Kindness can also hurt!

What is more important Love or Friendship?

 

Taeyeon's POV

Although I gathered all my strength to leave the coffee shop without crying to don't make my members worried as soon as I pass through the door my vision gets blurred

I'm not facing Wooyoung or Suzy anymore but the image of  them together doesn't get out of my head

Every time I close my eyes I can clearly see Wooyoung gently caressing Suzy's face

Every time I close my eyes I feel like I'm being stabbed straight to the heart

As the sadness invades my heart I feel the rest of strength leaving my body every step I take

I reach my limit some minutes later, after I arrive in the parking lot

I'm just a few meters away from the SNSD's car so I gather the rest of my strengths and try to reach the car

As I try to move my legs I ended up tripping on my own foot

Although I try to prop myself on a column next to me my downfall is inevitable

My hand slips by the rough surface of the column and I finally reach the ground

The pain of my injuries mingles with pain in my heart and I'm no longer able to restrain myself

Tears begin to fall on their own!

Now I see myself helpless on the floor, crying like a baby, with the hands and knees bleeding

Wooyoung ah....

Even though I'm crying, this time,  you won't sit by my side and sing for me until I calm down, will you?!

No matter how sad I'm, no matter how much I cry, you won't come right?!

No matter how loud my heart screams your name you won't listen, will you?!

No matter how much I try I won't reach your heart, will I?!

I already knew I wouldn't be able to do so

I already knew Wooyoung loved Suzy

It wasn't a surprise!

So why does my heart ache so much?!

Why does it hurt more than these injuries?!

Why can't I control my tears?!

Why is it so hard to stop loving him?!

Even though my brain already knows I don't have a chance why my heart still lingers for him?!

 

Wooyoung's POV

As soon as I leave Suzy I begin to run to the cafeteria's parking lot since Taeyeon said she was going back to SNSD car 

As I enter the empty parking lot a crying voice echoes

As I look around I can see that some meters away from me there is a little girl bursting into tears beside one of the columns 

As I come close to her I find the girl I was looking for

Taeyeon is sitting on the ground with her hands and knees are all scraped and bleeding 

I kneel down being face to face with her

WY: Taeyeon-ah! Are you ok?! 

As she realizes I'm standing in front of her she just stare at me dumb found

She just keeps in silence while crying

WY: Taeyeon ah! Where does it hurt?! Please talk to me!

She is making me madly worried

 

Taeyeon's POV

As I look up I find Wooyoung staring at me very worried

Although he is in front of me I still can't believe it's really him

How did he find me?!

What is he doing here?

Why is he here and not with Suzy?!

Although I have a lot of things to ask him

Words don't come out of my mouth

I'm so messed up

The only thing I can do is cry

 

Wooyoung's POV

Taeyeon still doesn't answer me

Did she twist her ankle or something?!

Is that why she doesn't stop crying?!

I think I had no choice.....

WY: Taeyeon,  I'll take you to the hospital!  Can you walk?!

She keeps in silence

WY:Taeyeon...if you don't answer I'll understand it as a NO, ok?!

Since she didn't answer me I decide to carry Taeyeon in my arms

 

Taeyeon's POV

Wooyoung comes closer to me

WY: Taeyeon I'll carry you to my car ok?! 

I feel Wooyoung warm hands touching me and lifting me up easily

Wooyoung scent penetrates through my whole body making my heart shake

Wooyoung ah....

Why do you do this to me Wooyoung?!

Why are you so kind to me?!

Why are you so worried about me?!

Why don't you just leave me?!

You..you should be with your girlfriend...

You should just leave me and continue your date with Suzy!

You should stop worrying about me and go after your girl

Yeah..that's right....you should go there!

So....just leave me                                     

Please, please... just leave me...

Between tears I finally manage to talk

TY: Woo..wooyoung...I'm..I'm..fi...fine, I don't..don't need to go to the ho..hos...hospital......

TY: I'm fine...I also can walk by..by...myself.....you..you...you can put me do..don..down....

Wooyoung look at me with very concerned eyes

WY: How can I believe in you while you are crying like this?! Are you really ok?!

WY: I don't think I can ignore your tears this time, different from yesterday your hands and knees are scratches and bleeding

WY: You also seem to be in a lot more pain this time, maybe you twisted your ankle! 

