~ 4 months later.~

" Today is the day."

Sehun's POV -

Lately.. I havent gone seen Nicole noona because we were way to busy because our comeback.. but today I was free, no schedules or anything. So Luhan hyung and I went to go see her together, we asked manager Hiong to drop us off.. we got out and looked at each other.

" Sehun-ya.. kaja." he grabbed my hand, I smiled and nodded my head. We walked into the building and rode the elevator up, while we were in the elevator.. I looked over to Luhan hyung.. I smiled that after everything.. we were still together, it made me happy.

" Sehun-ya! stop laughing at my purple/red hair! It's not funny! The stylist noona said it would suit me really well.. I didn't know that Baekhyun-goon would be doing it too.. aish!" I looked at him,

" Hyung.. that's not why i'm smiling. Babo." before Luhan could say anything.. the elevator door opened, we walked out and went to her room. We knocked on the door and opened it,

" Noona? Nicole noona.. annyounghaseyo." I said while walking in, I took off my shoes and put on my slippers. I walked closer to her bed, 

" Noona?" I looked into her bed and she wasn't there.. I was worried,

" Noona!" I looked all over the house.. until she finally popped out, aish this girl. I walked towards her and found her laughing on the ground.. like a crazy person,

" Noona! That wasn't very funny! Do you know how worried sick I was?!" she slowly got up and wiped the tear that was falling from her eye,

" Ahh noona mianhe. I just had to do it, how is everyone?" I watched as she walked to the couch,

" Noona!" I was about to say something again.. but then I felt a hand on my shoulder,

" Sehun-ya.. shut up for a minute will ya?" I looked at Luhan hyung.. how dare he, I watched he sat down with Nicole noona and the tv.

" Hyung! Noona! What is this? Hyung do you not care that Noona went messing on us for a while?" Nicole and Luhan looked at each other.. then started to laugh,

" Ya.. Sehun-ya you should've have seen this coming, I mean she's been doing this to you even before we started to get ready for our comeback. You really need to get it together. Arasso Sehun-ya?" I wanted to hit him,

" Hyung.. are you asking for a death wish, because if you are then you can sleep on the floor tonight!" and I stalked off to the kitchen.

 

Your POV -

Luhan and I watched Sehun march his little to the kitchen, Luhan was about to get up when I stopped him.. 

" Hajimayo.. i'll go see him." but before I left.. Luhan grabbed my arm,

" He's stressed.. with the comeback.. and this month.. it's extremely harder for him.. he's having nightmares and he won't tell me about them. Aish Nicole-ya.. wô hên dãnxïn. I'm extremly worried about him." I nodded my head.. I finally started to understand, I walked towards the kitchen to see Sehun.. sitting at the table by himself. I walked up to him and put my arm around his shoulder,

" mwohya jigeum?" he turned towards me and looked at me.. his eyes were red.. he pulled out a picture of Nina, and looked at it.

" Noona it's her anniversary.." I let out a sigh and nodded my head,

" Ara.." he was sniffling,

" I've been having dreams about her.. and her being alive also how she would be like, with our family.. but then it turns into a nightmare and she's dying again or she's leaving me or anything. It makes me so sad." I looked at him and pulled him close to me,

" Ara.. noona jinja ara. Sehun-ya.. I know it's May.. it's also the day my sister died.. why do you think you got the day off.. jakkamn.. Sooyoung will be here soon then we'll go.. arasso?" I watched as Sehun nodded his head, I patted him on the shoulder and got up to check on Luhan. When I got into the living room.. he was sitting there looking at a picture of me and Nina.. as I sat down he picked his head up and smiled at me.

" Nicole-ya.. nugusoyo?" he said while pointed to my picture,

" Ahh that's my yeodongsaeng hyung. She was a very good girl. Waeyo?" Luhan shook his head..

