Dear Diary,

It's been three months since Key told me. He's been getting more tired lately, and today his parents were out, so we spent the day at his. We were in his room, listening to music, and we began kissing! I was a bit nervous but it felt so natural, and... Oh, I feel so strange saying this but we gave each other oral! 

It was so different to what I thought it would be like, but it was wonderful. His tongue was so... I'm blushing at the thought!! Key told me he enjoyed it, so I guess I done a good job.

I need to go because it's nearly midnight and dad will wonder why I am still up. I think I am going to tell him about Key tomorrow. I've made a silent bet with myself to tell him.

Jonghyun :) x

Dear Diary,

I'm so tired, I shouldn't be writing but I have to. Know why? Because Jonghyun and I had oral !! We decided we weren't ready for , but we were kissing and before I knew it our hands were fumbling with zippers and belts, and I was on my knees, mouth open. 

Oh God, if anyone finds my diary... D: 

All in all, it was brilliant, and I love Jonghyun. 

Key :) x