Taeyeon’s POV

Before the girls attack me with questions about what just happened I bow 90 degrees and leave as fast as I can

After walking for a few minutes without looking back I finally stop and lean against the wall to calm down

As I recall what Wooyoung just said to me I feel my legs losing strength

This seems so unreal

I’m still wondering if it was my imagination, if I’m dreaming

Did he really confessed to me?

He likes me

Wooyoung likes me

As I close my eyes his voice invades my thoughts

I like

I really like you

I can hear him saying it to me

He really said that, right?

Not only once

He even confirmed it

Remembering what just happened makes me smiles broadly

My unrequited love wasn’t unrequited

In the end we like each other

we like each other

Jang Wooyoung likes Kim Taeyeon

Kim Taeyeon likes Jang Wooyoung

Hum..that's right..

That’s how I feel

I also like him

I really like Wooyoung ah

Aigoo!!! What am I doing here?

I need to tell him how I feel

That’s it!

I need to talk to him!

I turn around quickly to go after Wooyoung when bump into someone very hard!

Since my legs are still trembling because of the recent events I easily lose balance

I’m about to fall when I feel someone’s hand slipping through my waist and pushing me near his body to prevent me from falling

Could it be him....

 

Leeteuk’s POV

I’m looking for Taeyeon for around 10 minutes when I finally found her

She is leaning against the wall with and aired yet very happy face

I come near her but she doesn’t even realise

I’m about to call her name when she suddenly  turn around bumping into me

As she is about to fall I grab her and hold her in my arms tightly

It’s the first time I feel her fragrance so closely

It looks like a dream to me

but not for so long as Taeyeon strikes a another man’s name making me realise this is reality

TY:Woo..Wooyoung ah?

She says in a sweet and longing voice

She looks up and our eyes met

TY: Ah...Oppa?!? Leeteuk oppa?!

Upon realising it’s me Taeyeon quickly push me away with her arms

When you thought it was him you didn’t even move but realising it was me you act like this?

Really..what am I to you?

Aniyo..better...what is him to you Taengo?

Why did you though I was him?

Did you think of him so much?

Taengo calls me again making me come back to my senses

TY: Oppa? Are you ok?

Leeteuk: Ohhh, Taengo!!! I’m fine, fine, how about you? Are you ok?

TY: Hum...I’m sorry for bumping into you....also...thank you if it wasn’t you I would have fall

Teuk: Right?!kekeke.

Teuk: Anyway,  now that I finally found you let’s go!

TY: Neh? What do you mean? Go? Where?

She looks at me suspiciously

Teuk: OHhhh....I’m the one who ask you what do you mean? Didn’t the girls told you?

Teuk: I’m the one responsible for picking you!

TY: Picking me? for what?

Teuk: Our dinner of course! It’s been awhile since SNSD and SUJU get together! When Sungmin called me I was really excited ^^

TY: SNSD and SUJU?

Taeyeon look at me confused

TY: It was supposed to be only SNSD

Teuk: What do you mean? I’m sure SNSD and SUJU members are having dinner together today since I was the one who choose the restaurant and made the reservation! Try calling Sunny, she was the one who asked me to pick you!

TY: Hum..let’s ask her what is going on.

Taeyeon opens her bag and picks up her phone

 

Taeyeon’s POV

As I pick up my phone I see a message from Sunny

Oh..that’s right

Before I enter Wooyoung dressing room I got a message from Sunny

I begin to read it

 

From: Sunny

To: Taeyeon

Taengooooo >^.^<

So...something happened, you know..I was telling my Sungmin that today was girls night but Sungmin got really really sad because I was using my free night to go out with you girls and forgot about him so I ended up inviting him to come as well

Please don’t be angry with me ok? =p

Also, since Sungmin didn’t want to be alone he invited s kekeke

So Teuk is responsible for you, OK? He’ll pick up at 9 pm at Win Win set! Wait for him there

Love you! ;D

 

Ah...so this is what happened

That girl!!!!

She didn’t even tried to call and just texted me!

Ah..I can’t even get mad at her since I can understand her reasons. She and Sungmin didn’t get on a date since last month....

 

Leeteuk’s POV

Taeyeon just stare at her phone

She is not calling anyone

She is not texting anything

I think she is reading a text message

I wonder who is it?

I’m about to ask her when she finally speak

TY: Oh...it seems oppa was right! hehehe

She laughs uncomfortably!

Teuk: I know right?! I wasn’t crazy kekeke

TY: I never said you were crazy oppa!

Teuk: Yeah, just look at me like I was one!

TY: Aniyooooo!

She shakes her head cutely

I laugh and smile to Taeyeon cute action when I notice someone coming

Oh...it’s him...2pm..Wooyoung

 

Taeyeon’s POV

Leeteuk suddenly grabs my hands and pushes me!.

TY: Oppa..wait..I have to

He doesn’t listen to me and just say loudly

Teuk: Let’s go faster Taengo, I’m hungry, aren’t you? I made reservations on our favorite restaurant!  kekekeke

Teuk: Gaja, gaja!!!!!!