" Aniyo.. she just looks like the girl Sehun-ya was supposed to marry.." I watched as Luhan tightened his grip around the picture.. I grabbed for the picture and moved it away from him,

" Hyung.. waeyo gwaenchana? You sort of grabbed my sister's picture really hard there." I said while patting his shoulder,

" ah. mianheyo. It's just that.. whenever I think about that girl.. I think about how Sehun goon was soo sad and depressed when he found she left him. It hurt me so much to see my dongsaeng like that.. so when Sehun-ya and I started dating.. I vowed that I would never let him be sad over this girl again.. but I feel like he is.. I mean I found his box.. he doesn't keep that hidden very well.. but it was filled with pictures and letters from her.. I don't know what do anymore." I looked at him.. I think.. he's ready to know,

" Luhan hyung.. there's something you need to know." I let out a sigh and smiled at him,

" Hyung.. that girl who was supposed to marry Sehun.. was actually my yeodongsaeng." he looked at me like I was crazy,

" Meiyo.." I took in another breath and nodded my head,

" It's true hyung." he shook his head,

" hyung.. before you say anything.. hear me out..." but I was too late,

" WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME EARLIER?! I THOUGHT WE WERE FAMILY NICOLE-YA! WHERE IS SHE?! WHY HASN'T SHE EVEN CALLED SEHUN-YA TO EVEN EXPLAIN TO HIM WHAT HAS HAPPENED?! HUH?! Ta shì zài nali?! Where is she?" I looked at him..

" Hyung.." but before I could say anything.. Sehun came out and he looked mad, I got up and looked at him.

" Sehun-ya.." he looked at me then at Luhan,

" You want to know what happened to her.. she didn't run away to escape this marriage.. she died. ARASSO HYUNG?! SHE DIED!!" and Sehun ran towards " his" bedroom, I ran after him and knocked on the door.

" Sehun-ya.. open the door. Jebal." I waited for his response,

" Shiroayo!" I opened my mouth to say something to him but I closed it.. he needed to be alone, I understood. I walked back to my living room to find Luhan looking at the picture again. I let out a sigh and walked towards him,

" Hyung.." Luhan looked from the picture and I saw tears,

" Nicole-ya.. mianheyo.. if I had known.. I wouldn't have said those things." I smiled and sat down to him,

" Gwaenchanayo.. here let me explain everything.. espically why Sehun-ya is acting like this." Luhan nodded his head and I started to explain everything.. Nina's death, Sehun's reaction.. this month. when I was done.. he was looking down at his hands,

" Nicole-ya.. Gege yíhàn." I smiled at him and before I could say anything.. my doorbell rang, I looked at him and nodded my head; I got up and walked to my door.. I opened it to see Sooyoung. I pulled her into a hug,

" Thanks for coming Cuz."

" Anything for the family, how you feeling? Better?" I bit on my cheek and nodded my head, i'll get there. 

" come in.. i'm trying to calm Sehun-ya down." she gave me a look and understood, we walked back into my living room and found that Luhan was gone..

" Mwoh? Where did Luhan hyung go?"

" Eh? Luhan oppa is here?" I nodded my head and started to search for him, I looked in the kitchen and the bathroom.. where did he go? 

" Hyung?" right when I called his name.. he came out of " Sehun's" bedroom with him.. Sehun's eyes were red and teary still,

" What the heck.. you let him in but not me.. aish.. freaking Hunhan." Sehun smiled and bowed to Sooyoung,

" Sooyoung sunbaenim, annyounghaseyo. Guraego.. mianheyo noona but it's Luhan hyung." I smiled and nodded my head,

" arasso.. you are forgiven.. but guys let's get going before it get's to late." everyone nodded their heads, as we were walking to my car.. I thought about it.. why was I back in korea? I shook my head and we all got into my car and drove away from my apartment, everyone was quiet in the car.. I looked at Sooyoung's hands.. flowers, I looked back at Sehun and Luhan.. they were holding hands but Sehun was holding a single flower.. I smiled.

As I turned into our destination.. I looked around, today was a good day but we were here.. I parked the car and we all got out. As I turned to them, I smiled and took the deepest breath I have ever taken.

" Are you guys ready?" everyone nodded their heads and we walked through the gates, reading the sign as we walked on inside.

" WELCOME TO DAYOUNG'S GRAVEYARD."

