Taeyeon’s POV

After finishing my musical reversal I head back to my next schedule: Win Win filming

When I arrive there  my eyes are caught by Wooyoung’s back

He is talking to someone I never saw before, she might be a new staff member

I slowly make my way to him

My heart beats faster each step I take

I feel like I’ll lose control of my legs and fall once again

Ah...if I fall on the floor it will be the end, I won’t be able to face him ever again

Last week I fell so many times in front of Wooyoung

I can’t let this happen again or he will think I’m a clumsy cry baby

Well...because of what happened last week he probably sees me like this anyway...ahhhh

What should I do?

What should I do?

What should I do?

Suddenly I remember what Wooyoung said to me last week while he put me on Leeteuk’s car

Flashback

WY: Taengo...please take care of yourself, I hope I can see your smile next time!

Wooyoung ah.. sorry for making you worry...sorry for pretending to be sleeping..and thanks for taking care of me

I'll show you a bright smile next time, I promise!

End of flashback

That’s right.....I promise I would smile next time we saw each other but then I ended up crying again...

This time I had to make sure I will smile

Little by little I walk towards the guy I fell for

I need to smile I need to smile

I keep telling myself this

But  then, before I greet him, Wooyoung turn around and smile

WY: Oh...Taeyeon ah!

My mind go blank

I wonder since when I became this nervous and excited when I see Wooyoung

Was I always like this?!

Aniyoo....it was not....if  I think about it, I'm like this since..since I realised my feelings

Now I can't control myself

Like a little kid

I'm insecure

I'm nervous

Ah....I’m a disaster

I sigh deeply

Staff: Oh..are you ok?!

TY:Neh??!

The girl who was talking to Wooyoung makes me go back to reality

Staff: I heard you hurt your leg last week, so are you ok?

TY: Hum...yes..yes...

WY: Is that so? You are feeling better now?!

Wooyoung look at me concerned

TY: HUM....no need to worry, it was no big deal, it won’t even leave any marks

WY: That’s a relief

Staff: I see, that’s good news, it you’d be a problem if something bad happen to your outside image, I mean, you are part of SNSD, you need to be always beautiful to make men go crazy or your popularity will drop!

TY:Neh?!?!

WY: Nona...that was kind of ru...

Before Wooyoung can finish what he was going to say she interrupts him

Staff: Oh...don’t look at me like this, I was just kidding

WY: Even so nona, that was..

Staff: Oh..I think someone is calling me, see you later

I stare at her without being able to say anything

I wonder..is it what people think about me?!

Am I just a face and and body?!

I’m in a state of shock when Wooyoung coughs making me look at him

WY: Tsk...she was really rude, it makes sound like SNSD only have looks

TY: Hehehe...right hum?!

I laugh uncomfortably

WY: You shouldn’t take this serious since it’s not true

TY: I know, it’s just it’s not the first time I listen to it this week, a lot of people keep telling me to take care of my injuries and make sure it won’t leave a mark or else I'm ruined as an idol! It’s just tiring me.

TY: I’m working really hard but for some people only my outside appearance counts.

WY: You know Taeyeon nah...for me,no matter how many times you fall on the floor, stretch your knees, arms and hands, you will still be beautiful because..in my eyes...your sweet voice, your charming and easy going personality plus adorable ahjuma laugh and your sweet and sincere smile are your true beauty.

WY:And those qualities of yours won't ever change!

WY:That’s why.... even though there will be a lot of who can’t see them, there are much more people like me... who is able to see your true color, your undeniable beauty.

WY:So...don’t be sad, don’t loose your confidence, don’t loose your smile

Wooyoung words makes my heart lighter

It was really tiring listening to this kind of comments this week

Of how this injuries could prejudice my carrier

Wooyoung words..I really needed to listen to then

TY: Thanks, really thanks...

Truly... Thanks for taking care of me, thanks for comforting me, really...thank you....for today...for last week, and the week before and the other one..thanks...for everything since the moment we meet

Thanks for being this kind since we meet

Thanks for making me know a man like you

Thanks for being my first love....

Wooyoung’s POV

Taeyeon smiles brightly

Her smiles strikes right into my heart

For the first time in this long week I found the answer to all my doubts

With one smile she made me realise

Even if I had a time machine

Even if I could go back in time

I would still ran after Taeyeon because when she is around..my eyes can see only her

Taeyeon’s smile makes me realise...no matter what...I would have ran after her

What I regret is not running after Taeyeon but asking for Suzy to wait even though my heart would be with Taeyeon until I was 100% sure she was ok...