TY: Oppa!!

I try to let go of his hands in vain

He doesn’t stop and just push me along

This time he talk to me in a serious and lower voice that I can barely listen

Teuk: Everybody is waiting for us, it’s already 9:30 pm, we were supposed to be there already! You don’t wanna make the girls worried right? I hate to make my members worried, don’t you? So..let’s go Taengo...

Hearing Leeteuk argument makes speechless

TY: I got it oppa, so let go of my hand, it’s hurting

Leeteuk looks at me feeling sorry

Teuk: Sorry..I didn’t want to hurt you..I’m.sorry...

 

Leeteuk’s POV

Taeyeon looks at me sweetly

Teuk: I don’t know why I did this...I’m sorry....

TY: Hum.... it’s OK

I’m sorry...in fact I know why I did this

I just really didn’t want you to meet that guy

I also wanted him to hear that we are gonna eat together so I said it loudly!

I’m this childish when it’s about you

Teuk: I’m sorry

I just can’t think properly when it’s about Taengo!

TY: It’s ok oppa you don’t need to apologize so much, I’m fine now!

Teuk: Hum...

TY: But oppa, what you said, about worrying our members, I also think so, you are right, I also hate it, to make them worry that’s why I need to do something before going

Teuk: Neh?

TY:I need to do something very important right now, if I don’t do it I’ll regret later and that’s what will make members really worried   

TY: Anyway, I’ll call Fanny and you also go first, I’ll take a taxi and meet you later

Taeyeon looks at me decided

Teuk: I see..but....I can wait for you...

TY: Ani..you will make your members worried.

TY: See you later ok?

Taeyeon smiles beautifully

Teuk: Hum...

Just like this she turn her back to me and leaves

 

Taeyeon’s POV

I’m sorry about my members but I really really need to tell Wooyoung how I feel

First, I’ll call Fanny

Ring, ring, ring

Fanny: Hello?

TY: Fanny ah! It’s me Taengo!

Fanny: I know, where are you? We are waiting

TY: Hum...I’ll be a bit late, I’ll tell you everything later, wish me luck and pray for my happiness ok?

Fanny: What?

TY: Nothing much, later, later I’ll tell you, so can you just cheer for me?

Fanny: Ah...ok,ok,ok, good luck my girl! ;D

TY: Thanks, byeee!!!!!

Fanny: Bye!

Now...let’s find him

Is he still in his dressing room?

I walk to there

My heart is really beating fast

I’m really nervous

I knock on the door but unfortunately only the girls from before are there cleaning the room

Girl1: Oh Taeyeon ah! What are you doing here again?

TY: Oh..oh..oh...hum...I..hum...ah!!! I lost something and maybe

Girl2: I see, come in then

TY: What is it?

Girl3: We can help you

TY: Hum...it’s my hair adornment...

Girl2: I don’t think you lost here since we already cleaned the floor and it’s not here

Girl1: Also I don’t think you were wearing a hair adornment when we first meet today so..

TY: I see....thanks anyway...

Girl2: If we find it we’ll let it in the lost item in your name ok?

Girl1: So, how does it look like?

TY: Hum...how does it look like? Hum...a ...butterfly..yeah...a little butterfly...a blue one

Girls: Ok!

TY: So....bye...thanks...

Girls: Welcome

I bow 90° and leave

Aigoooo..I’m sorry for lying!

I’m really sorry!

Ah..what do I do now?

Where is he?

Did he already left?

Oh...maybe he is in the parking lot!!

He normally parks his car in the same place!  

He might be there

Let’s go

I run as fast as I can and finally arrive in the parking lot

I look around, 1st floor, 2nd floor....

Aigooo...why is this parking lot so big?

Ah...where are you Wooyoung?

Did he just left?

What should I do?

Call him?

I stare at my phone!

I’ll call him

What..hum...what...what am I gonna say?

Ahhhh.....

What do I do?

Suddenly I feel my legs losing strength after walking for so long looking for Wooyoung

Now that I think about it, I think I’ve been looking for him for around 40 minutes!

Of course he left!

Ah......really

What will happen?

I...I don’t have enough courage to call him

So..what will happen with us now that I didn’t answer him?

Did I miss my chance?

Will he think I don’t like him?

What is he thinking??

Ah..really...

My body is so tired

My heart is so heavy

Tears begin to fall from my eyes as my legs don’t support my body and I fall on the floor

Ah..I’m really a child

Crying on the floor!

Aigooo!!!!

Get up..get up!!!!

As I try to get up a hand reach out to help me

Wooyoung ah??

I look up

But different from my expectation it’s not him

Wooyoung is not here and somehow I feel like it’s my fault

TY: Oppa?

TY: Leeteuk oppa?? What are you still doing here?

 

Leeteuk’s POV

I couldn’t leave you because I was worried you would take a taxi late at night and go to our restaurant!