 

We all walked towards the back of the graveyard and stopped in front of a tombstone,

We all read what it said,

" In loving memory of Choi Nina. October ~~, 1996 - May 31, 2012, for a child.. we hope she is resting in peace. She died at such a young age.. for we may never know the truth on what happened to her, but we do know that she was very much loved by her parents, sister and her future husband. To all those who once knew her.. please remember and acknowledge her once known presence, for she was a girl with many emotions but she was known for her happiness. Everyone please always remember this girl for she was someone who was special and was able to touch your soul with just one meeting of each other."

" Well guys we're here." I looked at it and dropped down to my knees,

" Aigoo Nina-ya.. it's been a whole year now, how did I do it?" Sehun got to his knee and put his arm around me, he looked at the tombstone..

" Noona.. I know this is a bad timing right now but uhm.. why is Nina-ya's tombstone broken like this?" I wiped my tears and started to laugh,

" Ahh.. about that.. well actually it's a very funny story." I was thinking back to when she first decided on her tombstone and where she wanted to put it,

~ Flashback a/n: everything is in english by the way.~

I was walking around with Nina when she started to run ahead of me,I followed after here..

" Hey.. why are you running ahead of me?" I looked to what she was looking at.. tombstones?

" Hey.. why are you looking at tomstones?"

" Nicole.. I just think that if I looked at my tombstone now.. it would be easier on me then having my family pick one." I looked at her,

" Are you officially going crazy in that damn brain of yours?" I said while poking her head. She pouted and pushed me.. but instead of looking away she kept looking at it,

" Nicole.. i'm seirous, we're buying me this tombstone and when I move to Korea to get married to Sehun.. that's where I'll be buried as well. Got it?"

~ end flashback~

" she wanted this tombstone because she was weird.. she said that it represented her well, how her life was always divded into two, how she was torn down the middle.. how she.." what was the last one?

" How I lived two different lives you dimwit!" I jumped at the voice in my head, Sehun, Luhan, and Sooyoung looked at me..

" Noona.. gwaenchana?" I looked at him,

" Oh? Oh.. ah ne. Gwaenchana. I just remembered the last one." I turned towards Sehun and smiled at him,

" How she was able to live 2 different lives." I looked back at the tombstone.. 

" She was the only one who was able to understand me when we lived in America.. she actually knew how I felt without me telling her.." more tears came running down my face, I then felt armless.. I looked to my side. Sehun was no longer there..

" Sehun-ya.. let's leave Nicole unnie alone for a while with Nina-ya.. she'll get up and then it'll be our turn. Kaja.. let's go wait over there." and I watched as Sehun, Luhan, and Sooyoung walked away.. I was so thankful for Sooyoung.. I looked back at her tombstone,

" Nina-ya.. it's been one whole year.. can you believe it? Because I don't want to believe it." I wiped my tears.. 

" Look here.. Unnie brought you something." I moved closer to her tombstone and I pulled out a picture..

" I've become friends with EXO.. even though only Luhan hyung and Sehun-ya knows about you.. i've still become friends with them.. they are like my family now. So I got them to sign something for you, hopefully you will always have this with you. Don't lose it arasso? Do you know how hard it is to get autographs now a days?" I laughed to myself and wiped my tears some more.. I dug a little hole in the ground and buried it in there. I nodded my head,

" I'll let the others come see you now.. I'll come see you again very soon okay." and I got up to walk to Sooyoung, Sehun pulled me into a hug while Luhan went first of the three.

 

No One's POV -

Luhan walked to Nina's tombstone and looked at it,

" I know that you don't know me that well and I didn't know you.. but I heard you were a great kid.. perfect for Sehunnie.. but I'm here to say.. that I'm sorry.. I didn't mean all those harsh words I said about you earlier.. I was just heart broken and worried about Sehun-ya.. well because I love him. Please don't hate me.. I truly am sorry.. Nina-sshi." Luhan said his last words and tears were falling down his face.. but before he could walk away.. he felt something on his shoulder and heard a voice in his head,

" Gwaenchanayo oppa.. I could never hate you because you are the one who saved Sehunnie oppa when he was suffering the most. Please take care of him because I know how it feels to love.. gomwayo Luhan oppa..." Luhan looked around to see who said that.. then he looked at the tombstone.. he smiled and nodded his head, as he was walking back.. Sooyoung went up next; she walked towards the tomestone and put down the bouquet of flowers she got for Nina..