That’s what I regret

That's my sincere and real feelings

 

Taeyeon’s POV

After some minutes in slience Wooyoung finally speak

WY: I should be the one thanking you

TY: What is that so?

WY: Thanks to Taeyeon I found the answer that I looking for

Wooyoung weakly smiles at me

I look at him in the eyes and smile back, that’s when I realise...

Wooyoung was trying to make me feel better because of what that girl just said however it seems that he is the one feeling down

TY: Did you really found the answer to your problem?

WY: Hum...

TY: But then...why you still looks so troubled and sad?

WY: Because the truth doesn’t change the fact I hurt someone important to me

 

Wooyoung’s POV

Even though it’s a relief to find the answers my heart was seeking for, the answer I didn't want to see but was in front of me all this time it's still painful...

My heart hurts because the truth means that no matter what I would leave Suzy alone...I would hurt her no matter what...

Because I was half hearted, because I wanna hold into Suzy and Taeyeon at the same time...because I was selfish...things ended up like this.....

TY: Ne Wooyoung...can I ask you something

Taeyeon breaks the silence

WY: Go ahead

TY: The person you hurt....is that person Suzy?

WY: Neee????

Taeyeon question take me by surprise

How did she know?!

Before I answer Taeyeon someone calls he

 

Taeyeon’s POV

One of the staffs calls me

Ah...not now!

TY: I’m going...wait a minute!

Just one minute

I want to know..is he like this because of Suzy?!

What happen?

Is it because he ran after me that day?!I really want to know

What it is going on between them...

How important she is to him

I look at Wooyoung waiting for an answer

He is about to speak when I feel my arm being pushed

I look beside me

TY: Nona!!!

Staff2: After the recording is over you can talk, right now there is no time to chat. You didn’t do your make up or put your clothes!!!!

TY:HUm??

Staff2: Don’t look at me like this! Sorry Wooyoung, I’ll take Taeyeon for a moment, please talk to her later! Bye!

WY: Su..su..sure, we’ll talk later then.

What?!!!

Later?!!

TY: Nona!!

Staff2: Let’s go!!!

TY:OK...

I sigh...

It’s ok...it’s ok... I only need to wait until our break time!

Yeah...that’s what I thought but our break time passed and I couldn’t be alone with Wooyoung

Recording is over but in the end I couldn’t listen to Wooyoung answer

Really....what was I waiting anyway

I should just go home and have fun with the girls

Yes, forget about Wooyoung

Let’s fun!!!

Let’s go!!!!

As I walk in the hallway I spot the cleaning girls staring at Wooyoung room

What’s going on?!

Ah...forget about him...just pass by!!!!!

Just pass by!!

Girl1: Hum..hum...Taeyeon shii...!

One of the girls call me

TY: Yes?!

Girl2: We are responsible to clean the rooms and all you know right?

TY: Yes, thanks for your hard work!

I bow

Girl1: Thanks for being always kind as well

TY: Welcome

Girl2: So..could you help us?

TY: Well...If is in my power

I carefully say

Girl2: Good, of course it is! You are good friends with Wooyoung aren’t you?!

TY: Yeah?!

Girl1: We need to clean his room but we have a problem...he...he...he....

Girl2:He’s sleeping in the room!

Girl1: We are unable to wake him up! Or clean the room with him there!! Could you..hum....wake him up for us?!

TY: What?

Girl2: You are friends, he won’t be angry if you wake him up, but us, we are nobody...

TY: He is not this kind of person, he won’t be angry, you can wake him up

Girl1: But, can’t you help us?

Both of them look at me helpless

TY: OK!!!!!

I enter Wooyoung’s room

For my surprise he sleeping in the sofa skirtless

My heartbeat accelerates

WOW...

I didn’t know he was so built

He has abs!

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Ohhh...what am I doing?

Focus...focus...

Ah...now I understand why they couldn’t wake him up or clean with him here!!!

Hum...

Breath..breath...breath....

I come near Wooyoung

I’m about to try to wake him when he says

WY: Don’t go! Wait!

I look at him

He’s still sleeping

That surprised me

I wonder what is he dreaming about?!

WY: Please..wait...

WY: Suzy!!!

Suzy?!

He suddenly grabs my hand and suddenly open his eyes

He woke up....

He puts his hand on his face and then turns around realising I’m beside him

He automatically let go of my hands

WY: Taeyeon ah?!

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Sorry for the late update again but I think I'll be able to update only once a month

Hope you enjoy this chapter