Wooyoung's POV

I find myself clueless staring at an empty chair when someone bumps into me making me come back to reality

Aigooo..what am I doing?

How long did I stay like this?!

How long am I going to just wait?!

If my cell phone hasn’t ran out of battery I could just call Suzy and ask where she is, well, even better, I could have called her and asked her to wait a few minutes more!!!

Ah….I’m really unlucky!

Anyway..this is not time to complain but decide what to do

The Suzy I know would have waited at least 23 minutes soooo…. she might be near by

Yes, she might be near!!!!

I should look for her

She might be near here

It hasn’t been too long since she left right?!

Ok….I’ll look for her

I leave the coffee shop as fast as I can.

Looking at the street I decide to go up, into JYPE direction, well she might be going around there right?!

After two blocks I spot a girl with beautiful and long black hair on the other side of the street at the bus stop

Oh…it’s Suzy

I begin to run faster to reach Suzy as soon as possible

I’m almost reaching her when a bus arrive and she enters it

Somehow I find a strength that I didn’t know that exists and begin to run even faster

This time I can’t lose sight of Suzy ….

The door is already closed and the bus is almost leaving when I arrive in the bus stop

Luckily the driver opens the door once again

Suzy is sitting in the middle of the bus, beside one of the windows

She strongly stares at the street not noticing anything more around her

I’m about to go to her direction when a tear fall from her pale face

I stop…

I have seen Suzy cry before but this time it seems a little bit different

Normally I would run to Suzy and try to help her

Make her stop crying, make her laugh

But this time is different

Even though she is in front of me it looks like I can’t reach her

It looks like she is far away, lost in another world where I’m unable to enter

As I look at her crying my whole body froze

I’m unable to approach her

I’m not able to touch her

I can’t wipe her tears

I can’t make her smile

How can I when I’m to blame?

In the end I just pass by her and sit two seats behind her and watch her from the window reflection

Tears won’t stop falling                    

I’m sorry….I’m really sorry…

Ah….that’s right…I’m sorry….I need to tell her this

I about to stand up and go to Suzy’s direction when the driver says that we have reached the last destination

Suzy stand up and quickly get out of the bus

I also get out

When I look around, for my surprise we are at that place

Suzy’s special place

That park…..the place that only the two of us know

The place she comes when she is needs to think or when she’s sad….

I wonder if she knew this bus would take her here or it was just a coincidence

Well….I should ask her

I finally decide to approach her when she takes her phone and calls someone

Since I’m very close to her I can hear the call

Suzy begins to speak trying to hide her crying voice

SZ:Oh…oppa..Wooyoung oppa…hum…hum….

Oh..she is calling me!

SZ: How do I say this…hum…hum…

She takes a big breath

SZ: I’m sorry…hum…hum…I’m really sorry…I…I..I couldn’t wait..hum…I had to leave first…so…hum….I had an appointment...... so sorry for not waiting…hum….

Lie….

You don’t have an appointment do you?!

Why do you have to lie?!

Worst….Why are you apologizing!!!!!!

SZ: So..hum…that’s it….I’m sorry….bye….

Suzy hangs up and takes a big breath again

Even though I can’t see her face I’m sure she is crying

Ah…what  have I done?!

I’m sorry…

I did wrong

Suzy…..I’m the one who should apologize not you!!!

I was the wrong one…

I didn’t mean it

I really didn’t want to hurt you

But even so it’s still my fault, I’m still guilt

I didn’t know that this would hurt you like this

I didn’t know it would hurt me like this

It really hurts...

Right now I’m really in pain but the worst thing….

The worst thing is that you are even more hurt

It was never so painful to hurt someone like it is now

I was never hurt like this before

Suzy tears are like knifes stabbing my heart

How do I make this pain disappear?

How do I stop this?!

I wish there was a time machine...

I wish I could change the past

I wish I had never made Suzy cry like this

I’m really sorry….

I really want to go after Suzy and tell her how sorry I’m but once again my body is frozen

Actually….I’m afraid….

I’m afraid of what will happen

I’m afraid she won’t forgive me

Or even worst…I’m afraid she will forgive me and even blame herself….

I’m afraid she will forgive me and I’ll hurt her again

Once again I lose the courage to approach her so I just stay still while the distant between us becomes bigger

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