" Nina-ya.. you are one weird little girl.. did you know that? I can't believe it's been one whole year.. I mean what did we expect out of this? First Nicole unnie moving to Korea.. then all this communtion happening. Well I just wanted to tell you.. that I miss you.. a lot, I still wish that you were here with us you know. But I know that you are somewhere where you are happy. Maybe in our next lives.. we'll meet again, but until then you be good. You hear me? You be good or else you will hear it from me, arasso?" Sooyoung wiped her tears and looked up at the sky,

" Sooyoung Unnie.. you really are strange.. but I promise to be good, don't worry. Guraego..unnie.. you be nice too. I'm watching you, arasso?" Sooyoung tilted her head down and smiled,

" Arasso." and she walked away.. now Sehun was next... he slowly walked towards her tombstone, He got down on his knees and put the flower inbetween the tombstones,

" Nina-ya.. oppa brought your favorite flower, look. I even asked the florist to dye it rainbow colored just like my hair.. joah?" Sehun tried really hard to  keep himself from bursting into tears, (a/n: the flower is up there.)

" What's funny is that.. I never knew you were here.. the whole time.. this whole time.. I thought you were else where, but you were really under my nose this entire time. Guraego.. how can I be happy again? Even though Luhan hyung has been there for me since the very beginning.. I still miss you too much. I mean you were my first love and now you're gone. I don't know what to do right now.. as much as I want to be happy.. I can't, there's still a void there. Luhan hyung makes me happy and fills up most of the void but at the same time.. there's something in my heart that's telling me to hold on. When I found out you weren't coming.. I made up so much scenarios in my mind.. first I thought you didn't want to be with me, then I thought you ran away with someone new.. I thought did I do something wrong.. but then I concluded that you never wanted to be in this relationship with me and so you ran away to get away from it.. I was so mad at you, I thought you and I had something! But nothing made sense.. so I couldn't really do anything about it.. but Nina-ya.. oppa mianheyo.. I didn't mean to make up those scenarios or anything. I should've called your family and asked what happened.. but then Nicole noona came and told me everything." Sehun's tears wouldn't stop running right now,

" Guraego.. do you remember when we talk about having twins and one had to be a girl and the other had to be a boy.. well don't worry.. i'll make sure those dreams are still alive, i'll make sure honey. Also.. in our next lives.. let's meet in a place where I can always keep an eye on you. Nina-ya.. promise oppa that we will be together in our next lives arasso.. wait for me and Luhan hyung too. Wait for all of us." Sehun looked at the tombstone and saw very faint legs.. he looked up to the top... to see Nina smiling down at him, she dropped down to her knees and looked in his eyes.

" Oppa.. I forgive you.. I know you didn't know what happened to me but it's okay now, guraego.. please be happy with Luhan oppa. I know you guys will be just fine in the future, if you keep dwelling in the past then Luhan oppa won't be able to stand it anymore. It's okay to think about me and miss me every once in a while but remember that you'll always have Luhan oppa, guraego.. come visit me now. arasso? I'll always be in your heart oppa, don't forget that. I promise you.. that in our next lives will happen very soon and then you'll finally see what it would be like to date me. Oppa stay happy and helathy arasso? Saranghaeyo." and Sehun watched as she faded away, he wiped his tears and looked up;

" Arasso.. iguessimnida. Oppa nado sarang." and he got up, he walked back to everyone and was embraced in a hug by Luhan.

" Gwaenchana?" Sehun nodded his head,

" Did you have a nice long talk, tell her everything you wanted/needed to tell her?" again he nodded his head and Luhan pulled him into a tighter hug while he cried some more.

" Arasso.. before we all start crying again.. let's go get some food, Sehun-ya.. what do you want to eat?" Luhan turned towards Nicole and smiled,

" How about we just get something to go and eat it on the way home? I don't think Sehunnie wants to be seen in public like this." Nicole nodded her head and they all headed out to her car. Once they got into the car, Nicole drove to the closet resturant and went out.. she took awhile since she had to get a lot of food. She also got a cup of bubble tea for Sehun but when she got back.. everyone was still quiet. Sehun drank his bubble tea very quietly while Luhan tried to get him to eat, Nicole parked the car at a park and everyone got out to eat. 