We are idols! There would definitely be a scandal if someone spot you entering a restaurant late at night!

Something about you being frivolously and having a secret date or something

So...I was worried about you

I don’t wanna see you receiving hate!

Because I know how much you would suffer

That’s why..I stayed!

But how about you?!

What are you doing until now just wondering around?!

For what I saw and listened you is looking for that guy right?

 

Taeyeon’s POV

TY: Oppa?

Teuk: Oh..sorry I was just lost in my thoughts...what did you said?

TY: What are you still doing here?

Teuk: Ah.....I forgot something on the studio I was filming so I was looking for it until now! So, I just found it and now I was leaving and found you!

Teuk: Here, let me help you stand up!

Leeteuk oppa extend his hand again and helps me stand up

TY: Thanks oppa

Teuk: It’s OK

Oppa smiles kindly

Teuk: So..are you hurt anywhere?

TY: Ani...I’m fine!

Teuk: Really? So what is this?

Leeteuk gently touches my face and wipe my tears making me surprised

 

Leeteuk’s POV

Taeyeon looks at me surprised and step back

She uses her hands and begin to wipe her tears

I grab her hand and gives her my handkerchief

She looks at me embarrassed

TY: Thanks oppa...

Teuk: It’s ok! Let’s go, I’ll take you home, I think you need to rest a little

She nods her head as I guide her to my car

As we arrive there I open the door for her

Teuk: Just rest, I’ll tell when we arrive at your house

TY: I need to tell members I won’t come

Teuk: It’s Ok, I’ll call them later

TY: Thanks again oppa

Teuk: It’s ok

As soon as I enter the car Taeyeon closes her eyes and stay quiet

I hope we can eat together next time and I hope you will smile for me,

Only for me

Next time...

 

Taeyeon’s POV

I close my eyes and try to sleep but I can’t stop thinking about today

I can’t stop thinking about Wooyoung

Where are you now?

What are you doing now?

When will we meet again?

When will I be able to tell how I feel?

Next time, will I be able to tell you it?

 

Wooyoung’s POV

After seeing Taeyeon and Leeteuk together I just leave the building as fast as I can

While I’m driving the image off Leeteuk holding Taeyeon hads can’t get out of my mind

Aishhhh....I should have just interrupted them and..and what?

What would I do?

I don’t even have the right to be angry!

This really .....sigh..sigh...

The more I think about it the worst I feel

I think there is only one thing that will make me feel better..dance...

As I enter JYPE the building is already empty

Oh..that’s right, since it’s already 10pm there is no one here!

Since its late and the trainees need to wake up early in the morning, all of them already left, the only one I knew who would train until this late was me and Suzy but we are not trainees anymore

Ah..Suzy...I still have to talk to her...I need to apologize..ah...

Why am I like this?

I saw Suzy crying and ran away

I saw Taeyeon with another guy and ran away

Ah...why am I afraid to face the truth!

Whenever I think I’ll get hurt if I do something I just ran away!

Ahh....until when will I be like this?

Until when will I hold off people important to me because I’m afraid, because I’m a coward?

Ah....how long will it take for me to have courage enough and become a real man?

Sigh..sigh..sigh...

Aigooo..stop thinking about it Jang Wooyoung

It’s not like I can solve things right now anyway since it’s late at night

Suzy might be sleeping, as well as Taeyeon...if it’s Taeyeon there is a possibility that she is with Leeteuk...tsk..thinking about it really pisses me off....

Ah...forget about it, forget about it...let’s just practice...practice and practice!!!!

As I walk to 2PM practice room I spot one of the classes with the lights on

I go there to turn it of

For my surprise that person is there

Suzy is there

She is in the corner of the room sleeping

It looks like she fell asleep

Aigoo...how can she sleep like this, on the floor!

I kneel down and stare at her

She looks very tired

It looks like she lost weight as well

Tsk..you should take care of yourself a little more

Let’s find a better place for you to sleep

I lift Suzy up and takes her to 2PM practice room, where there is a bed

I carefully lay her down on the bed

She shrinks in cold

WY: Aigoo...you should really take care of yourself

I take off my jacket, kneel down to cover her

I stare at Suzy’s angelical face once again

WY: Neh Suzy....I’m sorry...for all the times I made you cry..I’m really sorry...

WY:I’m really sorry for not apologizing for what I did to you yet

WY:To tell the truth I still didn’t forgive myself for hurting you because for me..

For me...It doesn’t matter how much I like Taeyeon.....

WY: For me...not even the greatest love is a good excuse to hurt you

WY:That’s why, I’m sorry

WY: I hope I can find courage enough to tell this looking in your eyes next time..next time I hope I can tell you how I feel

I smile while looking at sleepy Suzy and finally get up

WY: Good night...sleep well Suzy

WY: Next time, also I hope you can tell me how you are feeling

I turn off the lights and leave the room

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This chapter was a little long but I hope you enjoyed it ;D