WY: Despite...here...we already reach my car anyway

Wooyoung opens his car's door and put me in the front seat

Then he kneels down

WY: Let me take you to the hospital Taeyeon

Sorry Wooyoung

Although I have some bruises that's not why I'm crying

Even if you take me to the hospital I don't think they can make this pain in my heart disappear

 

Wooyoung's POV

Taeyeon take a deep breath and try to contain her tears in vain

Although she is still crying as we begin to talk she is calming down little by little

TY: I fine, it's just some bruises, really. No need to go to the hospital

Taeyeon sadly smiles

WY: But...

TY: It's just some bruses Wooyoung...look my ankle is not even swollen!

I take a look at Taeyeon ankle

It's not swollen, that's a good thing!

Even so I think it's better if I check her ankle more detailed

As I touch it very carefully I look at Taeyeon reaction to see if she isn't in pain at all

Well...although she is still crying a little bit, it looks like her ankles are not the problem!

That's a relief...

WY: Ne. It looks like your ankle is fine but let's at least take care of your bruises ok?

WY: I have and 1st AID kit in my car since 2PM members are always getting hurt. 

WY: It's in back sit of my car, wait a minute, I'll take it

I'm about to get up to pick up the 1st AID kit when Taeyeon grabs my arms!

TY: Wooyoung ah....Why are you here?! How come did you find me?! Were you looking for me?! Or you were just passing by and help me since you always help anyone!

Taeyeon looks me straight into the eyes

WY: It's true that I can't see anyone crying that I try to help b...

Before I can finish my line Taeyeon interrupts me

With a disappointed and hurt voice she says

TY: Hum...that's what I thought!

 

Taeyeon's POV

So...it's really like this huh?!

I already knew it was like this

I already knew he didn't run after me...

I was expecting this answers but somehow...it really hurts......

WY:You......Kim Taeyeon!

WY: Tsk....you didn't let me finish what I was saying!

WY:If you think I'm here I accidentally find you crying, you're wrong!

WY: It's true that I can't see anyone crying that I try to help but...

WY: You are not just a random person!

WY: You ….you are really important to me!

WY: I'm here because I was worried!

WY: I was worried with Taeyeon-ah

WY: A while ago you didn't look very well

WY: I had a feeling that there was something wrong with you and that you would cry again

WY: It was really bothering me, this feeling

WY: That's why I'm here, because I wanted to be sure you was ok

Is it really true?! Did you really, really come after me?!

So what about Suzy?!

Did you leave her to look for me?!

If you really did it, what does it mean?!

Am I more important than her?

Is there a place in your heart for me?!

I want to know but....

I'm afraid to get more hurt

I'm afraid that he will say that he is with Suzy, that he loves her 

I'm not prepared to this

Just the thought of hearing Wooyoung says he loves her makes me wanna cry

Tears begin to fall again 

Then I feel Wooyoung carefully grabbing my hand

WY: Taeyeon please don't cry anymore

He brings my hand near to his mouth and blows my bruises

WY: Pain go away, go away

He sweetly smiles

TY: Wait a second Taeyeon...I'll pick up the 1st AID kit ok?!

I just nod my head

Wooyoung comes back and kneels down in front of me once again

WY: Let me see your knees!

TY: Ne...

Wooyoung carefully sterilizes all my scratches, pass a medicine on them and bandage them

Wooyoung kindness makes my heart flutter, makes me wanna smiles but at the same time... 

It also makes my heart aches with the uncertainty of what are Wooyoung feelings towards me

My heart really hurts when I think that maybe this all I can have from him...

Kindness....

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ANNMATSUMOTO #1
Chapter 42: Wootae ♡
Mariana0698 #2
Chapter 42: OH MY GOD! THE HISTORY ITS SO GOOD! REALLY REALLY GOOD! UPDATE SOON PLS
Tenyang #3
i read your fanfiction at wattpad n i hope it ends with woozy
Tenyang #4
woozy please
yunyuncake #5
UPDATE SOON~~~~ I really like to read this story <3 Hope to see more exciting moment from wootae~
linouzy
#6
Chapter 41: I can't wait for your next update!!!
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#7
Chapter 42: Update soon!! Hope to have more wootae moments :)
David4 #8
Chapter 41: WOOTAE PLEASE!!.... dying to see the next update... plase make it a wootae. :-)
2pmsuzy #9
Chapter 41: Omg update please ):