 

Nicole's POV -

I watched as Luhan tried to get Sehun to eat.. but he would just take very little bites of his food, that's it. I slammed my chopsticks down and grabbed Sehun's arm,

" Nicole-ya! Where are you taking my boyfriend? Ya! Eodiso?!" but I ignored him,

" Noona.. where are you taking me?" I ignored him too, I walked towards the river and I sat him down. He looked up at me and I glared at him,

" noona.. mwohayo? You're starting to scare me.." I let out a sigh and sat down next to him.

" Sehun-ya.. I know how much it hurts.. Noona ara." He looked at me,

" Noona.. I heard her voice today.. I saw her.. she's still here with us." I nodded my head.. trying really heard to keep my tears back,

" Ara.. I saw her too.. Sehun-ya.. what Nina-ya told you, it's true. Dwelling in the past is sad and hurtful. You need to move on, be happy with Luhan hyung."

" the thing is noona.." he said while looking towards the river,

" I'm not dwelling on the past anymore." I looked at him, he turned and smiled at me.

" Jinjayo." I kept looking at him,

" Mwoh?" Sehun turned back to the river and looked at it,

" I'm going to listen to what Nina-ya said, I mean she was right.. I shouldn't be dwindling on the past so much. I should be living my life right now, right noona?" I smiled at him and nodded my head,

" Madjayo babo, kaja.. I bet your boyfriend is mad at me for taking you away with explaining myself to himself." but before we got up,

" Of course i'm mad at you! Bàchi!" We turned around to see Luhan.. I got up and looked at him,

" Hyung.. it's not what you think." Luhan glared at me then smiled,

" I'm not talking about you, i'm talking to Mr. Oh Sehun over there." I looked back at Sehun,

" Mwohya... what did you do this time?" he shrugged his shoulders,

" Don't you dare shrug your shoulders! You know what you did!" I'm really confused,

" Hyung.. I have no idea what you are talking about." Luhan then pulled out his phone,

" what is this?! YOU DON'T MESS THE SHIPS, SEHUN-YA! YOU DON'T MESS WITH THEM AT ALL!" Sehun and I looked at Luhan's phone and saw pictures,

I looked at Sehun then Luhan then back at Sehun.. then I started to laugh,

" Hyung.. really? This is why you're mad?"

" Obviously! I mean look at Kris-ya's face then look at how close Tao is to my Sehunnie! That damn romantic panda needs to keep his paws off my man!" I couldn't stop laughing now,

" Mianheyo hyung, but come on; let's go before we attract more people. Kaja." we all walked back to Sooyoung.. who was basking in the sun.. under a tree. I shook my head,

" Sooyoung-ya!" right when I said that.. I regretted it immediatly,

" Omo! It's Sooyoung unnie from So Nyu Shi Dae!! Ahh!" Sooyoung glared at me then smiled to the fans.. she signed things and took pictures with them.. until she whispered something to them.. they turned my way and started to scream even more.

" HunHan!! Omo! It's EXO's Sehun oppa and Luhan oppa! Omo do you see their hair!" and they came running towards Luhan and Sehun, I stood in front of them.

" Mianheyo girls but the boys have schedules today and we must get going. Next fan signing, please all come and support our beloved boys; arasso?" the girls nodded their heads and said their goodbyes to the boys.. while walking away very sadly,

" Noona.. daebak.. you stopped fans." I smiled and shook my head,

" Kaja." and we all walked towards Sooyoung, I smiled at her;

" Mianheyo." she just shook her head..

" Next time don't be stupid, I won't be mad at you right now because.. well.." we all knew what she was talking about, but I nodded my head and walked towards my car. We all got in and drove home.. well I drove them back to their dorms, once I dropped them off I went back home. I got out of my car and walked inside, I said hi to the door man and got on the elevator. I went straight to the very top floor and got off the elevator.. as of right now.. I was just tired. I walked to my door and used my card, I walked into my apartment..

I walked upstairs to my room.. not caring about anything right now, I opened my room door and laid down on my bed.. I looked up at the ceiling.. 

" How did my life end up like this?" I got up and walked to my desk, I sat down in the chair and pulled out on of the drawers. I pulled out the picture and looked at it,

" If only.." I let out a sigh and put the picture back in it's place and went back to my bed, once I laid down.. I closed my eyes and thought about everything that has happened.

