Kindness can also hurt!
What is more important Love or Friendship?
Taeyeon's POV
Although I gathered all my strength to leave the coffee shop without crying to don't make my members worried as soon as I pass through the door my vision gets blurred
I'm not facing Wooyoung or Suzy anymore but the image of them together doesn't get out of my head
Every time I close my eyes I can clearly see Wooyoung gently caressing Suzy's face
Every time I close my eyes I feel like I'm being stabbed straight to the heart
As the sadness invades my heart I feel the rest of strength leaving my body every step I take
I reach my limit some minutes later, after I arrive in the parking lot
I'm just a few meters away from the SNSD's car so I gather the rest of my strengths and try to reach the car
As I try to move my legs I ended up tripping on my own foot
Although I try to prop myself on a column next to me my downfall is inevitable
My hand slips by the rough surface of the column and I finally reach the ground
The pain of my injuries mingles with pain in my heart and I'm no longer able to restrain myself
Tears begin to fall on their own!
Now I see myself helpless on the floor, crying like a baby, with the hands and knees bleeding
Wooyoung ah....
Even though I'm crying, this time, you won't sit by my side and sing for me until I calm down, will you?!
No matter how sad I'm, no matter how much I cry, you won't come right?!
No matter how loud my heart screams your name you won't listen, will you?!
No matter how much I try I won't reach your heart, will I?!
I already knew I wouldn't be able to do so
I already knew Wooyoung loved Suzy
It wasn't a surprise!
So why does my heart ache so much?!
Why does it hurt more than these injuries?!
Why can't I control my tears?!
Why is it so hard to stop loving him?!
Even though my brain already knows I don't have a chance why my heart still lingers for him?!
Wooyoung's POV
As soon as I leave Suzy I begin to run to the cafeteria's parking lot since Taeyeon said she was going back to SNSD car
As I enter the empty parking lot a crying voice echoes
As I look around I can see that some meters away from me there is a little girl bursting into tears beside one of the columns
As I come close to her I find the girl I was looking for
Taeyeon is sitting on the ground with her hands and knees are all scraped and bleeding
I kneel down being face to face with her
WY: Taeyeon-ah! Are you ok?!
As she realizes I'm standing in front of her she just stare at me dumb found
She just keeps in silence while crying
WY: Taeyeon ah! Where does it hurt?! Please talk to me!
She is making me madly worried
Taeyeon's POV
As I look up I find Wooyoung staring at me very worried
Although he is in front of me I still can't believe it's really him
How did he find me?!
What is he doing here?
Why is he here and not with Suzy?!
Although I have a lot of things to ask him
Words don't come out of my mouth
I'm so messed up
The only thing I can do is cry
Wooyoung's POV
Taeyeon still doesn't answer me
Did she twist her ankle or something?!
Is that why she doesn't stop crying?!
I think I had no choice.....
WY: Taeyeon, I'll take you to the hospital! Can you walk?!
She keeps in silence
WY:Taeyeon...if you don't answer I'll understand it as a NO, ok?!
Since she didn't answer me I decide to carry Taeyeon in my arms
Taeyeon's POV
Wooyoung comes closer to me
WY: Taeyeon I'll carry you to my car ok?!
I feel Wooyoung warm hands touching me and lifting me up easily
Wooyoung scent penetrates through my whole body making my heart shake
Wooyoung ah....
Why do you do this to me Wooyoung?!
Why are you so kind to me?!
Why are you so worried about me?!
Why don't you just leave me?!
You..you should be with your girlfriend...
You should just leave me and continue your date with Suzy!
You should stop worrying about me and go after your girl
Yeah..that's right....you should go there!
So....just leave me
Please, please... just leave me...
Between tears I finally manage to talk
TY: Woo..wooyoung...I'm..I'm..fi...fine, I don't..don't need to go to the ho..hos...hospital......
TY: I'm fine...I also can walk by..by...myself.....you..you...you can put me do..don..down....
