningful.. and make everyone around her to be happy.. then she will leave in peace..”

“she will not going anywhere.. she will get a donor.. she will…” nurse Yuri tears are streaming down through her cheeks

“calm down Yuri…” Nurse Soo patted her shoulder..

Nurse Yuri put Taeyeon on her bed gently and fixed her blanket as Taeyeon hug her bolster like a little kid hugging her dool…

“she will… I promise to do my best…” nurse Yuri kissed Taeyeon’s forehead and nurse Soo escorting her out left me behind with her..

Should I tell Tiffany? I decide to go to Tiffany’s room..

“Tiffany? Are you in there?”

“come in Jessie…” she smiled while her face staring on the window.. letting the sunlight make her face shining..

“where is Taeyeon?” she asked while trying to spotted where am I

“I’m over here Tiffany..” I pulled her closer to me and she hugged me.. I rub her back gently.. “Taeyeon still sleeping.. I feel lonely.. so I go here to meet you.. I was about to go here with her too.. but since she was sleeping I can’t..”

“she needs a lot of rest..” she beamed her eyesmile as she broke the hug.. I caresses her hair.. she just continue smiling with her innocent face.. if only you know that Taeyeon loves you.. I think she loves you more than she loves me.. she said that she loves me the same as she love you.. but I don’t think she loves me that much.. considering her action towards you.. she just didn’t realized that yet.. she said she will accept me.. yes I know she will.. but it will be different if you are the one who asked her that..

“what’s wrong Jessie? Are you spacing out? You’re quiet..” she asked me with her worried face

“I’m okay.. you’re beautiful Tiffany.. no wonder everyone loves you..”

“thank you but what do you mean by that?”

“nothing.. I just want to compliment you..”

“well.. thank you? Hahaha.. you’re weird today Jessie..”

“ahahaha.. have you eaten yet?”

“nope..” she beamed another gorgeous smile making me smile just by looking at it.. I should’ve hate you because the girl I love, didn’t love me.. but she loves you.. but I don’t know why I can’t hate you..

“want to go somewhere to eat? My treat…”

“sure!” she hugged me and I circled my arms on her waist.. to help her walking as she circling her arms around my waist too..

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I'm too lazy to do skimming.. my eyes already hurt.. sorry if there is anything misstyping or please bear with my awful grammar.. :D

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