Suzy’s POV

 

Taecyeon oppa doesn’t ask me anything

He doesn’t say anything

He just look at me tenderly

It’s not like he didn’t notice I was down

It’s not like he is ignoring me

On the contrary

He is thinking about me

Considering my feelings

Understanding it - the fact I don’t want to talk

And comforting me without saying a word

 

Taecyeon’s POV

 

Little by little the depressing and dense atmosphere surrounding Suzy fades away

Finally Suzy smiles

Even though it’s not a bright and radiant smile, it’s pure and sincere

Involuntarily I walk towards her and pet her head

 

Suzy’s POV

 

Taecyeon oppa approaches me and pet my head

I should be surprised and taken aback since we are not that close but that’s not how I feel

I just feel so natural that I can’t do anything but smile

Oppa smiles as well and begins to speak...

TY:Aren’t you hungry?

TC: I’ll treat you with something good in our way to your house

Neh? Eat together?On our way home?

I look at him confused

He shows his teeth smile and mess with my hair

TC: Aigooo...what’s wrong with eating together? Aren’t you hungry? I’m really hungry

 

Taecyeon’s POV

 

Suzy shyly nod her head

SZ: Hum..I’m hungry

She looks at me troubled and stretch her head

SZ: I’m hungry...but...oppa...

TC: What is it? You don’t wanna eat with me?

SZ: Aniyooooo..that’s not it!

TC: Is that so? Then let’s go!

 

Suzy’s POV

 

Taecyeon oppa take the jacket from my hand and put on the bed

TC: You can leave it here.

TC: Let’s go

Looking at him trying to cheer me up make me useless and I just accept his invitation

Taecyeon oppa and I go to a cafeteria near Miss A dorm

It’s a very simple but cozy place that I usually go

We order two coffee and some pie.

As we sit to eat we begin a conversation

As we talk I get to know more and more about oppa and how cute  and bright he is

When I’m with him I feel lighter and brighter

I think I can talk with Taecyeon for hours but I can’t let him to waste his morning with me

He has done enough for me

So I finish my drink and decide to tell oppa that I’m leaving

Of course I will go home by foot

I can’t trouble oppa even more

I wait for the best opportunity to say good bye

When I see the change I start to say….

SZ: Ah...I ate well and it was very fun to eat with you. Thanks oppa you gave me a lot of energy today!

I get up and bow.

SZ: So...I’ll be leaving

I turn my back when I feel something on my head

I look up. It’s Taecyeon oppa cup of coffee

TC: Yah! Can’t you tell? I’m not finished yet! Shouldn’t you wait until I finish my coffee?

OMO...I was sure he had finished his coffee a long time ago!!

I take the coffee from my head and look inside

It’s empty…..

SZ: I knew it!!!!!!!! You already finished it oppa!!!

TC: Omo..I got caught! As a prove I’m sorry for lying to you I’ll take you home. Let’s go!

TC: Don’t even think of saying no!

He look at me in a playful way

TC: Oh..also..let me carry it since it looks heavy

Taecyeon oppa takes my bag  from my hand

TC: Let’s go!

He leaves the cafeteria running with my bag while waving for me!

I was tricked!!!!!

SZ: Yah!! My bag!!!!Oppaaaaaa!!!

 

Of course I ended up on Taecyeon’s car on my way home….

 

Taecyeon’s POV

 

Suzy and I arrive at Miss A dorm.

I open my car’s door and walks - in fact I run - to the other side to open the door for Suzy as well - yeah I’m a gentleman -  but when I arrive the door is already opened and Suzy is getting up. We end up bump into each other

SZ: OMO!!!

Suzy say out loud startled

Both of us step back

I lose my balance and fell on the ground

The same happens to Suzy but lucky for her the car’s assent is behind her

So… Suzy ended up sitting in the car and while I’m “sitting” on the ground

As we realise the situation and look at each other and begin to laugh

While still laughing a little Suzy gets up and offers her hand to help me get up

SZ: Here…let me help you

 

Suzy’s POV

 

Taecyeon oppa looks at me with a dork face.

He  twinkles his eyes many times and puts his hand on his mouth

TC: OMO!!! Such a gentleman *.*

I play along with his joke

SZ: My lady...let me help you

Oppa take my hand and gets up

TC: Omo you are soooo strong. Thank you very much

SZ: My honor….I bow.