 

Author's POV -

YAY! haha I bet all of you guys were super confused on what was going on right? Well right now.. we will be having a flash back of the last 4 months? It's 4 months right? I don't remember what I put up there and i'm lazy to go look. hehe. ^^ v let's get started! 

 

your POV/ flashback -

After the girls left.. Nicole started to move, Sehun came just in time too. He ran into the girls when they were coming off the elevator, they told him that they went to come see me. Sehun nodded his head and bid them goodbye, he went up the elevator to my room.. but when he walked in.. he saw me moving. Slowly I felt my fingers and my body moving, and very slowly.. I opened my eyes. 

" Noona!" Sehun ran to my side and looked at me,

" Noona.. are you awake? Noona.. can you hear me?" Sehun was hitting me and making sure I was awake.. even though I didn't respond back to him,

" Ya! Would you stop hitting me please?!" Sehun stopped moving and he stopped touching my face, but then he pulled me into a hug.

" Noona.. you're finally awake. Thank god. I've miss you so much." I slowly wrapped my arms around Sehun.. 

" Sehun-ya.."

" Noona.. I thought I was going to lose you too.. just like I lost.." and he pulled me into a tighter hug.. I heard him sniffle.. I never really thought about how much I meant to this kid.. and how much he meant to me,

" Sehun-ya.. ulijimayo, it's not good for you to cry. If you keep crying.. then Noona will start crying and I just woke up.. babo-ya." Sehun let go of me and wiped his tears,

" Noona.. mianheyo." I smiled at him and hugged him again,

" Gwaenchanayo." after Sehun was okay.. he told the doctors that I had woken up and they came to check up on me,

" Well.. your vitals seem to be okay, which is oddly strange since you've been out for a while. Also due to the fact that you have been on life support, how are your vitals good? We'll look into that later, all that matters is that you are okay and you're alive. You must be hungry, i'll have a nurse send up some food for you arasso? Until then please rest up." I nodded my head,

" Kamsamnida uisa-nim." I bowed to him and so did Sehun and he left, I looked at Sehun;

" Sehun-ya.. where did your sunbaes go?" he looked at me like i was crazy,

" Noona.. how did you know that So Nyu Shi Dae sunbaenim was here?" I gave him a question look,

" I heard them."

" You heard them? YOU'VE BEEN AWAKE THIS ENTIRE TIME?!" I shook my head,

" No.. I heard them when I was asleep, I was stuck inbetween and I heard them.. they said they forgave me. Sehun I heard it all.. I don't know how.. but I did." Sehun looked at me then at the door.. making me turned towards the door.. to find 9 girls staring at me and Sehun.

" Annyoung?" and they all ran to give me a hug, 

" Babo.. you're finally awake.. you're finally awake." Sooyoung said while she was crying,

" Thank goodness. I thought I would loose my best friend.."

" You idiot.. I can't believe how much I missed you and your stupidity."

" Don't leave us again.. arasso? Don't do it again."

" Nappuen salaem. Jinja nappuen salaem."

" Nicole-ya.. aigoo."

" Neo jinja babo! But I've missed you."

" Honey.. you've finally wokeen up.. that's good, we've missed you so much."

" Don't do that ever again, if you do.. we will seriously be mad at you. Arasso?" I hugged the girls because.. they were my family, eventually Sehun joined in because Tiffany pulled him in. I started to feel tears coming out of my eyes.. this was something that I had to treasure for the rest of my life. Everyone started to pull out of the hug and wipe their eyes. We all started to talk and then I got fed.. really gross hospital food but oh well.. but for some reason.. I was tired again.. wasn't I knocked out for like weeks? How am I still tired but oh well.. Seohyun and Yoona told me to go to bed, it's good for me to rest up and so I did what I was told.