Wooyoung look at me with very concerned eyes
WY: How can I believe in you while you are crying like this?! Are you really ok?!
WY: I don't think I can ignore your tears this time, different from yesterday your hands and knees are scratches and bleeding
WY: You also seem to be in a lot more pain this time, maybe you twisted your ankle!
WY: Despite...here...we already reach my car anyway
Wooyoung opens his car's door and put me in the front seat
Then he kneels down
WY: Let me take you to the hospital Taeyeon
Sorry Wooyoung
Although I have some bruises that's not why I'm crying
Even if you take me to the hospital I don't think they can make this pain in my heart disappear
Wooyoung's POV
Taeyeon take a deep breath and try to contain her tears in vain
Although she is still crying as we begin to talk she is calming down little by little
TY: I fine, it's just some bruises, really. No need to go to the hospital
Taeyeon sadly smiles
WY: But...
TY: It's just some bruses Wooyoung...look my ankle is not even swollen!
I take a look at Taeyeon ankle
It's not swollen, that's a good thing!
Even so I think it's better if I check her ankle more detailed
As I touch it very carefully I look at Taeyeon reaction to see if she isn't in pain at all
Well...although she is still crying a little bit, it looks like her ankles are not the problem!
That's a relief...
WY: Ne. It looks like your ankle is fine but let's at least take care of your bruises ok?
WY: I have and 1st AID kit in my car since 2PM members are always getting hurt.
WY: It's in back sit of my car, wait a minute, I'll take it
I'm about to get up to pick up the 1st AID kit when Taeyeon grabs my arms!
TY: Wooyoung ah....Why are you here?! How come did you find me?! Were you looking for me?! Or you were just passing by and help me since you always help anyone!
Taeyeon looks me straight into the eyes
WY: It's true that I can't see anyone crying that I try to help b...
Before I can finish my line Taeyeon interrupts me
With a disappointed and hurt voice she says
TY: Hum...that's what I thought!
Taeyeon's POV
So...it's really like this huh?!
I already knew it was like this
I already knew he didn't run after me...
I was expecting this answers but somehow...it really hurts......
WY:You......Kim Taeyeon!
WY: Tsk....you didn't let me finish what I was saying!
WY:If you think I'm here I accidentally find you crying, you're wrong!
WY: It's true that I can't see anyone crying that I try to help but...
WY: You are not just a random person!
WY: You ….you are really important to me!
WY: I'm here because I was worried!
WY: I was worried with Taeyeon-ah
WY: A while ago you didn't look very well
WY: I had a feeling that there was something wrong with you and that you would cry again
WY: It was really bothering me, this feeling
WY: That's why I'm here, because I wanted to be sure you was ok
Is it really true?! Did you really, really come after me?!
So what about Suzy?!
Did you leave her to look for me?!
If you really did it, what does it mean?!
Am I more important than her?
Is there a place in your heart for me?!
I want to know but....
I'm afraid to get more hurt
I'm afraid that he will say that he is with Suzy, that he loves her
I'm not prepared to this
Just the thought of hearing Wooyoung says he loves her makes me wanna cry
Tears begin to fall again
Then I feel Wooyoung carefully grabbing my hand
WY: Taeyeon please don't cry anymore
He brings my hand near to his mouth and blows my bruises
WY: Pain go away, go away
He sweetly smiles
TY: Wait a second Taeyeon...I'll pick up the 1st AID kit ok?!
I just nod my head
Wooyoung comes back and kneels down in front of me once again
WY: Let me see your knees!
TY: Ne...
Wooyoung carefully sterilizes all my scratches, pass a medicine on them and bandage them
Wooyoung kindness makes my heart flutter, makes me wanna smiles but at the same time...
It also makes my heart aches with the uncertainty of what are Wooyoung feelings towards me
My heart really hurts when I think that maybe this all I can have from him...
Kindness....
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It wasn't really original but I hope you really enjoy it ;D
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