When my eyes match Taecyeon oppa and we begin to laugh once again

I finally take a breath and get myself together

 

Taecyeon’s POV

 

Suzy’s take a big breath and stop laughing

I do the same, this time instead of a big laugh I just smile to her

She does the same and then bow

SZ: Thanks oppa...for the food and the ride and for the laughs...my day will be better because I meet you today

SZ: So...I’ll be going now.

She bows once again and runs to her her building entrance

Before entering she turns around once again

She waves for me and smiles brightly

She smiles like I had never seen before

I am not sure how to describe it

I feel a chill to my stomach as look at Suzy from afar

What is this feeling?

I feel weird and uneasy but at the same time happy

What is this?

I keep staring at Suzy looking for an answer but before I can find it Suzy enters her building

I get back into the car

I’m about to leave Suzy’ s building when I get a message

Gee gee gee baby baby baby ♫♪ ♫♪ ♫ (Yep, this is my ringtone….)

Oh..it’s from Wooyoung

 

From: Wooyoung

To: Taecyeon

 

So man...did you take Suzy home?

Did she arrived safe?

Did you treat her with some food?

Did she eat well?

Is she ok?

 

This guy...if he is this worried about her he should call Suzy instead of me…

Suzy’s sad face when I mentioned Wooyoung earlier comes to my mind

Well...maybe he shouldn’t….

I wonder what happened between this two?

Wooyoungie is also very down these days..so I guess it’s because of Suzy...

That’s right…..Wooyoungie is also down….tsk..tsk...tsk...what wrong with me???? How could I think he shouldn't talk to her

Since when  avoiding and running away is the best solution?

I know it is not….when you begin to run away you run and run and run until you get used to it...that’s what happened to me….

I don’t know what happened but these two they should hurry up and clear things up, especially since none of them seem ok right now….

 

Wooyoung’s POV

While waiting for Khun to get his make up done for the broadcast we are filming today I decide to take a nap since I danced all night to release my stress instead of sleeping

I slowly close my eyes and try take a good nap...but it’s in vain as once again I have the same dream as yesterday..about the promise I made to Sora when we broke up and how I broke it with Suzy.

I’m having this dream since I saw Suzy cry

Suzy’s crying face..I see it every time I close my eyes….

Since then, I couldn’t sleep well….

I wonder how is Suzy?

Is she already home?

Did Taec take her home as I asked?

I look at my phone and stare at my contact list but in the end I can’t bring the courage to call Suzy  or Taec (afraid he is  with Suzy) so I just text Taec

 

15 min has passed….

 

Argh…...He isn’t replying

Even if he is with her he should at least send me something

I stare and stare and stare….

Again and again and again ♫♪ ♫♪ ♫

Omo...finally!!!!!

 

From: Taecyeon

To: Wooyoung

 

The answer for all your questions is YES, except for the last one.

She may look ok but I don’t think she is

There is something that is making her down and I think you know what it is, don’t you?

Avoiding it won’t change anything

If you keep running you will run forever and isn’t it tiring?

Call her man!

Call her!

 

Taec words strike me right away

How did he get that things between me and Suzy are not ok?

Did she tell something?

She probably did not…

Even so he figured out?

How bad is the situation between us?

Is it so clear that people can tell without we saying anything?

Taec realized it...Khun also asked about it in our way to here...even Taeyeon asked if something happened between me and Suzy….ahhhh...Taeyeon….

I thought I would feel better after accepting and understanding my feelings

But I do not

It’s not because Taeyeon might be dating Leeteuk..well...not only because of it….

The truth is that I’m still running away from my feelings… because I’m afraid I’ll get hurt, I’m afraid I’ll hurt a certain someone….

That’s why I keep running….

But Taec is right

It’s tiring...I’m tired..I’m very tired…

This pathetic Wooyoung...this pathetic Wooyoung should become a man...

I should clear things up...all of them...starting with Suzy and ending it with Taeyeon

I take a deep breath and gather some courage and “SEND”

 

From: Wooyoung

To: Suzy

Hi…

I think we should talk…

Can we meet tonight at 9 pm at JYPE?

 

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Sorry for the super hiper mega late update but I really couldn't find time this past months...working plus studying is killing me