~ Feburary.~

I've been out of the hospital for a while now and i'm feeling good because.. well i'm healthy again, but the doctors still don't know what caused me to go into a coma but they'll figure it out right? I hope so. I was on my way to the comapny since appa wanted to talk to me.. before any of you ask.. no Seohyun, Yoona, and I are not back together.. yet. Our relationship is slowly getting back to what it used to be, very slowly. Okay back on track, I walked into the company and went straight to appa's office.. it was that time of month again.. yup you guess it, audtitions for new trainees.. so we were all busy and packed.. so I quickly got on the elevator and went straight up to appa's office. As I got out, I looked around.. I heard EXO getting ready for their comeback.. I smiled and was proud of them because of how hard they were working, I walked away and walked into appa's office. 

" Ah! Nicole-ya, annyoung. Hurry and come in." I nodded my head and shut the door, I sat down in front of him and looked at him.

" Mundaeyo?"

" Ah.. there's something I need to talk to you about." I tilted my head,

" Mwohayo?" he sighed and crossed his fingers together,

" I need you to switch your job for a while." I looked at him,

" What do you mean why that?"

" What I mean.. is you are going to be traveling a lot now a days.. because I want you to become a recruiter for this company." I looked at him.. was he being serious right now..

" I know it's a lot to take in but I really need you, I mean you were the one who helped me get EXO back on track and look they're having a comeback very soon. Also if it wasn't for you I wouldn't have realized Henry, who is now training to become a solo artist. Jebal, you have that eye that we need for this company." I thought about it,

" Let me get back to you on it, okay appa? I still need to talk to Seohyun and Yoona and Sehun about this. But if I were to say yes.. when would I leave?"

" Next month at the latest." Next month?!

" Arasso." and I got up, I bowed to him and left. Next month.. oh goodness.. as I was walking out of his office.. I walked past EXO's practice room and was stopped by the person who I used to call my best friend..

" Hey Nicole-ya! Why are you walking around so absent mindently?"

" Oh.. Kris-ya.. didn't see you there. Uh and nothing. Just lots of stuff on my mind."

" Want to talk about it?" I looked at him.. and nodded my head, I kind of missed talking to him like we were long lost friends who just found each other again. We both walked to the break room and got something to drink,

" What's up?" I took a sip out of my drink before I even thought of talking,

" appa wants me to be a recruiter.."

" That's great! Why are you so bummed about it?"

" Because it means leaving the place that I call home." Kris looked at me,

" Are you telling me that he wants you to travel the world just find us new trainees?" I nodded my head,

" Well I think you should do it.. I mean how often are you going to get a chance like this?" I looked at him.. I was surprised by his answer.. I seriously thought he would say no don't go.. but he told me to go for it.

" I know what you're thinking but you have to do it, if you don't you're going to regret it." I listened to his words.. 

" Let's go." I looked at him,

" To where?"

" We're going to ask for EXO's opinion on this because my opinion doesn't only count here." he grabbed my arm and dragged me to EXO's practice room, where I was greeted by sweaty tired boys. 

" Alright everyone, gather up!" we all sat in a cirlce.. with Sehun and Lay on both my sides while Kris sat across from me with Tao,

" Gege.. what's going on?" Kris smiled and looked at me,

" Here is an intervention, Nicole-ya needs all honest answers.. arasso?" Everyone nodded their heads,

" Araji.. Nicole-ya is torn between taking the job of becoming a recruiter.. or stay a manager." I was about to open my mouth when Kris beat me to it,

" The thing about it is that.. she doesn't want to leave Korea, Sangsanim said that if she choose to be a recruiter.. then she must travel the world. What do you guys think she should do?"

" Hyung.. what did you say?" I looked at Suho.. that boy loves to smile.. like no matter what,

" I said that she should go for it, don't you guys think so too?"

" I hate to say it.. but I have to agree with the appa of the group, Nicole noona.. go for it. I know it's going to be hard to leave but we'll always be here when you come back."

" Gurae noona, you shouldn't worry about your family and friends because they'll always be here no matter what. So noona my vote is for you to go."

" I agreed with gege a long time ago. Noona it's scary to go somewhere new.. we all know that, but eventually you'll love it. so do it." Kris put his arm around Tao's neck.. I smiled, i'm glad they made up.

" Noona.. if you don't go i'll be mad at you, arasso?" I smiled at Baekhyun,

" Nicole noona.. this happy virus would turn into a sad virus to see you leave but i'll be even sadder to see you give up such an amazing opperitunity like this."

" Obviously you know what i'm going to say, everyone's right noona.. give up on this dream.. you'll be so regretful; and we wouldn't want that. Madjayo." Lay said while flashing me his dimple,

" Noona.. life is hard but so is making choices.. no matter what, you'll always have my vote for what you do.. even if I'm telling you to go." D.O that little bug eyed dork,

" Nicole-ya.. listen to this Baozi hyung, arasso." I nodded my head,

" I don't want to see you be sad because you made a mistake, we all want you to go but you want to stay. But what's your reason for staying? It's not like we're all going to forget you and never talk to you again, you can always call us and message us. Guraego.. not taking this opperitnuity would make me sad and i'll gain even more weight! You wouldn't want that right?" I laughed at him.. that's why he was one of my favorite hyungs,

" do it, don't stop and think about it. Just do it, because we all know that you can do it. Even though you'll be hurt because you are leaving all your friends and family.. you'll be happy as well because you found something you are good at. I mean look at us.. I thought we were never going to have a comeback. but thanks to you, we are. So go, go be a recruiter and don't regret it. Arasso?"

" Noona. we know you can do it. Just do it, arasso." now the last one.. the one I dreaded most..

" Sehun-ya."

" Noona.. as much as I am going to miss you.. you need to go, do it for yourself. Not for someone else, don't worry so much about me. I mean Luhan hyung and the others are going to be here to take care of me, you make it seem like i'm never going to see you again. Just go and do it, I believe in you. Arasso?" I smiled and pulled the boys into a hug,

" gomawayo." when we pulled out of the hug, Sehun and everyone else looked at me.

" Mwohayo?"

" You know what.. you must do it." I looked at him,

" Noona.. you have to tell them."

" Ka. they're downstairs.. putting on their face." I laughed at Kris.. only him. I got up and walked to the door but before I walked out, I turned around and looked at them.

" Gomawayo, you guys are seriously the best." and I walked out, I got on the elevator and went to the basement where they had all the makeup artists. I got off to find them.. half asleep. I smiled and walked in. I told them.. the plan and everything.. everyone told me to go even Seohyun and Yoona.. even though they had hurt in their voices.. I knew.. they wanted what was best for me. We all pulled into a hug and I never wanted to let go.

~ March~

I leave this week, I was so busy packing and saying goodbye to everyone. I said bye to EXO, Girls Generation, and everyone in the SM family. The last 2 people I needed to say goodbye too was.. my ex wives/ girlfriends/ friend people. We were sitting in the back of the company when I started to talk..

" guys.. mianheyo.. I didn't think this would happen."

" Gwaenchanayo.. we hope the best for you."

" Guraego.. don't worry so much about us, I mean we'll always be here, supporting you, and we can always message and call each other."

" I'm going to miss you guys to most. You  know that right?"

" Ara. we'll miss you too." before I could say anything.. I heard appa's voice,

" Nicole-ya.. kaja! We gotta head out to the airport!"

" Arasso!" I turned to Seohyun and Yoona,

" I guess this our goodbye, bye guys." but before I could get up, Seohyun and Yoona both up with me and kissed me on the cheek. I looked at them;

" Double the good luck. haave fun! Don't forget to message us." I smiled and gave them on last hug,

" You guys are the best, i'm going to miss you." and they smiled and nodded their heads.. they pushed me towards the gate and I got into the car.. I waved to them until I couldn't see them anymore.. this is it.. my new life.

~ end flashback.~

I opened my eyes to my phone ringing, I picked it up without even looking at the id.

" Yoboseyo?"

" Nicole-ya?"

" What.. what's wrong?"

" Just come to our dorm.. now.. we're having a problem." I quickly got up and headed out of my room,

" Arasso.. i'll be there in 10 minutes." I hung up my phone and walked out of my apartment, I shook my head.. why now?! and I got into my car and drove to the SM family dorms.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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hey guys! I'm sorry for not updating for a while, i've been so busy the last month because of the last day of school, my older sister and her friends graduating. ugh.. it's been tough also I really do hope this update makes up for everything. So until next time.. bye guys! Sorry no gifs.. it's like 5 in the morning and i'm a little grouchy and tired. so I'ma hit the hay. Night/morning guys!

Don't Go - EXO<3